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moved

2005-11-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

highh.

2005-11-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all (: ..
One last entry before i get ready for bed..

I'm totally stuck on High- Lighthouse Family.. Really.. I can't get it off my head.. the lyrics somewhat depict the situation I'm currently going through now.. It really does mean alot to me somehow... Sigh.. Okay.., now i'm gonna get prepared for bed and work on something before turning in...

Cassandra

i'm dying.. NOT.

2005-11-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey all.
I just got back from slumberland...

Ahh.. today, i woke up at like 2p.m.. slept for 9 half hours... x_x Guess i was tired... Since then I had been online and watching tv.. Trust me, it was a BORE.

And I've only been chatting with Calvin and this other friend of mine in the afternoon T__________T. I thrashed Calvin in Checkers twice xD aaahahahha. But even after thrashing him, I still hate checkers (:

Then later on Calvin had to see his dad off so I went offline.. Had nothing to do.. Sooooo I slept xD from like 6+ till now.. Hahas.. I don't know what to do because I really have nothing to do.. I'm dying from boredoooommm. Well, I think thats the case though.

It's 9:32p.m.. an hour and 41 minutes past 8.. not sure why yueming hasn't contacted...

Heeeh.
Really at lost for what to do.. Guess i'll just watch television then bore to death xD

anyway i think i'm going to squash tomorrow. so there.

Cassandra

loveeeee xD

2005-11-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh hey all
heh decided to post another entry for todayy. feeling happy cause i found this song i wanted to get hold of.. olddddddd song.. by the backstreet boys.. All I Can Give...

It's such a dreamy song... xD

chorus:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you...but
Love is all I have to give

Hahahss.. as i have forgotten the title soooo long ago.. then recently my instructor at my classes played this song.. sighh so it cxame to me that i like it this song... xD Sooooo niceeee.

I feel like giving someone a biggggggg hug. just that it's not right to just suddenly hug my family members xD ahhahas unless its him .. hehehh.

sighhh i'm REAL bored here. cause i usually only have Calvin to talk with online... then now he's AWAY to who knows where ahahhahah. and he's feeling saddd. awwww. cheery up!

Calvin's not the only person i talk with online.. now's there's this other friend to talk to.. hahhas and the rest of my friends who are online.. aren't those i'll really be chatty with (:

And i'm getting a little crazed by the song High- Lighthouse Family hahahs calvin sent it to be several days ago.. it's kinda old too.. i think 2 years back? But i do remember it!!! It was one of my most favourite songs xD and the lyrics of the chorus is in my msn nick right now... ahhahs WE'RE GONNA GET SOOOOOOO HIGHHHHHHHHHHHH xD

It really is a niceee song. sighh

so these 2 songs are currently my favourites... sigh (: ...
ah well

Cassandra

cass-is-tired-day

2005-11-05T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hey peoppple.
Okay.. I slept rather late last night.. hahas like 1+a.m ... Yeps. I woke up at about 9a.m this morning... as my classes at the Avalon Cafe started at 10.. till 11:30.. It was raining when my sisters and I got there... (: Had to wait a little because noone was there yet... After a short while there were people and all.. Yepsss. Went for my class.. There were only 5 people who turned up this time round.. wowee... Anyway it was fun xD as usual.. Last class for this section... Ah well (:

After class, my mum brought my sisters and I to Heeren.. We ate at the wanton mee stall at the fifth storey... My sisters and I took neoprints together xD ahahhass I looked kinda awful in ALL of them.. and while decorating, my elder sis found this 'hat' to place to me.. It's kinda cute xD

We browsed some shops for awhile before going home..

Back home i noted down the ingredients I wanted to get for baking then went to Toa Payoh Central with my mum (: We first went to Courts where my mum wanted to buy a new iron... But the irons available there weren't up to good expectations.. hahahss. So we didn't get one today (: After that, we went to Fair Price...

And we bought lotsa lotsa stuff xD also got the ingredients i wanted for baking and all ((:

Back home..
Went online for awhile with music on, rested at the same time.. Was kinda tired...(:
Later, I went to get the ingredients for what i wanted to bake ready.. Wanted to bake some Lime Shortbread (: well.. it's kinda like bread as well as cookie...

i didn't make much of a mess. xD hahahs cleaned up whatever i left behind and all... am tired after it all (: my cookies.. or shortbread are quite okay... mum said they were a little too sour.. hahahsss cause the recipe said lime peel.. but the limepeel i had tasted bitter instead of sour.. so i squeezed in some lime juice xD ahahahhaha.. ah well. overall it's okay.. i give myself a 5/10 xD hahahha.. and i didn't look after my second batch which was in the oven so they're a little.. too brown :D ahhahahahhaha o_o' xD

Dinner was LOTS. mum overcooked.. as in cooked too much xD hahhahas i feel kinda fat after eating it (: Sighh. Cass is tired but wishes she can talk to him..

Cassandra.

200TH ENTRY!!!

2005-11-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all (:
Ah.. I actually am quite disappointed about something which i had just found out.. Ah well... I'll get over it (:

So- as mentioned earlier in my previous entry, I didn't go for squash training this morning because I was still feeling unwell. I woke up at around 11a.m... Hahahs... I guess that's because my sleep was rather peaceful.. Amazingly, Cha Cha didn't bark this morning ((: and somehow I was feeling tired the previous night... from boredom? xD

Yeps.. Was woken up by my mum as we were going to get my school books for next year at my school.. Got dressed up and all before leaving for school... The queue was rather long.. But we managed to get the books within an hour xD I have to collect 2 books from the school bookshop from 21st December onwards.. As they had ran outta stock ):

Mum later then drove to the Mc Donalds opposite our home.. Not really opposite, but whatever xD I waited in the car.. There was this cute ad about the Subharu competition.. I have NO idea how to describe it but maybe if u tune in to 98.7fm u may happen to hear it xD.. Hahasss.

Mum got me a fillet-o-fish, large fries and ice lemon tea (: and I was real bloated x).. At home I was scanning through the VCDS we have and I found the long lost VCD I have been trying to find xD Xiao Q xD hahahsss. Guess I'm happy to be able to find it ((:

Later that afternoon, Yueming came over (: We watched the first part of Xiao Q together xD Then later just hanged out xD Was real great hanging out with him ((: He left at around dinner time.. Awww )): Ah welllll...

I had... food for dinner. xP Yeah.. It was okay... But i didn't finish it all.. Watched tv before coming online (: I have nothing to do online though... Sighhh.

Today's Benedict's birthdayyyyyyy!!! Happy birthday to him!! xD My dear cousinnnyyy!! Anyway I gave him Birthday Wishes online (: His msn nick always does seem depressing though xP Yet he said he ain't depressed.. Wooo.. Really hope he's happy (:

Now for the church camp I'm going to attend with my younger sister and cousins in December, Bevan, one of my cousins doesn't want to go.. So my mum got Joel, my mum's cousin who is 13 years old to replace Bevan.. Ah well.. Not that close to Joel.. And I prefer Bevan ): Yet thinking about it, Bevan won't be enthu in any way.. but stilllll... ah well. x_x hahahsss...

As for the KL Squash Tournament in December, Lyddie Widdie's not bunking in with Qianning, Meredith and me anymore... As she promised Cherie to bunk in with them (Cherie and Gladys) Ah well, it's still going to be real fun no matter what and I'm soooo looking for it!

Lydia fell down yesterday.. So she didn't go for squash training this morning too... Get well soon to Lyddie Widdie who makes me Giddy xD

I can see more developements in 1PE's class outing too ((: I really can't wait till then. I miss every single person from 1PE soooo much (: It definately is going to rock real good xD It's going to be held at the East Coast Park.. (: I really do hope everyone can make it... We're also going to invite our form teacher and co-orp teacher.. Mrs Tan and Kee.. hahahsss. I think that Mrs Kee will go there to sleep xP I can imagine her with this sun hat covering her face while she sits on this chair and dozes away!!! Aaahahaha xD

I'm going to get the tagboard to the side-bar after this entry because Zhao Zhao wants to tag but can't see the tagboard as his screen is 800 x 600? Uhh I don't know bout the resolution but yeps.. I'll TRY to shift it to the side-bar ((:

I'm going to do other stuff now. See ya all! (:

Cassandra
btw this is my 200th entry in this blog!!!

every heart, it is.

2005-11-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hey peopleee.
okayyy yesterday i had squash in the morning at 10.. meredith had the flu so she didn't go... it's like some sick season now... i'm even sick and so is qianning hahahs.

anyway.. my flu is gone but i'm still having a sore throat, dry cough and... blocked nose at times. yeah.. i didn't stay for squash long yesterdya because i sweated too easily.. had sweaty palms within a short period of time which is soooo unlike me... after like one and a half hours qianning and i left for home.. yepss. she had flu..

Went back home... went online and all.. and i forgot what i did :D ahhahhas.... oh yeah.. talked to yueming for awhile later that afternoon and evening..

somewhere in the late afternoon i had to go somewhere at Tras Street for.. some stuff... before it started, my mum and i went a little shopping (: .. well i bought a new pair of foot wear... xD it's casual, and it's white.. (: pretty xD bought this new pair of jeans too.. yepss. then blah blah blah.

and i stayed up.. well till really early morning. (:

bout today...

Woke up at like 11:30... hahhas cause i slept late xP washed up and all.. went online.. there wasn't much to do.. u could say i did nothing xP well.. kinda.. xD

anywayyyyy. had wanton mee for lunch.. yepss. was filling xD and my mum bought me this magazine filled with recipes bout christmas.. cookies?!?!? hahahhas but i wanna try out some of the recipes soon! xD just need to make a trip to the supermarket.. ah well xD can't wait ahhahss.

and i learnt how to make.. steamed egg today ahahhas. mum taught me a little.. and it's like really... simple o_____o hahahahha and she did show me how to make some kinda mild spicy sauce... yeps xD that was about it..

watched tv, ate dinner, came online.

waiting for today to end.. i ain't gonna go for squash tomorrow because i'm still having a dry cough (As i had said earlier on).. so it's not use going there to torture myself even more when sick... and i doubt im gonna recover by tomorrow.. so ah well...

but im going to buy my school books for next year tomorrow... yeps..

ahh am kinda tired.. 9:23 lol... sighhh okay.. going to end this entry now

Cassandra

continued//

2005-11-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!!I'm back!

I soooooooooo can't stand it when my dad smokes... even when he's out at the corridor smoking, the smell always get into my nose.. ughhh. I really hate the people who discovered tabacco... killing everyone of us.

blehhh irritated about it.
anyway.. my great uncle's place is at Punggol... used CTE to get there.. the view was great when we were on our way in the car... the clouds were FAAAAAAAAT xD and there weren't much buildings to block them.. got some pictures of them too xD

my uncle and aunties... those 3 are very young xD they're cute.. real cute xD

ate some dishes for lunch.. they're quite nice... xD great uncle's a rather good cook.

okay now i'll go back to the trip to the botanical gardens yesterday
continued

so we went to the swan lake after that x)... there was this white duck there which quacks xD ahhahahahah yeah and it's always tagging along with the 2 white swans... awwwww. play gooseberry!!! xD and the swans always shake their butts xD aaaahahhahahah. so cute!

we sat at the steps near there and took pictures of ourselves xD ahhahas was really fun.. x))

it was getting kinda dark by then... so we left at around 7... yepss.

was a great day. thanks ta yueming for taking me there xD u rock! ((: we've decided to go back again to visit some time in december and have a picnic... xD gonna be reaaaaal fun.

thats all for this entry.. yeps.. (:

Cassandtra

botanical gardensss xD

2005-11-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hey alll.
okay there was some error on this blog but i fixed it xD yepyeps..

now... my flu has almost recovered but it has left me with blocked nose at certain times.. which when i blow out, the mucus's rather thick... sighh it's always like that for me after a flu... then starting to get a dry cough... yeps... ah well..

yesterday was great xD real fun.. xD hahahhas yueming took me to Singapore Botanical Gardens that afternoon.. before that we watched The Legend of Zorro at PS (: it was nice...

So we took bus 105 to the Botanical Gardens (: we walked alot.. thanks to yueming :D took the longer way ahahhaha. nah not his fault. xD

There were DUCKIES there xD big one skinny ones fat ones too. nah kidding. xD there were 3 of them in the.. central lake.. oh yes.. and i got my own dcam already.. bought it on saturday xD yeps.. thats why was able to take lotsa lotsa pictures xD

oh darn... gotta go prepare to go to my great uncle's now for lunch... will continue later or tomorrow (: see ya

Cassandra

tired?

2005-10-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
Okay so overall today was boring..
nothing to do hahhas. and cause i was still feeling sick- didn't go to church...

i feel better with my room windows opened... more air circulation (: but feel kinda tired... ah well... a warm shower did help a little too... (: after this entry i'll be off back into my room.. tired cass ):

hahahs i happened to watch the mask of zorro on AXN this afternoon... i watched it before... yeps.. like it was so long ago.. 1998.. o_o wowee... then i spent the late evening reading my SEVENTEEN magazine... (:

there's this class gathering being organised for 1PE... hopefully the planning will be a success... really wanna meet up with everyone (: ...

going to rest now... (:

see ya
Cassandra

flu?

2005-10-30T08:36:00.000+08:00

Hey alll..
okayy anyway back to FRIDAY.

friday-
we didn't win talentime... kinda disappointed because we could have gotten third for the open category... ah well.. it's all over..

saturday-
i had classes at the avalon cafe at 12... it was fun (: but it was my instructor's last day with us.. so thats the sad part.. she's goooodd x( ah well... after classes, my mum brought me and my elder sis ( younger sis didn't come along) to peninsula plaza... yeahh went there to buy a dcam :D saved up enough money... (:
so i ended up with a casio brand... EX-Z500. it's black ((: i was short of like 30 dollars for this one... so mum paid the balance ((: thankiees. my elder sis also bought the same model but the silver one... my mum paid for her hahas... then she'll pay my mum back in the future or something :S

i had guitar lessons at 8... my guitar teacher taught me the song The Guitar Man... the lyrics are kinda cute in a way (: and som warmups... revision.. yeps.

after that went online to chat while sms-ing.. yep... was online till 11... cause was starting to feel worse due to my flu... so washed up and all before sleeping... i couldn't sleep till like later than 1a.m.......................

firstly, the PEOPLE in my sisters' room were talking a little to loud at times... had my mum to tell them that once.. but still they were a little loud... sighh. it lasted till like 12:30 when it started to quieten down... i went to eat my milk-pocky T_T just had a craving for dairy products.. i was blowing my nose and sneezing real badly.. sighh. so it lasted till some time after 1... i changed out of my jeans into short pants and into a more comfy tee in the middle of the night... hahhas..

Today.
okay.. so i woke up really early even though i slept late... had to wash my blanket.. hahahs cause i was blowing my nose using it last night o_o okay.. disgusting? but it's me xP cause when i'm down with a flu , tissue makes the skin area between my nose and lips sore... and it's really a hassle to reach out for tissue all the time... so i use my blanket... ahhahas it's now in the washing machine anyway xP

okay.. so came online..nothing to dooo T_T hahahs. just waiting for the day to pass.. i really want tomorrow to come real soon (: hahahs i feel better than yesterday about my flu... hope i get well by tomorrow...

Cassandra

):

2005-10-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhh
just feeling alone now...
sighh.. it's not that i don't have friends or what..
it's the last day of school...
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
then.. just noone to talk to about it at the moment...

even though wil meet up the members of the bird family the next next tuesday, still will miss them T_T not forgetting the people of 1pe... everyone makes a difference...

ahhh well...

just don't really wanna talk much about today.. am kinda tired in a way.. but i'll try to...

okayy.. so today we had this Maths Trial at the Esplanade.. we were grouped according to reg. no. ... so i had nicole, the both smartie rachel lee - lee ph and lee rj in my group... was real fun... hahahs.. ran around and all...

it lasted till like 11 in the morning...went back to school and all to go through the answers.. hahahs.. yingyi's group was the winner in our class...
ah i suddenly have no mood to post entry..

blah

cass

ahhhhh

2005-10-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hey all..
i know i haven't been updating much these days.. mostly because i am kinda tired these days...
aaaaanyway i pon school on tuesday cause there weren't gonna be anything to do in school... yueming came over in the afternoon that day... was fun in a way :D

Yesterday, we had some session bout introductory to puppetry.. it was interesting ((: we had to like do a small scene or show on a puppet we choose... my group- yingyi danielle amanda denyse and i went to choose this string puppet.... then we came to this idea where the puppet (a woman) was dancing when she fell down then she was in so much pain that she slit her wrist then later she got reincarnated into this.... cute little ragged baby... so the moral of the story is.... do good deeds or u will end up in the lower caste!!! hahhaha it was cuteee!!! xD
then... later on gladys, cherie, lydia and i were like playing around with the sashes i brought to school.. hahhahsss. was fun xD christmas tree!!!!
some time after that we watched this poetry performance by this couple called tommy and lisa... i think the title of that couple or the show's called loosecannon? uhh i forgot... but i was REAALLLY entertaining. loved it!
the sec1 squashers actually wanted to pon squash because they wanted to celebrate roxanne's birthday (Which is today).. but qianning meredith and i didnt really want to even though mr tan agreed to let us..
but in the end qian mere and i didn't pon squash.... ah lazy to be detailed..

ahh continue tomorrow.
cass

sniffles?

2005-10-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

Heyheyss to y'all.
slept at around 11:30 last night.. was feeling a little down.. hahahs ah well.

woke up at usual time.. lazed in bed for awhile before getting ready for school... younger sis supposed to attend school but she didn't go... ah well.. elder sis didn't go to school too... either having marking days or she's just not going.. so it was only me in the car hahahs. yeps..

Deborah was wearing wrong pe attire when we were supposed to wear school-u.. she actually brought school-u in her bag but she only realised that she was wearing the wrong uniform at the last minute so she didn't have time to change before the prefects' inspection... still, she got away with it.. (: cause she did bring school-u.

My class was in Gallery2 practising our Talentime... was REAL boring and all.. because we were only practising the second item- Jamelia-Superstar.. they were doing the dance.. so i'm not involved... so had to bear with it... blehhh.. but before recess yingyi and i went down to the classroom and discussed bout the costumes and all alittle..

for recess ate horfan with danielle, cheryl and amanda (: today's serving was kinda more.. hahahs nice.... and i drank justea as usual (:

after recess miss quek came in for awhile to show us this forum page which she had printed out bout history.. wasn't interested... was thinking bout other stuff yepss. later on had to practise for talentime again... yingyi and i didn't go because it was the second item and we had nothing to do as they were still doing the dance moves... played Speed with uno cards... hahhas darn yingyi... she's so fast at it xP been real long since i played Speed (: uhhh that excuse is acceptable!!! :D just awhile later.. Mrs tan appeared at the door of the classroom.. she reprimanded us(yingyi and i plus some other people not involved in the dance) for not 'contributing' to the class.. BUT WE'RE NOT INVOLVED IN THE DANCE! and she was like 'i know it's very bo liao but u all surely can find something to contribute' i mean like WTF? we can't calligraph dance moves for goodness sake!! ughhhh i disliked her most in my life at that moment... she went on bout CLASS BONDNESS ughh..

anyway we just gave in to avoid her... so we went to the basketball court where the rest of the class were practising... within 10 minutes, we all went back to the classroom as a class and moves the furniture to the side so we could use the space to practise.. gladys and i as the singers.. went to calligraph few movements to do while singing and we decided that we sing together throughout the whole song... we finished it all before school ended (: yepss. was fun.

Qianning didn't go for squash today because she had a stomache... get well soooon!!! yeah.. so i was like in my mind: If meredith doesn't go, i'm not going too... but meredith was going (: yeah... for the first half of squash training, it was a BORE. first hour= there were no empty courts because of the primary squash cca and the the spare courts were already taken up by the sec2s .. meredith and i went to have lunch... i ate a cha siew bao and the grass jelly thingy dessert... something teng. qing teng..? uhh don't know how to spell it (: meredith just had a luo mai gai... after that we went to the comp lab and played a little with the computers ahhas...

when we returned to the squash courts... we had to play a game.. 2 v 1.. 2 sec1s vs 1sec2... meredith and i were like thrashed by lauren.. or was it laura.. ahhhh... whatever.. but it has hard because we're not used playing 2 v 1.... just not enough space... better if it was 1 v 1 or 2 v 2... ah well... when the game ended we lazedddd around... (because there really was NOTHING to do)

we went to play squash at the walls outside the squash courts... i accidentally hit the squash ball too high and it went over the roof again.. ahhh second time... ah well x_X i'm guiltyyy x( lolll.... 5 minutes after that we had to do physical at the track... 2 words... tiring footwork... yepss. but we manages to last through it hahahs... we also had to do 40 sit ups after that... hahhs. great.... suffering but its good for us (:

after it all.. we were donee!!! woohooo!!! hahahs meredith and i played squash for like 5-10 minutes for leaving... but we were so tired that we couldn't play properly.. well.. i think i'm referring to myself xP

went home by mrt... mrt wasn't really crowded... just right.. (: by the time i got out from my mrt stop, it was like raining darn heavily... heheh luckily the route is shletered all the way from the mrt to my home xP yepss.. back home cha cha was like so happy happy haahahahhah guess he's scared of the rain... he always is... started this phobia when there was this terrible thunderstorm... lol.. so like.. settled down before taking a shower then mum came back home with dinner... ate infront of the laptop xP hahahs... yeah... 8:14 now...

sighhh. i suddenly feel real tired... from squash and some stress hahahs. i'm gonna get back ache shoulder ache thigh ache butt ache calf muscle ache tomorrow... woooo how lucky i am to be...
RIGHT.....

hahhahs.

Cassandra
chew :D cccheeeew

not longwinded.. am i?

2005-10-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
slept rather late last night.. 12+? and i woke up at 7:50 AGAIN. ahhhh -.- ah well... went online..

blahbers (:

at around 11 went to get prepared for church... at 12 left the house with my mum.. at suntec went to eat at Kenny Rogers.. it's more of.. meat o_o... anyway we didn't eat much was real full after awhile hahahah...

church session started at like 2... today's pastor was pastor mark hahhas. he's rather funny ((: but i was sleepy half way through the whole thing... xP ah well. typical me.. overall it was great (:

walked around before getting home... actually planned to go to raffles place to shop but i was feeling a little gumpy xP tired cass hahahs. so went home before i really get into grumpy mood..

bought 2 new piano books.. have lotsa nice songs :D wheee!! hahahs... then i came online and all till now.... i don't feel like being long winded today... just not really in the mood (: ...

Cassandra

wannaaa be

2005-10-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:
yesterday slept at.. ahh i forgot. o_o' hahahhs. okay i think it was around 11:30 yeps... and i think my dad used my toothbrush )): ugh ah well. don't wanna make it into a long story kinda thing or it'd be a bore. hahahsss

anyway today i woke up at around...7:50a.m???!!! ahhh why did i wake up so early T_T' guess because i slept more about 8 hours already... ahhahss lazed in bed before going on to watching tv then drawing...

yueming come over for like one and a half hour... hahhas that's real REAAAALL sweet of him.. cause i was feeling little sad yesterday... and because i guess we needed to communicate :D it was great hanging out with him even though it was a short period of time.... yueming was being active-adventurous (very typical) then he bruised himself when he was like trying to climb up the upperbunk of my double decker bed without using the ladder... o_o'.... hope that bruise heals real soon.. looks really pinky... T_T anyway he left when i had to go for my classes at the Avalon Cafe...

today's classes at the avalon cafe was nice (: really did a great workout... hahahs. and my sisters attended today's class.. hahahs..

after class mum brought us to suntec for church... went to eat at crystal jade first... hahahs was filling.. i ate some noodle (: elder sis left after lunch because she was 'sick' but anyway she went out in the late afternoon.. so much for being sick.... today's church session was boring at first.. the spirit/power level was low at the begining of the service.. pastor lian joined the ministry!! :D oh yeah!! she's good... today she talked bout why prayers aren't answered and how must u achieve to get prayers answered... (: and then... there was this part where ppl can get slain.... my younger sis and i found it scary.. i wanted to give it a go but i didn't go up to get slain.. i'm not ready yet... (: there wasn't DARE gorup meeting today... the spirit was MUCH greater at the end of the whole service woo yeahhh the jumping!! :D hahahs first time i saw my younger sis jumping to the music... (: yepss was fun. then blah blah blah i'm skipping lotsa stuff because i'm lazy (:

mum later brought me and my younger sis to taka after church... went to kinokuniya.. they were having 20% discount for all members :D hahahs i bought LOTSA books by Jostein Gaarder :D yayyyeee. hahahs. afte that went home.. yeps.. was like 7:50 when i got home then i remembered i had guitar lessons at 8 o_o' woooo luckily we went home early lolll.

for guitar lesson today my guitar teacher did more of revision with me (: a little theory... and playing of songs blah blahh was fun :D i dont know why i felt that way hahahs. hahhas.. he told me he was like teaching this family of 6 in the afternoon? i think i heard wrongly o_o lollllll. ahahahhaahaha. XD...

after he left went online and all.. by that time yueming was back in singapore from jb (: ... heh...

then now it's like 11:40 and i'm finally finishing this entry ahh!!!
mum cooked me some noodles to eat just now... sisters invited the guys over again.. sighhh ah well... then this guy calvin... my cousin's 'bro' .... keep insisting that i'm a white.. then a black.. then a white.. finally said that i'm yellow (chinese) lolll ah well he's lame AHAHHAHA. x_X ah well... then i'm also talking to zhao zhao aka goosie ah gong on msn.. i'm tired.. going to bed soon.... yepss.. going to stop here...

Cassandra
lovey lovey eu

ahhh

2005-10-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

starting?

2005-10-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone...
(:

slept at around 11:30p.m last night.. was lazing in bed.. i think i was daydreaming half-unconsciously bout something but i can't remember... anyway... daydreamed till like 6:11... ahhh rush rush.... was in a little grumpy mood xP

hahhahhsss. in school went to walk around the track with amanda, lydia, serene and michelle.... wooo then we saw LOTSA snails.. there was this pair of snails... mating!!! hahahahss it was more of still.... no movement o_o... then serene told us that the white thingy we saw was the penis of the snail..... okay.. sick? hahahahhass... amanda and i found that baby snails have nicer shells ((: more preeeetty hahahs. it was a little breezy ((: nice....

After flag raising... we had free time of our own which i drew a little as well that my class went to discuss for the second item for Talentine... we made BIG changes.. AGAINNNNNNN. ahh!! hahahs....

Now, the second item will be more of a like... dance as well as a little main idea kinda thing... we're doing Superstar- Jamelia... it's indeed a nice song but hard to think up for what dance and all...

at 9 we had to go to the Khoo Audi. to listen to some talk by Mrs Phuah... it was bout the history of SCGS.. it was nice listening to the short stories she told us about.. but sometimes she went a little too detailed... like... pretty flowers beautiful trees... hahahs. she let us watch this serial show... called That's Something... which was on tv in like... 2001 lol... it was okay... (:

we had recess after that... ate macaronni with amanda. nielle ate meepok hehehh (: drank justea with nielle as usual. later on went back to the classroom to draw :D

after recess we practiced our second item... gladys and i are singing to the song... will talk more bout the setting as the days go by..

i actually saved this entry as a draft and now i'm completing it... 9p.m exactly now... sigh feeling just kinda sad angry and frustrated... get it off me!!! x((

ssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh!

okay back to the subject...
school was over at 12:50.... had squash.. lydia, qianning and i layed winner-in-loser-out for liek quite awhile.. the atmosphere was REALLY sloggish. and i was frustrated with that. tried jumping round and gritting my teeth trying to bear with it.. ahhh... hahhas... meredith didn't come... she's sick.. ahh.. get well soon!!!

At 2, mr yong brought the sec 1 girls present and 2 sec3s to SJI for the friendlies... i thought i was only supporting with lydia and esther while the others were playing.. but in the end... mr yong told us that everyone would be playing... ahhh!!! i was unprepared... ah well.. anyway in total i played 2 games... first game.. first set... i lost baddddly... 9-0 then second set was 9-1 ): lousy me. my second game was much better... hahahs but still equally bad... 9-0 and 9-4 ... but anyway... everyone in the sc sec1 squash team lost... but still we did try our best (: ... yepsss.

we left at about 5:40...? me and qian went to take bus 700 just opposite raffles town club... she went down at her stop and went down at the mrt station.. fortunately the train wasn't really packed.. hahhas.. went to help qianning top up her ez link card o_o' yeah... hahahsss i'm a good friend :D xP when i was in the mrt went to check my handphone.. then realise my mum had been trying to call me (my phone has poor reception and was on silent mode) so like called my mum.. she was like at school waiting for me.... ahhh??!!? ah well.. told her that i was already on my way home... ahh so guilty.... bleh... should really warn her bout telling me beforehand if she were to pick me up from school... anyway only like 3 minutes after i reached home, she was home already.. hahas... she bought a burger from Subway for me.. it's nice (:first time tyring subway.. hahahs... ans she bought some kind of chicken which's kinda nice... yeah didn't eat much.. was full...

later today.. was okay.. just a little moody? hahahhas.... ah well.

CASSIEEEE.

ending ending?

lovey lovey me <3

2005-10-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

Heyheyss! (:
woke up at the usual time today.. hahas.. when at school realised that one side of my bag had this green ink stain.. cause the cap of my green pen came off.. so it kinda went onto the bag.. my pen's like some marker.. so i guess the bad green stain... did use lotsa tissue before flag raising trying to remove it with the help of water hahas..

at about break time i went to 'wash' my bag.. it did help... but the thing is... my bag was wet.

anyway.. today was much much better than yesterday.. less boredom because i was like drawing almost half the time... was drawing the main guy character from HACK legeng of the twilight xD hahahahs was like doing ummm how do i put it in... look-at-the-magazine-cover-and-draw kinda picture lolll. anyway i've done real good job :D i think. proud of meself... still working on it though..

and we did practise a little for the first item (Under The Sea) for Talentine... hahas... we did okay ((: yepss... then now CHANGES again for the second item for Talentine...

i'm going to be in it again o_o'... yeps... it's gonna be a dance item again... first they wanted a musical... then ah well ahhahhsss.. cause there's not much time.. so in the end, we're going to do I Believe- Tata Young.. Gladys and i are gonna sing while minyi, shu yin, sarah chia, trish, sarah tan are going to dance... not sure if i left out anyone... hahhas. then this really kinda frustrating thing happened...

cause the rest of the class was in Gallery2 practising Under The Sea, the people involved in the second item went down to our classroom to practise... not long later, more and more people from our class came down to our classroom when we needed the space to practise... then when we asked them if they could leave because we needed some space they wouldn't budge... ah welll.. so after awhile more.. we got them to leave... then later... charmaine pek was reallll NOT at all understanding... sighh... she was like whining to us and being really rude about the whole thing.. sighhh... but later on we let the people come in... because of the fact that, we aren't that heartless!... ah well.... i guess we were kinda in a fault to not explain properly why we wanted people to leave and failed to make some people understand... sighhh. ah well.

oh yes.. lent nielle one of my anime books to go draw too hahahs. she was doing great ((: nice nicee. and deborah was like... designing masks for Under The Sea.. i say her octopus looked demonic.. it reminded me of the evil octopus in the powerpuff girls o_o' hhahahahaaaa. but it's cute and good (: for some dark side of a storyline.

anyway for recess i ate horfan and justea with nielle yepss. hahahs justea's niceee xD!!!

when school was about to end my bag was still kinda wet but it was okay... ah well... hahhas... went to braddell mrt station to wait for yueming as he was coming over... while waiting did more drawing hahas..

we had reaaaal fun today... quite unexpected (: we completed our blog.. well almost... just need music.. ((:

sad that all had to end... ah welllll...

(: had a really happpy happy afternoon hahhas...

loved it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAO ZHAO GOOSIE AH GONGY
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUUU
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUUUUU
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EU DIS GOOSIE AH GONGY POOPITY (:
HAPPY HAPPPPYYYY BIRTDAY TO EEUUUUUUUUUUUUuUuUuUUuUu!!!!!

hahahhasss. be happy!!!!

going off now.. (: i'm happy yet sad hahahs..

Cassandra
lovey lovey eu <3

i've got a crushhh on eu // i hope eu feel the way that i dooo.// mandy moore

2005-10-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

Hey everybodeeeh
long day today.. and kinda multi-tasking now so gonna take me a darn long time to complete this entry...

okay it's like 6:43.. finally i'm going to REALLY start on this entry

yesterday got back more of my examination paper results.. overall i wasn't that disppointed or satisfied with my marks (: ah well.... after school yueming came over for awhile till after dinner time yepss. was fun hanging out hahahhas ((: go eat ur food i sayyy. go eat ur food!!! :D

slept at about.. 11:40...

today woke up at 5:50 but stayed in bed till 6... hahahs... mum made me 2 cheese bread (toasted breadbun) for breakfast... yummeh :D i sold 2 rows of my cookies to amanda and danielle hahahs. at the same price that is- $2 each row (: so i'm left with 2.. ate some already yepss. yummeh yummeh hahahss... i still owe nielle 80 cents for the cake on amanda's birthday.. hahahs haven't been having much of small change lately.. ah well...

in school, it was really darn boring most of the time today... we had absolutely nothing to do- yes, NO lessons... so the whole class had to work on our talentine coming up... bigggg change of plans... first item is a class item... has to be a Disney song therefore we ended up with Under The Sea from Little Mermaid... the dance moves were calligraphed by gladys and serene... we managed to absorb like almost all the dance steps by today.. but when the song gets to the chorus, i find that our dance moves are not nice at that point... then the second item.. i am not singing in the lead anymore (: no more lead singers i think. i guess it's better this way.. cause it's real stressful dealing with this and that.. wanna be stress-free cassandra. :D

anyway for recess i had meepok again... (: and justea! hahahhas.

i brought my Teens and Teenage mag to school today too knowing that we had nothing much to do.. ((: and for the dance.. i'm partnering danielle yepss. hahahs.... more of a sloppppy day today at school.. ah well... and when school was about to be over, some people tied Deborah's hair into 3 ponytails.. :D managed to get 2 shots of her in that hairstyle on my handphone.. HILARIOUS ahahha xD we got dismissed at 1:40... instead of the normal time at 3... (: so headed down to the squash courts...

meredith didn't attend training today... yepss. ah well. played squash blah blahhhhhh then we had to play with a senior but they had some limitations... anyway i played twice and lost twice.. hahahs first one was 6-9 second one was... uhhh i think... 5-9 bad memory o_o' ahhaha. after that all we had to do physicall.... 2.4KM
ahhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhh
i needed to pee but i didn't go to pee before running. luckily i managed to not pee in my pants.

i was pacing behind Roxanne all the time hehehheh i overtook her at the last round though... came in third for the sec1s hahahss. yepss. but that doesn't matter as long as i completed it.. ah well (: i know i could have done better in timing but i was comfortable and didn't exceed 15 minutes (: so its alll right. lol.

after running went to freshen up and all a little.. we did push ups as most of us lost the game to our seniors.. 40 max for 2 games lost hahahs... the female version of push ups to its okay ((: hahahhah. knees were hurting when on the track... ahh the pain hahahha.

after running i played squash with qianning. hahas yeah we had the energy to. was reallll... tiring :D but it was fun... we stopped at about 4:50... went to pack up and all... mr tan told us that this friday the top 5 girls are gonna compete with SJI hahahs then the next 5 will be playing in the next friendly match (: hahahs gonna go on friday to support qian and the rest!! :D

so by the time i left... was drizzling a little. (: yeps. got home and all by mrt... ate my lunch at like.. 6 hahahs hungry and tired cass ):? heheheh... then online there was this convo in msn where many of 1pe people gathered round to discuss bout the Talentine.. was fun but in the end i left to complete this entry and i was kinda tired with everything.. hahas.... i wanna find more piano song sheets.... and i need to practice on the piano.. been quite a long time since i did that... but i can't practice now as my dad's watching the tv.. sighhhh.. ah well ):? need to destress... need to take a shower hehhehh.

off for a shower...

Cassandra
i want you to be here.//

cheers :D

2005-10-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.
Today it was only me who went to school... younger sis didn't wanna go to school while my elder sis has the day off.
Last night... was kinda disturbing when i was trying to sleep.... sister's friends stayed over again.. were talking real loud... sighhh. anyway i managed to fall asleep...

It was Deborah's birthday yesterday (: Happy Belated Birthday!!! hahahas..
Today, as well as tomorrow, we will be getting back all of our exam papers.. for today i got back my lit, hist, math and sci paper.. i think i did.. okay... not really good but acceptable... ah well hahahs..

for recess danielle and i ate meepok :D been REAL long since we ate that because of the long queues and all.. hahhass. yummm..

we got dismissed at like 1:40 instead of 2:40 because the checking of marks for today was over at 1:40... yepss. anyway i have to go for squash, so no difference haha....

squash was fine.. we did physical again... 8 sets 1 minute each.. was real tired after that hahahsss. went to buy cookies from cheryl w. as she's in guides :D bought mint flavour hehehhhh. yay xD later on i played with lydia.. not really game but more of training-game... hahahs when i had to take a rest... she told me it was fun playing with me :D aww thank youuu. was fun playing with her too :D so rested for awhile while she played with weiting.. after that me and weiting played ((: was okay... got to really workout but just not as much as when i played with lydia :D

watched other people play squash then by 5, got ready to leave yepss. lydia, qianning, meredith and i left together. took the bus with qian (: the bus driver missed her stop even though qian pressed the button... ughhh shouldn't he even like stop somewhere after that busstop even though he missed it?! some bus drivers.. ugh...

the mrt... at first there wasn't much people.. but when the mrt stopped at toa payoh mrt station, it was kinda packed... ah well.. anyway it's only one stop till my stop from toa payoh.. hahahss...

walked slowly back home... legs are tired... ahhhh well.... tomorrow i'm gonna get muscle aches and i ain't gonna be surprised... ate 2 dumplings when i got home hehhhehh... and here i ammm... here i ammmmm.

oh yeah.. and there's gonna be this talentine again soon... so.. gladys got me in it.... gonna sing with her o_o' yeah.. Stronger- britney spears but serene's gonna change the lyrics yepss.. ah well hahas...

Cassandra.

lovey lovey?

everything i own

2005-10-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hey peeeople (:
okayy. woke up exactly at 8a.m this morning xD hahahs. no tuition today woo yeah. anyway i had classes at The Avalon Cafe at 12 as usual... dad drove my mum, sisters and i there... mum went off to don't-know-where while we had our class... Today's class was great (: AHHHH the instructor played this song before we left.. and it's one of the songs from this drama/suspense/mystery japanese show: TRICK. I loveeeee TRICK 3.. TRICK 3's the finale of the whole trilogy... awwwww. but it's real great and i wanna find the vcd plus the soundtrack T_T.... and sad thing is that i didn't ask for the name of the song... ah well T_T it's in japanese btw..hahhas... okay back to the subject..

My sisters were off to Heeren while me and my mum went shopping before that we went to this coffeeshop.. like those at small buildings... yeah...ate 2 eggs and few small pieces of kaya toast before leaving (: hahahs. later on we walked through the LONGGG passageway filled with shops which linked suntec city and cityhall mrt station hahas... i got this new pair of dangling ear-rings which is in a 2-d diamond shape and it's kinda 'wrinkly' to give it this effect ((: mum actually got it for me... hahahhs.. and i bought this keychain which i'm gonna use to replace another keychain on my handphone (:

we walked ALOTTT. hhahas burn off the caloriesss. xD we walked to the NEW marina... uhhh square? i don't know.. anyway at there... went to shop more but didn't find much... so just more of window shopping... and here and there blah blah blah. we stopped at Swensens to eat.. and drink? yeah.. i ate fish baked rice... ahhh the bloatiness when i'm about to finish it all hahahs anyway mum helped a little... Went to TIMES... i want to buy this book called the Memoirs Of A Geisha... the movie's gonna be out later this year ((: in like.. hollywood.. so maybe january in singapore? hahahs.. no idea... but i've watched the trailer on E! Entertainment channel and it looks real nice (: to me that is.

anywaaayyy

we walked more more more... mum wanted to take a cab home.. but i insisted on taking the mrt XD hahahahha burn more caloriess!!!! hahhahahaah.. anyway was REAAAL tired by then..... body aching from yesterday's squash training and today's classes.. plus the walking.. ahhh!! the walking!!! hahahhasss.

so got home.. rest and all.. blahhh..

had guitar at 8... (: NO PLUCK-BASED-SONGS TODAYYY WOOO YEAH! hahahha i hate plucking xD anywaaay we did these songs: Alone Again and Everything I Own

Everything I Own is known to me... (: and it's real nice... sweet and simple.. that's what my guitar teacher said and it's agreed on!

Alone Again is nice too (: but.. once u get to know the lyrics.. it's a depressing songggg. hahahs... bout this man who's like about to commit suicide... but still it's a nice song!!! ahahha!!

so now... guitar lesson ended (: or why would i be here hahahhahahas.

Ammmmm tired...

ZzzZz

cassandra
I would give anything i own give up my life my heart my home.

ahhhhh lots of it!!!

2005-10-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

Hey everybooodehhh xD
okay just came back from.. will fill ya all in the later part of this entry (:

okay anyway.. yesterday i went out with yueming.. hahahs went to catch The Skeleton Key at PS... was kinda ooookay... and did not scare the shits outta me!!! ahhahahs was quite scary here and there though... not a very very verrry nice kinda movie :D ahahhas ah well. and yeah.. before the movie we ate at long john's... x_X i felt so stupid when i was there at the counter... ordered the wrong food and finally realised it like a minute later.. anyway got it changed. and we drank alot before the movie... well i drank alot o_o.... bloated x( hahhas xD andddd before that o_o"" went to get JUSTEA!!!! WOO YEAH. it's the... bottle-sized one... 70 cents onlyyyyy. okay.. but it's nicer when really chilled.. ah well (: that'll do... then typically... yueming got cokee... BADDDD. xD

yeah. yesterday was just really awesome hahahs xD maybe better than awesome xD

slept at around 11... was tired.. and was watching ELF on star movies before that hahahs.. xD which went till 10:4o..

thennn.
today woke up at 9.. woke up several times earlier than that but was just tired... ah well xD
so got prepared for squashh... only got to tie my hair when walking to school.. from ths busstop.. hahas yepss. went to schoo myself.. and i caught up with Roxanne :D hahahhs she was ahead of me walking to school... yeah so we got to school at about 10... squash supposingly started at 10:30.. but already some sec 1s were there (: yeah.. and then qianning and meredith were late when they were supposed to go for squash at 9:30 ahhahas...
then for the first like.. 45 minutes? yeah went to do drive for drive with charmaine phua... there, she taught me better ways to stroke.. yepsss. thanks alot to her :D

then later qianning arrivedd... we did likkeee. uhhh non-stop squashing competition... we were to play with everyone present at least once at the same time in american version.. so it's real fast and all. even though i lost all my matches.. i felt that i have improved.. alot (:

then.. after my last game, which was with qianning... mr tan went to talk to me... (i'm currently the lousiest in the whole team... exclusing esther) yeah.. he said i had strong legs.. and have the potential to be a good squasher if i were to improve on my strokes... he went on talking bout individual training... ask me to consider picking up indies.... ah well.. i'm not sure... i guess i'll decide over the weekend..

after that... qianning meredith and i invited lydia to hang out with us after squash outside..., yepss... andd we did PHYSICAL T_T tiring... had to do some sprints/jogging (short distance) did 5 sets... one set=2 minutess ahhh killer!!! but actually we had to do 6 sets.. we bargained :D lol. meredith qianning and i went to pass meredith's sis something...

later on we went to change our pe shirt.. to another pe shirt :D lydia didn't bring her skirt ahahahhahs. hahahhss.. yeah... and we took 171 to PS... we actually planned to watch Into The Blue but later on.. decided that we didn't feel like watching a movie.. so we went around to decide what we were to have for lunch.. had our lunch at AJisen.. :D the ramen restaurant place... hahhas me and qian had the same food.. which was a spicy ramen, 3 salmon sushi and an ice lemon tea... yeah... was nice ((: filling and was like.. 11.30 or something inclusive of the service charge and gst. was fun in there because we were gossiping ALOT hahahhahah.

we went to heeren later on, went to take 2 sets of neoprints hahahs. was kinda disastrious i guess xP and i met my ex neighbour who's in my elder sis's school hahahs. she's like so darn tall now o_o ah well so like said hi and all after she figured out who i was hahahhas. yeah.

after that all it was about 4.15... so we went to plan if we were to go to qianning's house... after alot of discussing... finally decided that all of us would just go home as there isn't much time to be at qianning's place as by 6, EVERYWHERE is crowded. hahahs. so it was raining.. seperated myself from them at heeren.. yeah cause i was taking the MRT... ran alittle in the rain to the mrt.. yepss. (: read Sophie's World as usual in the mrt... luckily the mrt wasn't that packed ((: woo yeah.

by the time i got out of the mrt.. the rain had cleared... was breezy.. nice...

so now.. here i am! home alas! hahahs. am tired... gonna do some other stuff online now.

Adios (:

Cassandra
woooo.

xD

great day?

2005-10-13T06:55:00.000+08:00

Hey people..
hahahs i fixed the errors i found yesteryday (: so now u'll be able to read my previous posts after saturday (:

yes.. and i woke up so early today... lolll. sister getting ready for school.. then mum doing this and that.. ahhh.. noises... sneezing away... quite a chilly morning x_X

can't wait for the time soon.. later.. (: it'd be greatt... sighh xD

Cassandra

ahhh yay!

2005-10-12T13:22:00.000+08:00

PS. i found the errs! hahahha oh yeah! so now u all can see the posts i have been posting from saturday onwards.. (: yepss. am happy bout that..

going off now.

Cassandra

thuuuurrr.

2005-10-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hey peopleee.
ah i don't know.. boon long said he can't see my posts from saturday onwards.. gotta check with other people too ): don't know whats wrong

ANYWWAAAAYY
EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR XD

OH yeah!!!!

and today we gave Amanda a surprise birthday partyyyyy!!! hahahahs danielle got the cake and we put it in one of the fridges belonging to a canteen stall vendor. xD yeahhh. i brought the forks... danielle brought the candles, matches and plates... so we had our chinese paper 2.... AHHHH it can kill... i really doubt that i can pass. reaaaaally hard. darn darn hard.. i had 15 minutes to day dream (:

after the paper danielle and i immediately rushed to get our bags and stuff before getting the cake... we chose one of the picnic benches just beside the amphitheatre to celebrate ((: yepss. we got ready just in time that yingyi and sarah had stalled amanda ahahhahsss. yeah.. amanda's REAAAAL hard to stall... so good job yingyi and sarah! hahahahs.

the cake was a strawberry shortcake.. and it isn't actually i full cake... it's like.. those slices of cakes, slices sold individually that kinda thing. yeah it's expensive (: but it's quite lovely. Awwww.. then Amanda was so touched and veryyy happy. ((: i didn't make her a card... i guess i was too occupied and tired doing other stuff yesterday that i didn't hahas... anyway i made her this wire art... of an angel which i linked to this other wire pendent so it links to the angel's halo and that she had hang the angel anywhere using the pendent (: yeahhh.. i guess she liked it ((: yepss. i probably will be finding her a proper gift during the break and the weekends... hahhas. then it's gonna be Deborah's birthday on the 16th... hmmm what should i get for her my maddd and crazzzzyy partner? hahahsss. xD

okay so we ate the cake and alllll... = yingyi, sarah, katrina, amanda, danielle, deborah, georgina and meeee. hahahs yeah the last slice was given to melissa. she was late cause she's taking higher chinese. and then katrina didn't want to eat cake o_o... hahahas.

so went home after that (: yeah was reading Sophie's World on the way home as supposed... i'm only like on the 16th page taking my time to understand the situation clearly (: so don't ask me if it's nice or not.. just yet.

and i lent my The Orange Girl to yingyi and her brother while Solitaire Mystery to Goergina (:

tomorrow.. will be great (:

and it'll be done in one and a half hour's time... hang in there!
(:

Cassandra

exams... so over soon :D

2005-10-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

Heyheyss.
today's the second last day of the exams. (: had my math paper and english paper2 (: yeah.. math was okay.. but i didn't finish every question for my math paper1.. ahhh well. o_o... english was kinda hard... had lotsa time for summary planning (: hahahs then after finishing my paper went to daydream while waiting for time to pass by. (:

yepss. had a justea for the one hour break xD hahahahs like we were so lame.. well amanda was. yeah then we just played along. we were in the amphitheatre then at one side... started to call where Deborah was sitting the Bandid Bandits hahhahaahha then we pretended to panic whenever anyone from there came over xD hahahhahass. was fun xD deborah was being her crazy self as usual (:

yeahhh

after school went home by MRT. yeah was reading my book Sophie's World by Jostein Gardner yingyi said that her brother told her thta it was nice when she recognised the book (:yeah i'm gonna lend her bro The Orange Girl and lend Georgina The Solitaire Mystery (:

hahahs yeahhh tomorrow's gonna be a great day and so will be Thursday (: can't wait can't wait!!

then i wanna get a digital camera as i saved allllmost enough money to get a good one (: just less than 50 dollars more and i'll be able to.. then more pictures on its way all the time yay!!! more pictures of YOU and loveleh ducks xD hahash and more and moreee... it'd be great (: then i gotta start saving up for chirstmas presents :D yayyy hahhahas. so exicting and all. super happy that exams are about to come to and end (: wheeepeee.

ah well.

going off now (:

Cassandra

boo ya?

2005-10-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:

today had my science paper.. i admit that i didn't study so hard for science but it turned out that science was okay to me.. hahahs at least i can pass (:

didn't have any other paper after science today.. so... got to go home at like.. 10! yayyy hahahhas. yeah.. went home by mrt... was discussing bout the geog paper with qianning... hahhas then there was this question on shifting cultivation in the paper which she kinda forgot what it was and i actually went through shifting cultivation with her.. ahhh how could she!!! hahhas anyway will be going out with her and meredith after training on friday.. but gotta confirm with meredith if she can go...

hahhas yeah then yueming was also on the bus :D wooo ahhahas. yeah.. he come over to my house for awhile... was realll funnn. xD

hahahs i made this candy doll :D

she's so prettyyyy hahhas. proud of my choice. (:
did this some time ago yeps.. like less than a week ago teeheex.

really can't wait till exams are oveeerrr. just 3 more papers in total, 2 more days... (: then on thursday.. thursday will be great (: stress begoneeee x)

gotta runnn

Cassandra

blahber

2005-10-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
okayyy. slept rather late last night xP woke up at around 10+ though.. played on my piano with one of the pedal thingy down to make it softer... yeah so i had tuition at 12 till 1:30p.m... i guess it was okayyy... yeps.
watched tv for awhile after that.

yepss.

nothing much to say.. ah well... tomorrow's gonna be a happy happy day (: yeahs...
ate tom yam instant noodles for lunch... still a little hungry though x_X but i do love that tom yam noodle xD

last night was fun :D YOUUUU know why. YOUUU know. xD too bad if u didn't catch it.

ah well. going off now,

cassandra

wooooo ahhhhh

2005-10-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hello alll.
hahahs I just finished watching Anger Management on I think on starmovies- channel 58.. hahas I know it's kinda old and all.. I only watched the ending once... So this time I got to watch like almost the whole movie (: it's real nice.. To me that is hehehh. ah well (:

I was browsing through this forum where sometimes I go to, to find piano song sheets... yepss. (: chanced upon Every Heart- BoA. It's soooo nice xD hahahs but I still stink at playing it. Practice makes perfect (: hahahs yeah.. I think I'm so much better at playing the piano pieces for Journey To The Past and At The Beginning from the Disney movie- Anastasia. ahhahs yeah... Now there's another piece to masterrr. wooooo. ahhahs. Taking it a step at a time.. (:

so printed out the song sheet and all... Had a nap after that till bout 7? hahhas... Cause mum came charging into the room telling me that dinner was ready.. But I stayed in my room for like half an hour before getting dinner. yepss. That was also when I watched Anger Management.

so after the movie went down to the Residential Corner and bought myself a canned Ice Lemon Tea from the vending machine (:

Hahas. Really envy those people whose exams are over... Well... It'll be my turn soon too (: and it'd be real great.. sighh. just 3 more days of it, 4 more papers. I can get through this (:

hahahs watching Handpicked:Steffanie Sun. She dyed her hair.. RED. woo. not a fan of her or anything but i think she's okay. She actually picked You're Beautiful- James Blunt for one of the songs. x) niceee. She too picked this song Zhi Zu- wu yue tian... which is going to be used as the opening theme for the 9p.m show coming up starting on Monday on Channel 8. I admit it's a nice song in some way.. (:

wooo
9:48 now hahahs been watching tv and chatting n updating my friendster profile...

hahhas they're having this show Hi Life on Channel News Asia... this episode's like on diamonds and all. woooo pretty xD really pretty (: but... i don't mind not having them hahahs.

i guess i'm going off now. xD

Casssssie.

chocolates and pudding

2005-10-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
okay i just got back from classes at the avalon (:
anyway let me start from this morning.

was woken up by my mum at 9 to have tuition. so i had 2 hours of tuition.. 9 to 11.. had breakfast during tuition heheh chicken pie and half a sausage pie.. tuition was okay... yeps

so later on went to get prepared for my classes at the avalon... hahas i forgot to put on my contacts xP but anyway i felt comfortable.

we did our lessons in another classroom today. there were 6 people including me today... rebecca wasn't there today.. and my sisters didn't want to go. ah well. it was kinda better wiht less people around .. more space and easier (: and the instructor was different this time. the lesson was so much more fun than before hahahs. yeah.

was kinda tired after it all (: waited for my mum to pick me up.

mum made me milo when we got back ((: hahas i waited for most of the ice to melt so it tastes nicer x)) and ate like 3 sushi.. hahahs. yeah

thats all for this afternoon.

am going off now.

Cassandra

hey now, u're an All Star

2005-10-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
ah well. I'm feeling much much better because the weekends are here.. well and I had a listening ear yesterday.. Thanks yueming (: hahas didn't help much.. but... it did make me feel much much better after awhile telling someone how I feel...
when I got of the phone with him went to play the piano.. then studied for geog which was accompanied with my radio.. then the television heheh.

music DOES lift up one's mood (:

Okay so I slept at about 11 yesterday.

woke up on time but not like 5:50.. 5:55 to be exact hahahas. had some tarts for breakfast and to bring to school.

it really looked like it was going to have a heavy downpour this morning... so we didn't have flag raising.. it drizzled like... a LITTTTTTLE bit. but in the end it didn't rain at all.

yeah oh yes.. so thanks to nicole for giving me the more secured password prompt html code x))

okay back to the subject. I had my geography exam first... it was okay.. maybe hard? hahahs we had a break yepss. ate the rest of my tarts and the bird family members were comparing and discussing answers for the geog paper yepss. We went to the library for like 10 minutes yeps.

we had our Chinese listening comprehension which lasted for 30 minutes... it was supposed to last for an hour.. I actually didn't realise it was only 30 minutes until yingyi talked about it when we were walking to the bus stop at raffles town club.

ahhahs I fell when we were running across the road... hahhahahsss cause of the different level of ground from the grass to the pavement... ah well.. had only verrrrry light scraps near my knee area and this scratch which only looks like this-> . yes. That dot. hahahhahsss yeah that dot did bleed but it was reaaaallly minor. (:

nice chatting with yingyi yepss. Got home and ate my lunch... hahahs.

mum just asked if I wanted to go out for dinner.. Kinda want to go but I feel a little tired in me. yeah so my mum's getting long john's for dinner. (:

okayyy going off now...

Cassandra

bleh x((

2005-10-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

Ah well.
had my chinese paper 1 and history paper today
i guess...no comments on it...

yeah and this person just ruined most of my mood this afternoon.
yay
so great eh?
SOOOOO GREAT
what the **** da** it
i hate you

where's the girl who's always singing in the lift everyday after school?
where's the girl who laughs so darn crazily that she gets tummyache?
where's the girl who would be happy 24/7 regardless of any happenings?
where is she?...

there're people making it worse for that girl.
yeps
she's depressed... not from family ties or friendship ties.
but because of the exams.
and this guy who she wanted him to go away long ago came back to make it worse.
he'll deny it, saying that he's not making it worse for THAT girl
does he even understand HOW she feels?
no he doesn't.
he says that he wouldn't waste his time and money sms-ing me as he can sms other people
oh so the girl didn't reply his sms since he put it that way
but then less than half an hour later he had already sent 2 more sms-es to her
wow.
isn't that so amazing
the girl here is trying to control her freaking anger
he says that he knows some of my classmates and they said that it's no use talking nicely to the girl
the girl is confused yet doesn't believe that she has BAD ties with any classmates.
and there are other people in her school who share the same name as she does.

so there.

Cassandra

blehhhh. x(

2005-10-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

The connection for my laptop's working already..
yepss.
sigh
sighhhhhhhhhhh
i just am feeling kinda stressed.
study study study
study study study study study i say again.
no one really, truly seems to be listening ):
i don't know...
i've not been smiling and laughing as much as before..
it's really hard to explain how i feel...
and i doubt anyone can really understand, even if they're stressing out too.. as it is different in everyone's case.. i feel so sunkened...
breaking down down downnn.
sigh
sighhhhhhhhhh
feel so tired and sick about almost everything...
i feel so... unlively.

Cassandra

u're therreee. so far away

2005-10-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all!
internet connection wasn't working for a couple of days... mum got a new.. rotor.. uhhh whatever it is but i still can't figure out how to bridge the connections for wireless.. so now i can only use the main computer in the study room.. yepss.

Didn't go to school today as i woke up late... sigh... mum was like 'why didn't u wake up?' sighh.. kinda dependant on me? yeah cause when i wake up, my mum will wake up... so there... ah well. so stayed at home, first watched tv... studied a littttleee bit.

then i napped. with the window opened, closed door... air-con switched off.. hahas... was woken up by yueming's call... yeah was sweaty and hot x_X ah well.. got the air-con back on and talked for a while... after that went to studying mode.. yeps. studied history till now.. i did have few really short breaks in between like jumping around the house as i need to move around once in awhile.

so finally took a long break now (: yepss. ah well... kinda tired and all.. sighh

need my strength ahhh where is it??
yeps. it'll be there.. after the exams thats is... darn it hahahs.

ah well.. back to studying soon then tv.. then studying... yepss.

exam's... nearing... i can make it in time.. i can (: ummm correction.. i will do my best! :D

Cassandra
woooooo.

hello hello

2005-10-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hey all!
okayy.. slept at around 2am.. went online till like 1? yeah was chatting with zhao zhao ahgong goosie x)) ahhahs
guess i slept well... woke up several times in the morning but had tuition at 9:30 to 11:30 yepss. then there was this woman at the door from the Touch community.. so donated the coins i could find lying around my room... ahhahs i think like a dollar plus.. o_o' hahahahs anyway the sticker's really cute x))

drank the blended ice milo my mum made.. (:

yepss. played on the piano...

then watched teeveeee. hahahs they had The Most Extreme on discovery channel. cool that sharks have 6th sense :D nice niceeee. hahas.

don't have classes at the avalon today.. yepss. exam period i guess thats why it's cancelled? (: more rest... and more studying? ahahhs ah well.

yeah got large fries and ate some of my mum's carrot cake for lunch.. plus a cup of warm green tea :D yayyy to clear up all the toxins and oil i have consumed hehehehhhh.

okayy going off now..

Cassandra

here me am

2005-09-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hey all!
okayyy. last night slept at 11... 15? hahahs. anyway woke up on time and all... no breakfast.. yeps.
was feeling rather tired today since morning compared to the other mornings... few other people were too... ah well....
we had lit or rather english first... mrs tan always uses her periods for any subject she would like to.. hahahs anyway we went through this poem and did some class activity.. it was a poem about an ex-girlfriend talking to her ex-boyfriend when he asked her what she thought of his new girlfriend... hahahs she's smart to insult his new girlfriend in a tactful way mann... people these days x) hahahahsss. we also did this activity where 'What is desirable in a partner?' hahas quite fun actually. and another activity was we were given some insults and were to phrase them in tactful way... it was realllly funny x) for one example 'He leaves tooo much hair in the bathroom.' yeah then sarah shum or the people around her thought of 'It's always autumn in the bathroom' ahhahahss they're more funny ones but it's gonna go on if i keep talking bout it.

oh yes... yingyi's history textbook was found in the lit/lang room.. sighh. THAT yingyi x)

hahahs anyway after english was chinese where we went to the tutorial room since the chinese room was taken up... yepss. quite boring... was half listening and half studying for lit... ahhaha.

science... we did another exam paper.

for recess, ate fan choi... yeps then later on nielle and i went to the gallery one for awhile.. drinking justea! :D
as usual.
Back in the classroom, some of us were being lame drawing senseless stuff on the board. x) typical girls... i think.

we had another period of lit/eng after recess which we continued on the poem thing then mrs tan went through with us the exam format... yeah x)

History ended da day... i didn't bring my history textbook and all.. ah well....

rather boring/plain day at school.. maybe because i was just feeling tired or it just is boring/plain hahahs.

after school.. cleared everything under my desk... went to the canteen to put down my stuff before buying myself a new calculator... yeah cheryl wong was there.. and amanda and danielle yepss. chatted for awhile and all.. amanda left then. cheryl's cous and nielle's sis got out from the primary school so like.. bye :D hahhas... laura was in school so hanged around with her for awhile... before heading home.

sighh ahhas.

then.. yueming came over for awhile... yepss. (: was realllllly fun. ahhahas sad that he had to leave. yepss.. after he left went to sms and almost-sleeping mode... yeah so i slept from like 6 to almost 10... wahhhh. really long.. guess i WAS really tired... hahahs yeah got woken up by yueming's call... if it didn't... i think i will wake up like... middle of the night... o_o noone's around.. woooo creeeepyyy. T_T

yeah then after awhile.. here i am! mum made me tuna sandwiches as dinner kinda is not as good/fresh as it was before.. ahhahs. ah well... they were filling... (:

ah well.. not sure if i should stay up a little tonight... we'll see.... still kinda tired u see... so may not definately go onto hyper mode... sigh

gonna end this now.. then probably go back to sleep ahhahhs nah... sigh missed the 9pm show on channel 8... sadddddd. bleh guess i'm off to watch tv...

Cassandra

you and i both

2005-09-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

great again.... i screwed up ):
accidentally made some mistake and my whole entry's gone...
sighhh no mood no moood now..
wannnaq screwjvldjlkjrqlkejd
bleh

cassandra can calm down here :D
yeah she can....

okay

guess i won't be posting any long entry today
my day was okay
yeps.

Cassandra

wheeeeeeee. it's comin'!

2005-09-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

hey people (:
hahahs last night had a short nap in the afternoon... tired i guess?... sigh ah well.
i was about to sleep at 11:30... then suddenly had a stomache... had to stay in the toilet for like 20minutes... ahhh... then when i got back to my room my stomach was still a little pain... increased the room temperature.. ah well.... so in the end slept at around 12+?....
woke up at 5:55a.m...

ate chips more and drank justea for breakfast (:
we had PC for first lesson, which we were to update this particulars form about our.. ehhh... competition records kinda thing... she too used the extra time for a little of science.. the rest of the time i was studying my math... working on algebra... i really stink at all the equations... sighhh.

had math after science where we did our corrections for statistics and i was studying algebra too hahas...

science was followed after math.. we conducted the starch test... which my group had a failed experiment... sigh... ahahhas. cause one of the group members placed the leaf at the wrong plant... harder i guess... but nevermind (:

amanda, danielle and i went straight to the canteen... we all ate horfan hahas we joined georgina (: yeah... drank justea after that yepss. in class went to redo my unseen poetry answers then after that went to sit infront of amanda to talk to her and georgina... okay it was realllyyy funny when we were looking through the dictionary... then... AHAHHAHA. i mean it was SUPER DUPERLY FUNNY X))) best not said xP and has nothing concerning me hehehehhhhhh.. was laughing so hard and crazily there...had stomache from the laughing at some point but it went away after awhile hahaha xP yeah it's THAT funny. to me that is (:

after recess we were to have 2 periods of comp studies but since our course for comp studies has ended, we had free periods :D hahas the first free period we were to stay in class and do self study... sudied more of my math at the same time wrote in Shu Yin's autograph book..

the next free period, we were to go to comp lab 1 where mr teo will be there... yeah ahahahs so fun x) cause we can do whatever we want.. well something like that. then he asked us to go to www.popcap.com and play the game Bookworm.. hahhas then whoever in the classes he brought in to play the game scored the highest score will get something from him after the exams... hahahs i played the game with danielle... we scored. 122824? uhhh i forgot but we were like the second of third in the whole class hahahs. ah well x) at least we BEAT amanda and cheryl! hahhh!!!! x))))

we had RAP period after that.... stayed in class to study math... then amanda and georgina were too in the classroom with some other people.. yeah so i went over to ask about this question which we can conclude that the answer at the back of the text book might be wrong... hahahs after that ended up studying with them... hahas was fun :D

after rap and lunch break, had.. english (:
we went through formal and informal letters... i scored 14/20 for my formal letter.. ahhh well. she went through more about formal letters and all.. i was listening and doing close reading on the wind singer at the same time hahahs.

school ended, went to take bus 153 with yingyi cause melissa didn't come to school today and yingyi depended on melissa to go home ahhahahahha so like yeah.. cherie came to the bus stop after that too :D took 153 with us.. then later yingyi called melissa on the phone to ask which stop to get down... hahahs she took the wrong bus.... doesn't really matter as it could take her to heartland mall where she can go home from there on.. yepss. got off my stop... got home and here i ammmmm. ate some noodles my mum cooked... okay i guess but it's making my stomach uncomfortable.. is it the food or is it that my stomach is weak since yesterday?...

ahhasss. guess i'll end off here....
4:19p.m...
46 more hours (:

Cassandra

the ULTIMATEEEE WOOOOOO.

2005-09-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

GREAT
i have to retype this whole entry cause of some carelessness... sighhh i'll just keep it short then

drank 2 justea today. ate 3 nuggets for breakfast and ate cha siew bao at school for recess.

2 freee periods weren't taken up by mrs lee and had free periods to ourselves in the end.

pe we got to go out of school to jog and sprint... serene got herself muddy and all... gross hahahs.

got recess like 10 minutes earlier because of pe (:

went to library as we had lotsa time... okay i guess.

had math after that... it was fine... got to do most of our stuff... yeah but i did study!! hahahs at the same time finished writing in glady's autograph book.

geog was next... we went to the complab 1 and could do anything we wanted.. ahhahs amanda was playiong bejeweled with cheryl,daniella and me at her side, telling her what to click and all and she was panicing almost all the time
hahhasss mr teo let us watch 15 minutes of Toy Story2 :D hahahhas not as nice as toy story 1 anywayy...

the day was followed by english which we went through the unseen poem... after that.. dismissed!! yeahhh!!! hahahhass. bus didn't take too long to arrive. (:

did close reading all the way home... yeahhh... just kinda weird in the mrt as i was leaning at the clear plastic panel thing, this woman.. or man... seriously i couldn't tell... i think man? was like facing in my direction beside me, facing the door too... yeah so like he or she was like rather close... blehhh i hate it when it's like that..

anyway he/she got off 2 stops later which mine was the 3rd... ahhahs... ah well.

yeah got home, ate macaronni for lunch... was chatting with yueming for awhile before i came to post this entry (: hehhh.

can't wait for in exactly 3 days... :D
hahahs

Cassandra
u're it! :D

ohhhh yeah! 4 more days?!

2005-09-26T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hey all (:
okayy..
last night went to sleep at 11:30 but for some reason.. just felt uncomfortable at all positions so ended up sleeping slightly later than 12.. ah well.
woke up early today though (: was feeling fresh and all..
it actually is kinda annoying WHEN.... in the car or small area.. then i'm feeling really fresh and all with brushed teeth, washed face... then u realise most of the people around u are like sleepy, not really fresh and all, with the morning atmosphere all around themselves... it's just kinda eeky o_o hahahsss. especially in the car when i sit at the front seat with my mum driving... cause she doesn't all the time is fresh for the morning kinda thing.. ah well...

i didn't eat breakfast today.

okay so we had lit for first period which we did unseen poetry.. yeps (: was okay i guess. it's a cute poem in my view.. hahas it portraits that poams are really dangerous as they can affect anyone's emotions in anyway... and that not to analyse a poem alone, making wild conclusions of what it means, instead should seek some expert's help. yeah so it's rather okay (:

for math we got to do anything which had to do with math... well almost anything... hahas.

for chinese we went through the practices we had done.. and received a new practice.. yeah was okayyy...

for recess danielle and i went to eat hor fan and got justea for ourselves after that... we just felt reaaaalllyyy bloated after that... unusual yeah hahahsss. yeah so after that went to the picnic bench out of class to study history with kelly, liwei, lydia and danielle around (: we came to the subject of the melaka trip earlier this year... then to this part when something happened then, which was humorous!!! it's something which was found in the room which i was bunking in with lydia.. ahahhahahs.... justtt so weird x_X ahahhahah. and it's best not to announce it out here x) hahahhss only to some really close friends perhaps...

so anyway after recess we had history where we were given this fill in the blanks thing... reaaaalllly hard... sigh... ahhhhh well! hahahs so i was studying history instead of doing the worksheet... i mean it's no use to find out the answers when i haven't studied the whole of history yet and memorise it all... ahahhs

we had science after that... Mrs kee didn't come today so mr gel... geal... uhhh how is his surname spelt.. nevermind i'll just put it as GEL hahahah. so he briefed us on the experiment we were to do and went off. yeps.. it was like really simple.... just blowing into a test tube of limewater, comparing it with the one containing inhaled air... i mean it's really primary stuff... ah well.... so we had the rest of the period doing whatever we wanted to, which i studied history...

pre-om was next... planned more and all... hahahs yingyi's gonna be the JUNGLE BLOKE. hahahahssss x)) yeah... yingyi in some jungle costume... omg :D

we had assembly... which miss heng talked about the value added stuff... etc etc .. yepss. hahahs and it took only 30 minutes :D! so we got dismissed at 2:10 instead at 2:40... hahhas but in the end walking back to class, egtting ur stuff left to about 2:15 or 2:20... xP yeah did a little close reading in the mrt...

back home, ate fried rice for lunch.. guess it's so-so? hahahs. ah well (:

hope yueming feels less tired!! x)
yepyeps.

gotta burn a cd for kelly... sooooo adios (:

Cassandra
eat more carrottts and celaaarrry x_X

no no no noooo x)

2005-09-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

hello people.
okay... last night i was like.. i guess mixed up and all..
firstly, i wasn't tired and sleepy at around 11 but suddenly felt sleepy after trying to sleep.. later while on my way to dream world, my mum and elder sis came in to get the mattress on the upper bunk as my sister's friends were staying over.. so during the process, my door was left wide open, allowing the smell of the lighted cigarette my dad was smoking to enter the room... so by the time my sister and mum were out and the room door closed, the smell of smoke was all in my room...

tried to bear with it for awhile which it didn't work... therefore just pulled up the binds at the window and opened my window and switched off the air-con... okay.. it was really cosy and all yet it was.. noisy. noisy motorcycles, cars, the cries of babies and loud laughters of people. great isn't it..? BLEAUGHH. T_T so in about like half an hour later into falling asleep, was awakened then just closed my windows and switched the air-con back on...

if there wasn't that much of noise pollution in my area, i guess i wouldn't mind sleeping with the windows open... (: ah well..

So this morning i woke up somewhere around 7... the sun shining through the window woke me up i guess.. it was a good feeling actually... only if u were to share that moment with someone u love... hahhas... yeah so i lazed in bed for about 10 minutes before i finally got up... my mum was awake already, getting ready for church. yepss. so i decided to go take cha cha for a walk downstairs.. the breeze was really nice... yepss. the early bird catches the worm ..that instance, this phrase is true... being able to feel the morning sun, morning breeze and feel the fresh dew brushing a little on your feet from the grass... (:

after walking cha cha went up before going down again, this time to Cheers.. cause i wanted to get Seventeen magazine. Yeah.. so i bought a small bottle of milk when i was there... and drank it on the way home (: met my mum on the road hahas cause she had to take the MRT to church today... yepss. so bad my farewells and all.. went home, went to rest for awhile before frying 2 pieces of the chilled carrot cake in the fridge... (: yum. after that laid on my bed to read my magazine... nice.. hahas there had this article on what diet u should take from what blood group u belong to.. my blood type's O... hahas so they call Os the hunter gatherers who eat lots of meat, low-card food and lots of fish... then have to avoid dairy products... kinda true on the dairy products.. hahahas too much dairy products and i get eczema. x( so i can't really enjoy drinking milk all the time... even though sometimes i don't care.

after reading went to watch television for awhile before going to get rice wrapped in salted seaweed. nice. later then was lazing on my bed... before falling asleep.. for almost 2 hours... ah well then was called to have tuition.. which throughout it, was blowing my nose and wished it was over and done.. ah well.. so after that i came online, which then talked to yueming on the phone... at the same time listened to music and chatted a little online... (: yeah.. now i'm just solely blogging...

been feeling a little tired these days? ah well.. then ziyang korkor and i have drifted apart already.. sigh.. guess we haven't been communicating these couple of weeks... ah well... hope he's doing fine yeah (:

tinki tinkee tinkii. bling.

2005-09-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello allll.
okay lotsa blogging to do today.
on friday night, my mum went to develope some tapes into a dvd-rom of my sisters, cousins and some other people andddd my childhood. hahahs we were watching the videos in thr dark as there was a power cut for awhile.. blehh. which i took a cold shower in... anyway it was really funny seeing myself back then.. hahahs man did i have a rough voice sometimes when i was young... and i was selfish x) hahahahssss. ah well i slept at 12 that night.. darn black outs x(

so the next morning... that was yesterday.
hmmm. i guess everything was okay... during chinese, some of us got to go to the library to study while the others didn't because they didn't do one of the practises my teacher gave out. hahhhh. so like.. few of us were in the library doing the new practise my teacher gave us.. hahahs i finished first among... the group i'm in! consisiting of amanda danielle and yingyi hahas.. ah well.. so i looked around the shelves for awhile before recess arrived.... yepss. ate macaronni with amanda and bought justea for myself... ahhas bought tuna sandwich for danielle as she was rushing to complete her art homework.. yepss.

for art we passed up our teeshirts and those who did pass up, went down the the eco-pond and around there, supposed to sketch a plant. yepss. hahas i was working on this cute pretty plant ((: hahahs danielle later chose to do that plant too. ahhas... i like it (: standing there for like more than an hour hahhasss. had to jump around once in awhile... xP

anyway after school we had to go to comp lab 1 where is the waiting area for our oral.. okay there are 12 groups means 12 teachers... and 14 people in one group, several classes in total.. was in Shift 1. yepss. and out of the 14 people, i was the 13th.... and i had to wait for like one hour and 40 minutes?! hahahss... darn o_o practised a little of my oral and stuff... didn't know how would i say for the picture conversation.. sighh ah well.. anyway danielle was 5th (she's in my group) amanda was 11th in her group even though her reg. no. is 1 hahahahha. sad. and i'm 13th.. , and the some other people who are 13th are shuyin, serene and meredith :D the rest... i don't know them.. most of them. hahahs. anyway it was finally my turn... i needed to peeee. o_o' but i beared with it..

was lead to the hall.. on the stage where we did our silent reading and all.. hahas... yeah and when time was up, went to the teacher at the table which says 'I' cause i'm in group I. yepss. so it was this upper sec teacher but she was nice (: yeah and i think i did great for the whole oral. happy for myself wheeeeee. ahhahas.. anyway went home and all.. bag was super heavy.. by the time i got home back was ACHINGGG. bleh ahhahs anyway that afternoon i transfered the childhood videos into my laptop and the connection was down till like.. thie evening..

yeps and i took a 2 hours plus nap after that and stayed up rather late... :D so nice so fun.

Today had to wake up before 9 for my tuition... i did wake up at 8 but just went back to sleep until my mum woke me up at 9 when my tutor came.. hahas... yeah practised math and science.. or what else? :D learnt stuff yeeeeps.

after tuition went to prepare and all for my classes at the avalon cafe yepss ((: hahahs so like i changed into track pants there and the class was quite fun ((: but rebecca didn't come today.. and several other people. ah well x_X my sisters came this time round.. hahas... yeah. lessons were from 12 to 1:30.. after that i quickly changed back to whatever i was supposed to wear...

yeah so i was wearing this spaghetti strip with a jacket ALL the time even during class and was wearing a army brown skirt which came along with a same colour/fabric belt which had hand-sewn beads on it (: yeah.. was nice.. wore the bracelets yingyi gave me too heheh... yeah so after class my mum forced me to go to DARE.. the youth ministry at my church.. i guess i would feel left out.. but i had to just go.. mum threatened me... what the?

so went to suntec and went to eat lunch which i only drank a little soup heheh. shopped around and i bought this wallet... was on 70% discount! hahahs originally 49 dollars.. (: yay hahhas. and bought this blue tanktop with a white spaghetti strip inside... yepss. nice one. later time was up went to the.. place. ahhahs. yeah there i filled in a form.. then this girl, sec 3.. she's called amanda hahas... she helps in the church yeah.. she started talking to me and all (: she's nice yepsss. talked to her till ew could enter the room and all. so we sang and all first... ((: jump jump jumpppp. okay i COULDN'T jump really high because either my jacket would kinda slip off a little if i jump too high or my skirt feels like it's gonna droppp ahhh hahahs but it wouldn't.
the sermen was okayy :D quite funny and nice.. but my bum and legs hurt after sitting down on the floor for like 1 hour plus... hahhas then after one half hours i just followed my sisters DARE group... yepss.. and in this room the leader did bible study.. yeah quite okay. i was sitting on the chair as he said, girls with skirts sit on the chair hahahahsss. :D yeah after the whoel thing went back to the bigggrooom. and we were singing again.. so... JUMP JUMP jumpppp. x)) hahahhas so funnnnnnn. the jumping part... hahhahaha. i love jumping x) but i hardly jump at the sunday service... rarelyy.. :D so happy that i could jump agiannn hahahs. so the whole service ended at almost 6... from 3 to almost 6.. yeps. overall i guess i didn't talk much.. but i did get to know like 3 people... yepss.

after that my sisters and i went to find my mum... which we easily did.. so on the way home dropped my sisters at the toa payoh bus interchange as they were gonna hang around. then my mum and i went to toa payoh central and ate at crystal jade.. hahas i drank soup ans so did she.. ate some vegetables and fried tofu. thats all. (: yeah then headed home.. my mum too bought me this white tank top while she was shopping waiting for my sisters and i to come outta church.. (: hahas.. so back home practised on my guitar for awhile, lazed on my bed wishing he was here.... sighhhh. ahahhas. then not able to hear his voice tonight.. ah well hahahs.... yeah

i had guitar lesson at 8 to 8:45 learnt this intrumental song.. i guess it's okay and did a little of plucking and all... scale... etc... that came online..
now's 9:57...

heart's squeezed tightly
with happiness yet sadness deep within
not being able to really choose either.
Cassie.
bleaugh

the tasteless milk tea...

2005-09-22T14:49:00.001+08:00

hey y'all.
woke up exactly at 5:50 today ((:
bought 3 nuggets and justea at school teehee. hungry cass (:

we had pe first which we had the priveledge to do whatever we wanted to. so yingyi, danielle, amanda and i played badminton. hahahahs manda and i were teamed up and i think we crushed themmmm wooo ahahhahs anyway it was just for fun and manda and i were hystericaly cheering when we scored a point lol. after that we went to the weights room. yepss. did several stuff and all.. i did 50 sit ups :D ahhahs.. and nielle did 105.. anyway.. ah well! :D

we had english/lit after that.. yeah we went through things about friends, friendship (: yeps.. and mrs tan showed us this friendship poem.. which i found it BORING. x_X. then zibing was crying... sighh. i know why but better not to talk about it o_o... hope she feels lot more happier and all heexx.

after break we had science theory... yepss. mrs kee was so funny when she tried to imitate how i fish breathes with it's gills.. lolll darn darnnnn funny.

for recess went to the canteen to buy a tuna sandwich, chips more and justea (: then minyi, danielle, amanda and i were at the gallery 1 reading 8DAYS. hhahas.. The amazing race is coming out!!!28th this month x) hahahss family theme :D niceeeee. the youngest person is an 8 yr old.. wowwww.

after recess we had history... me? yeah me falling asleep.. maybe i'm just tired or today's history lesson was just boring... hehehh x_X' ah welll.... yepss. after history we had double period of chinese where i had my.. ORALLL!!! ORAL ORAL ORALL!! hahahas. okay i had this passage on harry potter and the half blood prince... and i didn't know how to say this word in that title.. the half blood somewhere there... it's not ban4 xue3.. was something else.. anyway i read it as xuan2... lol ah well xP and the topid i hda was on NKF shi4 jian4... wahhhh. okay but i think i did really well for the conversation ((: go me!

after my oral went to do the homework she got us to do while waiting for the rest yepss.. amanda, danielle and lotsss of other people went to the library.. until bout 9 people were left out of 20+ people lolll. anywaythe 9 people had fun (: either doing homework or drawing on the board.. yepss. rather fun i must say... like an almost empty room... woooooo. hahhaassss. anyway we got out a little late... but nevermind.

was raining... yeahh light one but long one... the bus-stop was packed, the bus was nowhere in sight till 30 minutes later... blehhhh. hated that. then had to wait 7 minutes for the mrt train?!? i hate hate hateeeeeee it when people like lean their WHOLE body onto the pole where u can hold on to in the train... like what the h... i sometimes do needa hold on to the pole ya know.. sighh i really hate those inconsiderate people... leaning a little is okay... almost the whole pole.. get lost mannnn.....

anyway i stopped by cheers before heading home to buy Teens and Teenage mag (: yay! gonna read it later on or tomorrow at school... yeah. Ate prawn noodles for lunch... and mum made me this milk tea which was verrrrryyy tasteless. bleaugh.. ahhahass ah welll. less... fat? but it tastes disgusting! :X

Cassandra

lemme see ya in short short hair!

2005-09-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

hey peeepps.
okayy. woke up at 6:10a.m today... yepss... hahas. no breakfast.

we had music to start off the day with. They remaining groups went to present their music presentation... Amanda, Danielle and I were standing on the chairs at the back, Amanda was using the camcorder to record the presentation while.. i'm the assistant!- who does nothing except laugh and snigger about amanda's sweaty palms and for her to carry that heavy camcorder throughout the lesson. hahhahas. we sang jade and gold and always been scgs after that... nice songs.. sigh (:

We had science after that, which i missed like 40 minutes of of 50 minutes of it cause had to go see the school dentist.. Brenda was also called out. As her turn was first, i was made to run errands- to go call people from the primary school block for the other dentist... bleh. It was irritating as now the primary school buiding's so big and everywhere's here and there... ah well. When it was my turn... was found to have this cavity ): sighhh ah well. so the dentist got rid of it, and gave me this temporary filling for this part... yeah.. ah well. hahahs. after that had to run errands again.. this time was the secondary block... yeps. great. i didn't know anything bout the secondary classes... so i was walking everywhere... well almost- on the second storey to find the sec 2 class i was looking for.. went back to the dentist to tell her i didn't know where the class was.... bleh she wrote down more classes but couldn't find them again.. in the end went back to class and got rache (rae jun) to go help me find the classess. pheww. finally. thanks alot to her (:

so i did miss a little of math too. anyway math was okayy.. quite a bore bleh.

for recess i only drank justea and ate 5 fishballs hahahs... guess not much appetite?... ah well. Minyi, Danielle and Amanda were having ice-cream. yepss. me-odd one out. ahhahs anyway i couldn't stand eating something that cold today...

we had english after recess.. which i can't remember what we did.. hahahsss. xP
For chinese we went to Room99. So we were given work to do as well as the next 5 were to have their oral exam.. yinyi was having hers today.. so i went through with her (: yepss. i think she did okay for the conversation one but the passage was really hard for her.. still hope she gets high marks for it (: Amanda, Danielle and some other people went to the library to study as they already have finished their oral.. ah well. mine's tomorrow... x_X teehee. so much for helping Danielle and Yinyi to go through their oral and comfort them.. and now it's gonna be my turn.. lol

so after chinese we had RAP where we had to go to the ava room to have a history lecture by miss tan... okay i was like half asleep for more than half of the lecture.. ah well xP we had PC after rap and lunch break- which was taken over by the lecture.. we did this survey and some of us spoke up expressing our thoughts and all..

school ended. met yueming at newton mrt station. yepss. hahas he came over till evening. had a greattt time yepss. (: we made a blog of our own hahahs. shared one... will start working on it soon i guess... yeps (:

had some beans.. hmm no really beans bleh i forgot what it's called. anyway had that, and some tofu... with sauce and all. really nice (:

gotta go prepare for tomorrow and all soon.. adios.

Cassandra

but if i could, then u know i would yeah ( :

2005-09-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
okay i didn't study yesterday... bad cass... ah well. at least i did some today.
slept at about 11:45p.m... spent like 10 minutes trying to get my bed comforter into position as the blanket inside is like out of place.. so i crawled under the sheets... hahhahasss tent! x)

woke up at... 5:50 a.m right on the dot. hahahs first time for this term... or semester... ahhahas ah well (: proud to be like that. hahahs. yepss. got prepared and all.. brought 4 cupcakes to school for breakfast.. x) hungry me. hahahs.

We had 2 free periods... but one was taken by Math.. AGAIN.. been seeing alot Mrs Lee... bleh. the other one was to do.. some math work.. rightttt...

we had chinese after break... amanda and danielle had their oral.. amanda was reg no. 1. so first.. ahahahhahah poor amanda (: yeah danielle was 8... but the 6th or 5th in the express chinese... so i quickly helped her go through the topics... (: gave in my views and what she could say and all... yepss. hope she'd get good marks. and same to manda :D anyway while waiting we had to do chinese exercises which were BORING.

for recess didn't have recess with manda as she went to the library. so danielle and i went to the canteen... long queues at stalls we wanted to buy food from. So we got justea, then i got choco chips and ritx zheese biscuits for later.. hahahs... yepss. went to the amphi to eat.

we had history after that... today's lesson was very very boring.. sighhhh hahhahas. ah well. Geog next... was boring too. i hate it when we keep doing the same thing.. lolll.

for english.. or is it lit... bleh ahhahs mrs tan didn't come... so we were to analyse the poems we had in groups... yeah of 2 or 3s... joined amanda and georgina... yepss (: manda's poem was bout this crocodile hahahs cute one. and georgina's was on some bagel? hahahhsss funny too in some way for georgina and i but amanda just didn't get the funny part xP and mine.. i got it on sunday in a rush at night just printing anything which seemed okay.. and it turned out to be a rather profound one... here it is... i really like the idea it's trying to imply on after reading it several times hahhas.

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,Or
walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling

Yepss. so we did our work and all.. were supposed to only work on one poem but we decided to do all 3 poems (: hahhas. and we did it just in time.. well kinda. we had to chase the teacher for 1.5m lolll.

after school stayed back with amanda and georgina to study :D hahahs was decided yesterday yepss.. so we went to the canteen to get snacks or whatever to eaty for lunch then after eating went to one of the benches near the amphitheatre and start studying... studied geog (: hahahs was real fun and alll.. amanda was being stupid x) to think that what she thought georgina during geog, she herself became blur and had us to remind her and all. lolll blur blur mann. we studied till 3... yepss. at least for one hour? hahahs a little more than that.... yeps. at 3 amanda got her dad to get her home while georgina and i went to the raffles town club busstop.. ahhas 105 was like there... so.. run!!!! lolll. yeps hair tie was like dropping while running.. so just got it off my hair until in the bus where i tied my hair and did close reading... (: yepss. back home ate a little of the nasi lemak for lunch.. didn't eat much as there was only the fried fish, ikan bilis and rice... which the fish and ikan bilis were all under chilli... oily.... bleh so i only ate a little of the ikan bilis with the rice yeosss.

sighhh. feeling kinda weak and all.. can't blame me... it happens.. (: .... ah well.. gotta start studying again... soon...

in less than 24 hours..
that soon... (:
Cassandra.

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock (:

2005-09-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hello y'all (:
okay in the end i studied on poems last night... all those terms like.. alliteration half rhyme full rhyme the definations and all just to make me know them better for the unseen poem in the exams (: and that took only less than an hour. ahhahas...
slept at 11:40? but couldn't sleep so i think i slept at about 12...
woke up late. 6:15. hahahs but i was the only one up. the funny thing is when i entered my mum's room to use the bathroom, she woke up, asking me 'Tong.. Why? Haven't go sleep ar?' AHAHHAHAH. then i told her it's 6:15... A.M hahahhahahsss.... so funny (: like i guess she didn't have a long enough sleep or something...yeps.. anyway freshened up.. more pimples... seriously ): ah well... :D
bought 5 cupcakes to eat in school teehee. ate 3 before flag raising and 2 during break.

anyway mrs tan wasn't in school today.. so during english we did our compre exercises in our green book.. yeps.
we had chinese zi4 du2 ke4 test during chinese.. ahahhas i think i failed. yeps i failed. ah well :D
amanda made this secret society club where everyone except yingyi and lydia couldn't join lollll teasingly manner of course as earlier on that day yingyi and lydia were telling each other secrets and all lollll. but i kinda feel that yingyi is feeling little left out on the secret society club thing cause she's being against at... ah well... hope it'll be like not such of a big thing (:

math.. so many handoutsss. ahhh. o_o
Gym.... was okay? hahahs this time serene and cheryl cheong attended gym.. yay they've changed for the better! ahahhahs but now laura and jeanette's still missing gym... and maybe some other people who i do not know of ah well hhahas.

for recess decided not to eat meepok cause of my recent outbreak of pimples.. ahhahs yepss. i care lots for my body... erm.. i think. so ate horfan with manda while minyi hanged around yepss. drank justea as usual hahahas... then later in the class.. denyse was rather mean la... sigh

this was what happeneddd. she suddenly talked about surnames then because my surname's lau, she was like. ahahhah, lao sai! ... what the? ughhhh i really hated her for that. anyway she apologised but i ignored it in a cool manner pretending i didn't really even mind at all. hahahs amanda was also saying how mean denyse was hahahasss then told me 'another thing to put donw in ur blog' hahahs smart amanda, knew what was on my thoughts. ah well. at least denyse apologised (: and denyse was sad and angry because lydia let me write in her autograph book first, after alyssa's entry... so yeah denyse and ally are close.. that explains it. ah well. ahhas...

science was okay i guess. theory.. yepss.
for Pre-Om, we've decided to do the topic.. The Jungle Bloke. ahhahs... more to come, more to come...
for assembly in the khoo auditorium, went to watch some clips of the patchworks... the one did last last year... those small patchworks made into those large.. thingies? ahhahahss. anyway was quite okay i guess. then later after the clips mrs phua keps talking about dengue and all. yepss.

okay so after school went to take the mrt home.. ahhas did close reading in the mrt again.. wooo and i saw my ex-crush at the machines, out of the mrt point thingy.. ahahhass. sucha coincidence again... yeps. but ah well (: the present matters now.. didn't think he saw me as he was ahead of me... but see-ing him does bring back memories.... during tuition last time... it was so fun and all. i miss those times, i really do (: i love my tutor, my tutor mates and all. hahahs especially this girl called Isabella... the best tutor mate ever hahahs she's in st margs.. ah well (: she rocks.

went home, had sushi and couple of sashimi... hahhas yeah then here i am... had those air-con repairing people to fix the errr.... hmm.. swingers of my air-con hahahs... yepss. sent the zip file containing the piano sheet for white houses-vanessa carlton to amanda via msn messenger cause she wants it then she'll get a copy for denyse too hahas... yeah. thats all.. i better go start getting my mind on studying soon... will relax for awhile first though.. yepss..

Cassandra
48 more hours.

stars up in thesky

2005-09-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
having some sniffles... sighh.
hahhas... ah well. today didn't have my chinese tuition nor did i go to church... tired? hehh... feel kinda sick now i guess... slept too much? hahahss....

sigh. just hate it when..
people ask me for items when i don't wanna give at all...
sighhh i won't say names and all. but don't they know that they've asked me several times already and clearly know my answer? and especially if it's someone like a rather good friend keeps asking several times, once in awhile... bleh... i just blew my top on one of them... then that person continues asking 'can mar?' that person doesn't seem to sense my anger even though i show it clearly..

blehhhh )):

forget it.

sick and tired Cassandra...
yepsss.
...

Okay so ate bread just now after i woke up and now just ate meepok.. for reallllyy early dinner.. ah well.. didn't eat breakfast or lunch anyway.

bleh tired.
tired.

Zzzz?

Cassandra

i won't worry my life alwayssss. x)

2005-09-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

Hey peopleee.
bored so created another entry for today hahass.
guess what. i haven't started studying yet... what's with me? sigh.. better do a little soon.. anywayyyy i wanna talk about this song which i used to put in my blog (: i think in my old blog... yeahh. It's called Shakespeare In love- Layla Kaylif... there're 2 versions.. the more poppy type's nicer. ((: hahahahs it's a niceeee song.... sigh yeps i just downloaded it (: ah and i found the music video for Misunderstoof- Bon Jovi... yepss. so u can check it out here http://www.videocodezone.com/?song=1161
sorry i can't seem to find any with a better quality.. heeee... check few mv sites already..
then sisters are now back from the 'party'.. i guess i'm gonna have instant noodles for dinner? hehehe yum?....

the other day i saw the mv of It's My Life-Bon Jovi on the mandarin MTV for the first time.. yeahhh. it's like so cool x)) hahahahs even though i don't really get the meaning? just plain weird i guess hahahsss.

ah gonna end it here.lemme go have dinner.
(:

Cassandra

yawwwwwwwn miao (:

2005-09-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hello peeeeps.
(:
i didn't study at all yesterday.. except for some close reading.. guess sometimes i really need a break or something.. yeah.. yesterday's 9pm show rocked :D so nice so nice so nice ahhahas...

slept at 12+a.m last night. yeps (:
woke up at 8+ this morning couple of times but went back to sleep.. in the end woke up at around 10:30... hhahahs. went to take a shower and all.. left the house for the Avalon cafe for the classes at about 11+a.m.. yepss. bought a chicken pie from the petrol station on the way (: i changed into my runners at the toilet at the cafe... yepss. classes started at 11... my sisters were supposed to come too but they wanted to go have this birthday party so.. they didn't come. At least i know one person there, Rebecca... was in scgs primary too hahahs but now in beatty sec.. the whole class was quite okay i guess... we worked on warm ups and all... sighh. i guess Rebecca has a low self-esteem ): ... well she has been like that since i knew her in primary 2... blehhhh ah well.
lessons ended at around 1:30?.. supposed to be at 1:15 though hahahs anyway its okay (: so i changed from my runners to my skirttt. hehehe i love the skirt i'm wearing now.. my mum bought it for me yesterday at OG... it's a long skirt, it goes till between ur knee and foot... so it's like 3 fourth of my leg (: very very nice. it's white xP yeah then changed from my sneakers to those heels.. ahhahs i feel so talll so talll!!

so my mum took me to takashimaya (: bought some pastry at crstal jade's bakary then went to eat at Pepper Lunch.. talked about this place before... ate at the same place in Japan before... The queue was quite long but yeah we finally did get to eat ahahhss.. I sayyy. It's MORE expensive here than in Japan and the one in Japan is so much tastier ahahhss... ah well.. i miss the one at japan (: it's like darnnnnnn nice mann!!!

so later on went to kinokuniya.. yepss. hahahs was on the phone with yueming ((: ... bought this book.. The Solitaire Mystery by Jostein Gaardner.. the author of the orange girl and sophie's world (: yepss. then later said my goodbyes to yueming (: hope he's enjoying himself now (: yepss. so went to isetan.. the sports department.. went to buy this... hmmm sportswear? hahahs like spaghetti strip :/ for next session's class... okayyyy... been like 4 years since i last wore a spaghetti strip... seriously o_o...

yeps.. so went home... mum let me try the sour plum juice she made... plus lemon in it o_o' blehh? ahhahahs it's not like.. nice or yucky... just veryyy average... o_o weird...... hahahahah. the received an e-mail from uncle Al... my guitar teacher that he can't make it for today's lesson... cause he's sick.. yepss. hope he gets well soon!

ah well.. i guess i'll hang around the house for awhile before studying now...

toodles :D

Cassandra
is happy.

cause eu had a bady day, not me?.. maybe

2005-09-16T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow frienddss. (:
slept at 11:30 last night.
woke up at 5:55 a.m ((: so had lotsa time to freshen up x)) yepss. in school went to buy justea, ritz cheese biscuits and a tuna sandwich for breakfast.. yepss. was hungry xP

so serene, nielle, manda and cheryl were at the tracks.. nope we weren't running. we all were being lame yeahhh ahahhas.

it was realllly breezy this morning and dark... (: niceee! but it didn't rain heavily.. boooo.... i wore wrong uniform too so i got booked... hahahahs ah well.. second booking in total... blehh ah well (: anyway didn't have flag raising as it was drizzling.. yepss.

we had english for first period... i kinda forgot what we did.. hehhehhh... but i think it was okayyy... i don't like my chinese teacher.. whats her problem? what is ittttt. sigh. i went to ask her when will be our oral... cause every other class had theirs during the sept holidays... yeah so she got grumpy and all.. muttered to herself on how angry she was and all blah blah... so like went to my seat... then later she told us angrily that we will be first finish whatever's in our text book which we did already then start to prepare for our oral... goes on about how much more time there is left and all... man i hate her.
then she told us that she got a call from mrs kee that we didn't have our oral... so she was like angrily saying: who complained to mrs kee? hurry own up! You all never clear things out properly then just talk nonse. in chinese... sighh. she's like darrrrn ughhhhh. i mean it's normal for us to feel worries for our oral as ALL the other classes already had theirs right? darn her.. i have this feeling that she's venting out her anger on us ): anyway for the chinese test which i predicted i might fail and all... hahahs i passed. (: 26/50 lollll.... ah well.....

Science was okay.... theory yeps. was only 40 minutes long instead of 50 because of some time arrangement due to the psle listening comprehension carried out...
For recess ate fan choi... ate with danielle amanda and minyi... while nielle and i were walking to the canteen then amanda and minyi were rushing to queue.. like we talked about minyi and amanda. yepss. amanda seems to i guess... welcome minyi? yeah. but at least nielle and i know that manda has her choice to decide who she wants to be with and all (: yepss. not everyone has the same friends right? hahahs. so yeah. it's all up ta manda (: yeah and i drank justea xP

We had lit after that.. an hour of it also due to the time arrangement (: yayyy hahahs mrs tan let us close read this poem... realllllyy nice.. nicest poem i've ever came across ((: yep found it online.
http://www.poemhunter.com/p/m/poem.asp?poem=17137
check it outtt!!! and if u don't find it nice, try reading it aloud, and the puntuations and rhyming contributes alot in this poem.. and if u still don't find it nice... it's either because u don't know the way to read it or maybe.. u just don't like it hahahs... xP

yeah so after lit we had history for an hour.. yepss. was fun ahahhas i like the shirt miss quek was wearing it's like this purple shirt with a butterfly print at the top left... woooo so pretty x_X i want it.. ahhahas ah well.

yepss. took the mrt home and all... was doing my close reading on the wind singer as usual.. did 10 pages during the journey...

when i got home went to prepare going out with my sis, ze hao and kuangfa.. blehh. so i ate little of my lunch took a shower and all.. blehh went to j8 with my sis before the other 2... went ta take neoprints ((: hahahahs nice nice. later on met up the the 2 other people.. wanted to watch a movie but later cause one of them didn't have enough money so like.. abandoned the whole idea. blehhh. so shopped around... sighh. then after awhile my sister said she wanted to go sleep and all.. so like... i acually wanted to shop... so i told her she could just go home without me.. so i went to this shop.. saw her waiting outside and all for me... so like.. for the other shops i just merely browsed quickly... then went home... i feel like.. bu gan yuan... i didn't spend a single cent )): i feel so sad that i didn't.. i mean I NEED TO SPEND MONEY ON MYSELFFF. i wanna buy jewelery, clothes, bags.. anything for my own! wanted to buy stuff for the bird family members too but.. sighh ah well.... )): i must go out this sunday for church then buy and buy and buy stuff. i need to spend moneyyy spenddddd. yeah so walked home with my sis, kuang fa and ze hao... blehh.

finally got home.. now here.. then that kuangfa... want me to lend him my laptop to transfer my songs... for like 5 minutes.. but i don't want to!... so he got angry and all. bleh. what's his problem too? ): ah well. heck?....

ah well. gonna go off now. adios.

Cassandra
bahhhhhh (:

wooooo beyonddd

2005-09-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hey people...
this afternoon studied a little for history when i just didn't feel like studying ... sighh then.. i guess i'm really tired this evening... was like half asleep on my sofa... for about an hour sms-ing at the same time... blehhh until awhile later got up.. then i guess am feeling better now.. but i still had sense the tireness in me...

tomorrow am going out with my younger sis, ze hao and kuangfa... will be watching The brothers grimm i think... sighhh... i don't know if i should reaaaddddy go because kuangfa is going :/... blehhh but i guess i'm most likely going... i need to shoppp need to need to.... just hope i'm not too tired or so... sighhh.

nothing to say... sighhh...
oh yes... my tuition on saturday has been brought forward... to.. 9a.m?! hahahs.. i actually suggested that time.. 9 to 11.. then leave for the avalon cafe.. uan.. yepss... then free afternoon... evening guitar..... yeahhh...

ahahahs it's 9... short entry.. gonna watch tv now and just chat.. yepss. 9pm show nice nice niceee.... sighh (:

Cassandra

hee haw X))))))

2005-09-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
here to post an entry and off to study for history...
yeps. so just came back from school...

yesterday slept at about 11:45p.m again i guess. hahahs... and this time i woke up at 6... (: so was fresh and readdddy... ate 2 banana muffins.. finished them before i reached the carpark loll..

today there was this lameeee arguement which kah whai started with rachel (See-toh) before flag raising.. kah whai like just argued with rachel that rachel had NOT seen a common kingfisher but was some other kingfisher.. yet rachel insisted she did... then they go argue about the colours of the kingfisher and blah blah blahhh lollllll lailing danielle and i found it lameee. can't just kah whai STOP the arguement when rachel doens't want to argue at all.. furthurmore it's bout only some stupid kingfisher hahahahahs... so.. what the h? diao xP

We had geog for first period... went to do more of map readings and all.. blehhh was okay i guess. just that i kinda hate it when certain people in my class gets more wild and noisier when it's mr teo's lesson... maybe because guy teachers aren't that strict.. but.. it's just annoying with everyone making so much noise.. eeeek x_X

Science was quite fun (: went to extract the DNA of a.... Tomato!! hahahahs i love mashing the tomatos... :X hahahahha. i love eating tomatos too.. cherry tomatoes, the normal sized tomatos.. as long it's fresh and not in some soup or at a corner of some packed lunch, it's alright (: hahahahs. so yeah.. got to see those 'strings' of proteins. yepsss. ((:

we had music after break.. ahhahahs 2 group presented their music project today.. and my group was the second one (: yepsss. cause the other groups weren't ready yet.. the first group was... Tale As Old As Time- Beauty and the Beast ((: hahahahs awww it's like so sweet lololol patricia playing as beast and liyee as belle... then they had some addons... patricia and liyee danced through the song.. ahahhahahs sucha romantic song x)) awwwwwwww...
So next was our group.. cause no one else volunteered and we wanted to just get done and over with it... yep.. Once Upon A December- Anastasia... (: lol that stupid lydia xP she went to get the strings of the horse, bears and the wings tangled up.. so wasted quite some time... it was nice i guess... hahahhahahs lotsa people said it was nice but was scary.. wooooooooo... ahhahahah it's meant to have this eerie feeling.... eek xP hahahhas so we sang a couple of songs for music lesson to kill the rest of the time.. awww sand Jade and Gold (song composed by students of my school) hahahs last year.. there's this new verse this year for that song but it's really bad to me... anyway i loveeee that song... would be happy in tears.. maybe when i'm in sec 4 and leaving the school awwwww.

after everyone left for recess, my group went to watch our presentation which was recorded on the cam-corder... all presentations had to be recorded... sooo. i think we did great ((: yeahhhh. ahahhaas then my palm had red glitter all over because yingyi didn't let the glitter fall proplery and some landed on my palm... yepss. asked Mrs Goh what we got for the presentation (: 9/10! ahgahhahahs so happyyyy. cause it's niceeee x)) hehehhehe

went to eat cha siew and justea for recess (:
later back in the classroom like... the area under my desk was kinda wet... didn't know who did it.. and amanda solved the mysterrryyy... cause my water bottle near my bag.. someone stepped on it and hence it sprayed out the water and landed on the floor. darn that person. whoever that was either didn't know or just was impolite to say sorry ): hahahhas..... ah well.

Math was a bore (: yay? ahhahaha....

Had art after that.. hahahas yayyyyy. i painted the back of my tee shirt ((: purple hair girl now. lol will TRY to remember to take a picture of it and post it when i have the time... yeah was fun.. sharing my paint and all xP almost completed my shirt.. ah well ((: hahahs was talking with amanda bout the 9pm show on channel 8 nice nice nice loll.

i decided to take bus 153 home today at raffles town club.. yepss. amanda and georgina were heading to the same bus stop.. but sad that their buses came really early... so yeah... ahhahs but i didn't have to wait long for my bus.. (: did close reading on The Wind Singer while waiting and on the bus...

Got home.. ate some vegetarain meal with beehoon.. hahahs i dare not say it's nice.. or not nice at all.... if it's edible and doesn't cause me to have the urge to puke or something, i'm okay (: hahahhas but not applied for everything.

okay 2:48 now... gonna rest till 3 or so then start on history.. yepss. see y'all.

Cassandra
ohhhhhh yankee doodle (:

caught my eyeeee. wooooo

2005-09-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

Hey peeeople.
Ah.. just watched the.. uhhh 9pm show on channel 8 again ahhas... yeah.. missed the first 15 minutes yeah... hahahs i actually watched the first season before of that drama! hahahs i remembered it was about this woman working as a nurse and actually was a plant... yeah... rather sad yet romantic one about the first season.. now it's back (: more with mysteries and all... ((:

bleh then actually (i couldn't believe i forgot to put this down on my previous entry earlier today) ahahahs after i got back from Popular i went to teach my younger sis the chords for Guan Huai Fang Shi... on the guitar.. okay for the first 30 minutes i guess she was pretty much paying attention but later on i guess.. she kinda got lazy ahahhahs. so i went to create that entry and went to study... yeah.. hahahs i have no faith in my younger sis actually... she wants to learn this song as she's gonna play for the farewell celebration of her chinese teacher Mdm Wong... hahas Mdn Wong teahced me once in primary 2.. but she has forgotten meeeee. ahhahahs ah well xPhahhas she's gonna retire... wooo...

oh yess. i must help yingyi find a nice blog layout and help her make a blog.. lolll. but i guess i don't have time today... blehhh so sorrrryyyy. hafta wait for another time..

hahahs i just ate 3-eighths of a mooncake... hahhas grnadpa bought from tung lok... pure white lotus flavour (: not baddd. hahahs. and he got us some muffins too... ((: banana muffins i guess. yayyy there's gonna be breakfast tomorrow! hahahsss.

yepss. studied for geog before and after dinner for awhileee. did quite a little onlyy blehh. cause had to keep changing the colour pens for each different like.. group? hhahahs... i think in 11 more geography study sessions then i'll complete everything for Geog.. blahhh so much? ahhahahsss... ah well... (:

10:40.. gotta go prepare for school tomorrow (: will be having art (:

Cassandra.
iii loveeeee you! hahahah

say something anyway.

2005-09-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hello people (:
only gonna be on to post this entry then i'm off..
yepss. yesterday's early evening was great a guess (: nice time.. sighh. ahhas.
so i was watching the television almost the whole late evening.. but still doing homework at least hahahas. yeah...the yesterday's shooting stars was so so soooo nice x)) umm talking bout the show not the like.. shooting stars ahahhas.. and the 9pm show on channel 8 rocked my socks again hehehh..
i slept at about 11:45p.m.. yepss. i woke up late... woke up at 6:11... blehh. so i didn't wash my fash properly hahahss. rushed through all.. i guess i was reaaaalllly tired that morning... surroundings seem to be freezing me up... sighh poor me. ate 2 fishcakes and 1justea in school for breakfast..
we had science.. where we took out the bacteria which multiplied in our petri dish on agar.. and went to compare how sensitive and resistant the anti biotic is.. blehh. quite fun i guess? maybe?

For recess ate horfan with danielle, amanda and minyi... they changed the vegetables o_o i prefer the other vegetables they used to use... it's greener than the one now.. sighh ah well got danielle and myself justea (: .. i accompanied danielle at the gallery as she was still eating her snacks and all... hahahs we had a discussion. wheee. ahahahs. yeah... i think that.. minyi's trying to fit in now.. since school started she has been tagging along with anyone of us... i guess it's just.. that she's a little extra... no offence to her or whatever so... but... she'll be wasting her efforts...

Yepss. for computer studies i completed my animation hhaahs ((: yayy.

for RAP, we did our music project.. a trail... yeah.. i guess i kinda blew up at one part... i'm so much better at controlling myself now.. It just blew me off. sigh sigh sighhh. Okayy so we were doing the trail thingy and i was the one using strings to control the doll... Lydia was laughing away and try to imitate how the doll was dancing, like hopping here and there.... ughhh. so i just ticked her off, in a firm yet calm manner... i mean... i was the person who stringed the doll... and i can't do anything else to make her legs move or something please! I told her to control and string the doll if she could do any better. hah.... sigh... but after awhile i calmed down i guess. sighhh. and we're okay now.. but still have that ughhhyyy feeling in me.. like amanda told me "Lydia everytime talk big one.." hahahss... ah welll.

for english we had a relief teacher to relief mrs tan... so we went through the answers for our comprehension.. yepss...

after school.. went home.. i didn't go for squash... yepss... for several reasons which i can't be bothered explaining hahas...

so anyway after 3 minutes of stepping into my home, went out again with my mum to toa payoh central's Popular.. yeah went to buy a couple of pens and notebooks to note down notes... then went home.. yepss. mum left for an appointment... sighh. i'm hungry... haven't eaten lunch.. i guess i'll go get food... then study a little.. rest.. study again. ahh well. see ya all.

Cassandra

if i could find eu now things would get better. and it already is (:

2005-09-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hey all. (:
studied for the math test yesterday for it today. yeah ((: financial transactions, rate, ratio and proportion... blehhh i was sooo stupid... i wondered why i couldn't find financial transactions in my text book... yeah why? Because it iw 1A!!! hahhaas i only realised when i went to school... darn xP

anyway i watched a little of the 9pm show on channel 8 yesterday... nice nice nice x))) hahahs those detective shows. wheee. hahahs yeah then at 10pm they had Incredible Tales.. i say yesterday's episode wasn't scary at all.. just.. really mild... bleh. 10:30pm thye had america's next top model.. so cool so cool x)) hahahs. so i was multi tasking... studying and watching tv... yepss. i got ready for everything and went to bed at 11:58p.m... but i couldn't sleep.. went to get a cup of warm water 20 minutes later but it dind't help... so i remembered the last time see-ing the time was 12:40... so i guess i slept around there...

fortunately i was able to get up on time (: at 6... a little improvement.. needa adjust back to 5:50... hahas. had cheese toast for breakfast.. hahas i had 2 slices because my sisters didn't want em and the last one went to cha cha xP lucky dog. lol. drank justea in school in the morning (: hahahs and studied financial transactions by refering to rachel's worksheets.. teeheeee. and found out more bout simple and compound ineterest from danielle((: thanksss. hahhas i hardly paid attention to the lessons on financial transactions. i guess i find them boring xP

deborah wore the wrong uniform. teeheeheeeee xD

i feel mean xP

we had our math test.. mann... it's... easy? o_o reaaaally unexpected.... i guess i can pass.. hahahhas... lol.

so we had a free period after the math test.. we went to our pre-om group... yepss. so.. we've decided to think of a new name because i didn't really agree on The Black Thing.. yepss ((: hahass.. so each of us thought of a name... amanda was like... The Black Crackers (lol) georgina- Crunchy Crackers.. danielle- The Peacemakers Yingyi-The Blank thing. and me? The Peace Crackers. ahahhahas. and mine was chosen in the end loll. yeah.. so we chose the logo.. amanda's was chosen.. her's was the peace hand gesture and the peace sign on it. hahahss. ((: nice.

we had pe after break which was after the free period... hahahs so funnnn. we played some game.. bleh don't know what was it.. but i partnered with yingyi... yepsss. x)) it started raining 15 minutes before recess.. so we got dismissed early for recess. ahahhas danielle and i rannnn to the meepok store. waakakakakak. so satisfied (: and i drank justea after that. we were at the picnic table somewhere outside the classroom with sarah heng, amanda, serene and minyi.. we were talking crapppp. waakkaka.

we had math.. where we started on geometry- construction.. heheheh... guess it was okayyyyyy. geog... just was quite fun because we did this worksheet on the population thingyyyy. hahahs. english... mrs tan spent 20 minutes to check if we did our comprehension practises in our pink book.. lotsa people didn't complete it.. heheheh i admit i left out bout 5 questions? yeah but there were 5 comprehension passages.. so i'm proud of myself ((: the rest half an hour we practiced oral... was fun (:

got dismissed 10 minutes late.. ah well. qianning waited for me to take the bus together (: yepss. fun talking to her... i read the remaining pages of the orange girl when qianning went down at her stop.. sighh. what a nice book.. the author's Jostein Gaardner.. bleh i think i spelt the last name wrongly.. hhahas anyway i'm looking forward to start on Sophie's world, written by the same author.. but i might need to take a break from reading.. hahahss... just that The Orange Girl has made my mind a little tired from the suspense... (: yeah.. ah well.

should start doing my homework now and then i can revise a little and relax later on (: sigh... but now the... uhhh air-con.. cleaners people are clenaning up the air-con in all rooms.. so i guess i might have to wait for awhile before going to get my school bag...

and my elder sister saveddd meee. i lost my calculator... i think i lost it at the squash courts but i couldn't find it ): ah well... so she lent hers to me for my test even though she had math today... X) sighh. thank youuuu. anyway she won't ever see this thank you in my blog xP

Cassandra.

We!!!!

2005-09-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hello all.
(: eating my late lunch now.. just got a call from Paul, my instructor for UAN.... what is uan? the link's there and the side bar.. and i've mentioned it before long long ago somewhere in my archives hahahs.. so lessons will be starting this saturday... 12 to 1:15p.m... gonna do some dancing i guess... yeahss.

just finished my chicken rice.. hehehh... the chicken had lotsa skin o_o' eek?... and now eating dessert xP herbal jelly.. love it. okay back to yesterday...had fried kampong eggs for dinner ((: eggs.. high in cholestrol... but.. yeah once in a while's fine (:... did my remaining chinese homework.. took a shower and got ready for bed and all.. slept at 11:40 (:

was a little grumpy thid morning... cause i only woke up at 6:15 and had to rush through my routines which made me more worked up T_T so. i guess i did right when i kept quiet when my mum asked questions... or else... i would get more worked up answering back and all... sighh. okayy. got to school (: yayyy frienddsss. hahahs..

we had english for first period... got back our Myth Of The Morah essay and this other lit paper.. me and chuan en scored 14/20 for the myth and i got 13/20 for the other paper.. hahhas... ah well (: math, break then chinese. we had a test... i guess i should be able to pass? i hope.

for recess wanted to eat mee pok with nielle but the line was long.. so we went with hor fan. anddd. JUSTEA!!! i missed justea so much hahahs last time i drank it was on wednesday... during squash... (:

we had history after recess.. i guess it was fine (:
i hate science.
mrs kee... whats her problem? she told us that we'll be staying in the classroom for every lesson till the exams for theory.. she did tell us that we were going to do cells and all... but she didn't tell us to go to the life science lab.. so we wasted 15 minutes of her lesson and got accused by her... whats her problem????!!! sighhh. anyway the experiment was fun.. yepss gonna breed bacteria... lolll yeah... i love the gloves xP while everyone hated it... lolll.

we had pre-om after that.. went more about talking about it... so we were to choose a group name... i wanted Quackers... but everyone else in my group wanted The Black Thing... it's nice but we've used it before and that time the group consisted of the 4 bird family members and minyi.. now it's the 4 bird family members and georgina.. so i find it kinda unfair... i wouldn't mind that we NOT use Quackers.. but.. yeah.. sighh. but.. ah well. yepsss.

for assembly.. we had this guy Stefen Chow who climbed mount everest this year to talk to us.. hahahs rather interested but by half of the session.. i wass half asleep already... so comfortable... x) hahhas just that the people behind me kapt talking. blehhh. hahahs.

after assembly.. dismissalll. for squash. we couldn't use 2 squash courts as there were some obstacle thingys... think they gonna repaint or something? yeah... we did drive for drive and cross courts for awhile in a court... then we did.... -scary music- physicalllll!!!! ahhhh ahhhhhh. okay not THAT bad.. but i had to do them all by myself.. cause i actually was partnering mao mao but later she went off to play squash hahahs.. darn her!!! ahhahahsss. ah well, i did okay anyway ((: we did stretching... bending down kinda thing... 2 sets, 1 minute each... tiring... then we did sprints... blahhhhhh not those back and forth... like.. in some formation.. tiring.. 2sets. took a 2 minute break before during 4 sets of footwork.. sighh.. at that moment really wished could lean my head on the heater's shoulderrr. hahahsss. x)) just really tired... qianning meredith and i went to the toilet and all.. yeah... then about 4:30 we left... hahhas.. qianning and i were gossipinggg. wheee. in the bus ride home wakakkakaa. at least no one we know heard what we said (: i feel evil. hahahss.

ahh i'm about to finish The Orange Girl in few pages time.. (:
<- shot from my japan trip.
yeah back to The Orange Girl... it's justt soooo magical and romantic ((: let me... type down a part of it..

We used the pronoun 'we' more often and often. It's a strange world. Tomorrow i'm going to do this or that, we say. Or you ask what the other person, what 'you' are going to do. This isn't hard to understand. But suddenly the word 'we' emerges and with the greatest spontaniety. 'Shall we take a boat out to the islands and go swimming?' 'Or shell we just stay at home and read?' 'Did we enjoy the play?' And then one day, 'We're happy!'
When we use the word 'we' pronoun we place two people behind a joint action almost as if they form a composite being. Many languages have a special pronoun to use about two - and only two - people. This pronoun is called a dual, or something that is shared by two. I think it's a useful concept, because there are times when subjects are neither single nor many. You are 'we two' and a 'we two' as if that 'we' cannot be spilt. When this pronoun suddenly makes its appearance, fairytale rules come into play, as if with the wave of a wand. 'We'll make dinner.' 'We'll open a bottle of wine.' 'We'll go to bed.' Talking like this is almost shameless, isn't it? At any rate, it's quite difficult to saying: you must take the bus home now, because I want to get some sleep.
When we use the dual, certain totally new rules come into play. 'We'll go for a walk!' It's so sinple, Georg, just five words, and yet they describe a chain of events so pregnant and meaning that they go deep into the lives of two people on earth. And in the context energy-saving isn't even limited to words. 'We'll shower!' Veronika said. 'We'll eat!' 'We'll go to bed!' You don't need more than one shower-head when that form is used. You don't need more than one kitchen and one bed.
As far as i was concerned this new pronoun came with quite a shock. 'We' - it was as if something had come full circle. It was as if the whole world has coalasced into a higher unity.

That was one full page... maybe less.. i don't know.. but i really like this one ((: we we we we we we... hahhass. i like the storyline for this book... it's short and it about seventeen dollars but.. it's really beautifully written for me (: hehehheh..

it's raining so heavily now... wonder how yueming's going home... haven't rained this heavy since.. long time ago... heh... anyway i love the rain.. yepss..

Cassandra

lets sleep togetha!! wheeee. no thanks x)

2005-09-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone (:
last night younger sis asked me to go eat dessert again at the hawker centre.. didn't want to again at first because kuangfa was there.. blehh. hahas. then in the end just went... i only drank green tea... quite funny when they playing some games and all.. but later i guess... didn't wanna stay any longer..was about 11:30pm at that time lol... so i went home...

hahahs didn't sleep throughout the whole of last night... but it rocked alot!!! x)) hahahs... thanks for everything :D to u know who u areee. waaahahhahaa. x)

then i stayed in bed from like... 4am to tuition time?.. was sms-ing yueming.. but took bout 2 hours nap before that and while sms-ing him took like 2 minute, 5 minute naps to catch up on my sleep hahahs... (: yeah had a mushroom burger from burgers king in bed for lunch... hahahsss. so i was supposed to have my tuition before my sisters.. but in the end they had chinese tuition before i did as i was sleepy.. so i had tuition at 3... only at 2 was when i got out of bed.

tuition was okay i guess. weird that i didn't fall asleep or went to half-asleep mode.. hahahss was wide awake paying attention.. exception to several yawns here and there... yeah.. tuition ended at 4:30.. practised a little on my guitar... went online and mum cooked some noodles for me (: thnks mummm. hahas.. they were having the music video awards on MTV. ahhh quite a blast i guess hahahs.... i love those music awards and all i guess.. (: but not for like.. oscars.. grammy.. hahahsss.

yeah and here i am.. i actually found out the the song i learnt for guitar yesterday was NOT sang by Caleb Kane.. It's... Longer Than by Dan Fogleberg... nice song ((: nice nice niceee. hahahs. i love it (:

sighhh... school's starting tomorrow... so happy to see my friends and all.. but it's gonna be tiring again.. waking up early int he morning, have to do my routines.. and miss yueming terribly. wooo great! NOT. ): can't wait till exams are over.. one month more.. such a long way to go... but after that.. all the pain and miseries now will vanish (:

hahhas the song You're Beautiful- james blunt... everyone likes it. the first time i saw it on mtv.. i found it pretty boring yet nice... hahahs after couple of times watching it on mtv.. i guess.. i like it alot now.. cause.. i think after awhile i got more of the meaning.. and turns out to be so saddd. so saddddddddddddddd. hahahas.... sighh... sad sad sad.. ah well

Cassandra

swing swingggg wheeeeeeeeeeee.

2005-09-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hey alll.
I'm downloaded a couple of songs today.. among them one's Swing Swing- The All American Rejects... i remember that song was quite old? maybe beggining of last year i guess.. and i lovedddd that song and still love it even though it doesn't reflects on how i feel.. hahhas. swing swing on the tangles of- my heart is crushed by a former love. can u help me find a way to carry on again? It's sooo nice X)) hahahs...

anywayyy... last night... my sister's bf and kunagfa stayed over.. yepss. i stayed up watching tv till bout... going to be 5am.. hahhas. woke up at 10+am by my mum barging in my room to get me up at least an hour before my tuition... hahasss... yeah so actually uhhh ze hao and this.. guy ker men i think were in my house too... even though i kinda hate them for making noise and all. they're funny and lame hahahs. that ze hao acts like a sec 1 when he's a sec2.. even my mum says he looks and acts like a sec1.. sad case.. cause he got so sadd. hahahas...

yeah.. then i had tuition at slightly later than 11... math for the whole lesson.. went back to the basics.. at fractions at all hahahs. i'm weak at those... yepss.

later on... went online again... then my sisters and the guys left... sisters went to DARE at new creation church and my mum brought them there... so it's me- all alone at home with cha cha.

at about 5 went down to Cheers.. bought myself 2 cupnoodles and one bottle of mocha... ate the kimchi flavoured cup noodles for early dinner.. hahas... and drank almost the whole bottle of mocha already... very very little left in the bottle which i placed back into the fridge hahas.

nothing much ta say.. hmmm gonna learn this song called Longer for guitar lesson today... don't know who sang it.. but i think it's caleb kane.. can't seem to download the song.. cause i can't seem to find it.. found it on limewire but there's only one andddd it can't be downloaded... blehhs.

quite tiredd... mum and sisters are back already.. sighh... i want my heaterrr. lalalaaa. sigh then my mum's making a fuss about me drinking mocha... i drink only once in awhile.. i'm not addicted to it.. and i do know that it's bad for me and all... but it's.. once in awhile.. ah well...

Cassandra.

societeeees

2005-09-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:
early this afternoon helped my younger sis to find the piano sheet of white houses- vanessa carlton and printed it out for her.. woo it's actually quite easy to play it as it's in the c major scale.. anyone of u want the piano sheet, just ask (: i have it in a zip file on my desktop. (:

yepss. then at around 3 yueming went to... push me.. uhhh better to say encourage me :D hahahas. encourage me to go study and do my homework.. yepss. hahahs so i did.. i finished all my english homework for the holiday... hehehe thank eu yuemingggg. x)) u rawk!

so did my homework from 3:30 to 5:30 and here i ammmm. here i ammmmm. x)) mum just got home and bought hokkien mee for dinner...

and this afternoon kuangfa wanted to use the charger at my house to charge his phone... then i just helped him charge it.. hahas..

wooo ya.. forgot to mention that i drank instant miso soup during a break while studying hehehhhhh. i love miso soup x)

today i'm gonna talk about.. societies!!! yayy hahahs.
the societies which i wanna talk about that is xP okay so i'm going to talk about teenagers belonging to the society where they hang around alot.. most of them basketballers, bicycle stunt guys, skateboarders etc etc.. the ones who most likely would be talking in chinese i say... and the other society is.. like the society i myself belong in.. not necassarily an introvert.. but usually do not hang out with people from the previous society i mentioned... hang out with people who mostly talk in english(not all the time but MOSTLY) and do not like sit around doing nothing when outside...

yepss. so my sisters belong to the first society i mentioned and me, the second... my sisters have one quarter of themselves in the second society though... like at school, at home... sometimes it's fun to venture to the other society for a short while.. like what i did yesterday.. it's fun and all.. yet i don't think i does good... because u'll be hanging around doing nothing rather than making use of ur time, staying home to just do an hour of homework beats going out to watch people play ball, wander around doing nothing...

both societies have advantages and disadvantages.. but on my view i still prefer to stay in the society i belong in ahhas.... like those guai kia kinda people.. loll but not all the time too. we know how to have fun (: but just that the first society i mentioned has more fun in it... yet sometimes can be really wild... hahhas. actually these 2 societies can be broken down into small groups... because not everyone entirely belongs into one of the societies i mentioned... maybe i have like one-tenth of myself in the other society hhahas... or maybe one-fifth... blehss. (: so sometimes don't be too afraid to venture into the other society once in awhile. u have to let ur hair down to the more carefree society or let ur hair uppp, to the society i'm in...hhahahs (:

okayy thats all for this evening..

Cassandra

whats goes around, comes aroundd

2005-09-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

Heyheysss.
tired from yesterday i guess hahhas. okay so here's what i did yesterday
cip work with danielle and amanda was cancelled cause nielle had ballet in the afternoon and amanda wasn't going.. yepss.
my younger sister invited me to go out with her, xiu zhen and xiu lian... hahahs u can find these names somewhere in my archive.. but i only hang out with my sister and her neighbourhood friends for about 1-5 times a year... shahahs so.. xiu zhen's just this girl.. and xiu lian's just this veryyy much tomboy.
they're okay i say... hahahs xiu lian's very outgoing one hahas.

so we took a bus to the bus interchange and kept playing this interview game where we switched identities among ourselves and introduce our new identities to each other, ruining each other's reputation hahahs... better not to give examples xP bleaughhheheheh.

so first we went to get bubbletea drink (: i got my self the ice blended green apple one... we drank all the way to the game centre... went there for like 5 minutes before leaving for Entertainment at the other building.. my first time playing para.. hahahs xiu zhen and xiu lian helped alot (: thankiess. hahahs only played 2 songs.. hahas. then my sister and xiu zhen kept dragging me to see one of my younger sister's kor.. don't know whats their problem but they were acting infront of me and him as me and him meeting... o_o bleaugh? then xiu zhen wanted my number to give him.... of course.. no. but after she returned him his phone i gave her my number for her own use...

after awhile... we went to the long john's downstairs to chat for awhile before heading to toa payoh west community club... with lotsa guys o_o like 8? but that wasn't all.
so my group.. the girls group loll went to the cafe to eat a little... yepss. there were 2 boys there... hahahs they were the grandchildren of the person who was tending the stall... they were sooo sarcastically cute! hahahhahas. x) after eating and lal we went to watch the basketball match... after that, some guys and us went to eat ice kachang hahahsss. at the market/hawker near my home.. yepss... shared the ice kachang with my sis xiu lian xiu zhen. hahahs. then we went to my place... later on 3 guys came... one of them was the guy which i met at the arcade and the other was...some guy and the last one's some guy i who came for dinner once...

yeah so i was in the living room peacefully going online and allll.... then the guy i met at the arcade asked me to teach him guitar... he can play but he didn't take guitar lessons... bleaugh so after being pestered for an hour i just teached him a little.. o_o then later after teaching him he talked to me yeah... hahahs learned a little more about my younger sis. wooooo. yeah and he's name's kuangfa... hahahas he has a geeky look actually o_o' teehee.... yepss. then after a long while the guys left.. thennn after awhile again my both sisters, xiu lian and xiu zhen wanted to go have light dessert.. didn't wanna go at first... but.. in the end i did.

so went to the same hawker/market.. and bought some ice longan drink... then 3 guys came... 2 of them were the ones who came just now to my house and the odd one was my elder sister's bf...
yeps.. then xiu lian and i were sitting at the other table cause they were trying to get me sitting next to kuangfa... blehhh. so xiu lian told me secrets of her life.. wheeee. hahahs secretssss. x)) then... later on something happened which i don't wish to put it down here... not about me... but yeah.. don't wanna talk about it.

then later they were going to the rooftop garden at some other block.. i didn't wanna go... so i told them i'm going home... instead i stayed at the bench downstairs my flat thinking about the thing which happened at the hawker/market... sighhh... i hope all would be better for that person. so yeah was sms-ing yueming and kuangfa.. don't know how did he get my number.. yepss. good that he's rather close to the person who is related to the thing which happened at the hawker centre.. so he'll take note of them..

after 30minutes i went up... went online... hahas chatted with zhao zhao and boon long... hahahs chatted till about 2am... was playing this game with yueming at the same time.. but due to some difficulties i guess.. no winner? hhahahahas. x)

woke up at 7 actually.. cause yang yang kor sms-ed me loud enough for me to be awake loll. yepss. so i replied him and went back to sleep.. was awaken by someone closing my room door later at about 10... think its kuangfa and another guy... cause he left his wristband here.. asked me to keep it for him while he will collect it in the morning. yepss. ahhahs... ate some vegetarian beef sanwiched between bread for.. breakfast/lunch.. ahhas...

Cassandra

tire me out.

2005-09-08T11:34:00.000+08:00

Hellooo..
heh.. yesterday was great (: went to do some of my english homework then went out with my mum to shoppp....

we went to china town first.. hahas first thought which comes to other people's mind... chinatown... old stuff... olllddd... hahhas but actually at the first storey building of the hawker centre and market there're lotsa modern clothes and stuff... ((: i bought this army brown kneelength skirt and black tanktop with some flower picture on it.. hahas the salesman there can REALLY talk... my mum went there a couple of times already.. yeah ahhahas. went around more... mum bought more stuff... hahas then went to this shop.. had this heels.. not really those heels.. like blehhh i don't know how to explain.. but it's pink and has this pink fake flower on it.. ((: veryyy nice hahas and since my mum's and my foot size is the SAME, we got it ((:

went outta that building and walked along china town... nothing much... but at the modern building just below china town mrt, there's this juice bar.... and the juice they make's real gooodddd. i only tried the blueberry one and i expected it a little more starchy... but.. it's really great. (: go get one! hahahs.

after china town we went to liang court!!!!!!!!!! yayyayayyayayayayayayayay!!
it was sooo empty... the carpark and place... business has deprovedd )): sad.. they used to have this store where they sold almost everything.. but they closed down... another business took over which was really bad and all yuck and i guess they also closed down.. like only after afew months... so now they management has like renovated the place more... there's a new starbucks there now.. and they're opening some capitaland.. i dunno whats capitaland... and yeah.. just looks nicer.. from the first to third floor that is.

i bought this book called The Dream Merchant.. it sounds really familar to me somehow.. and it's really a thick big heavy book... $28 dollars.. bwaaahahahhaha.
and i couldn't find any other book i wanted to buy... just wasn't in my observing mode i guess... yepss. and i bought this ruler and 2 coloured pens at the stationary counter.. i love the rulerrr. its sooo cuteee x)) so paid for all the stuff.. put the stuff in the car...

then we went to Meidiya supermarket!! hahas. i love that supermarket... it has more of japan products... so japanese usually go there to do grocery shopping... yepss. after shopping there went to put the stuff back to the car... then went to the fourth level to have our dinner.. okayyy the fourth level for layout.. was real bad... not presentable loll. but anyway we had our dinner at Tung Lok...the name's in cantonese-english... they have another branch at laguna country club where my cousin's family and mine used to eat.. sighh i really miss laguna country club with my cousins... (:

yeah.. so we had prawns,sliced fish,beef, mailan... yeps with rice. i like the steamed peanuts they give before the meal starts xP hahas... yeah was bloated after that.. i had to munch and munch on the vegetables because my mum didn't want to help me finish them o_o i ate so much of those... loll.

after dinner and all.. we went to visit my great uncle and aunt's house... cause my mum had stuff to give them.. yepss. most of the time i was out at the garden steps... sms-ing and enjoying the breeze hahas... while the adults were in the dining room chatting and all... i guess i was getting a little cold sitting outside there... cause i was actually wearing a skirt hahahas... u can say it's a mini skirt... but only a little longer. litttleee longer only... loll. sighh. wish a heater was there to keep me warm xP heater needs electricty hahahhs....

yeah so about 9 then we left the place... so tired and all already... did so many things yesterday... didn't rest much... sighh was tired?

went home... watched television... then went to bed at around 12:30... sighh..
feel kinda sad.... hahas...
yeah i woke up several times in the morning... but only decided to get up at 11... and my shoulders hurt.. ALOT. if it's still there i don't think i can go for squash tomorrow... sighhh )): it reallyyy hurts.... strained myself too much when running yesterday i guess...

want ya here yet i'm not done. ):
Cassandra

pinkaling..

2005-09-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

Afternoon people (:

last night was so idiotic... was about to sleep at 12am.. when my sisters invited their guy friends over... GREAT RIGHT?((: darn mannn. like they keep opening doors and all.. close doors... then blah blah i had to go tell my mum i was TRYING hard to sleep.. then later they stopped the opening and closing of doors... yep. great. thennn was trying to sleep in my comfy bed once more then they started talking rather loud... i can't blame them much for that but they should try keep their voice down as the wall between my sisters' and my room is kinda thin.. sighh i CANNOT sleep when like... i hear a sudden difference of volume in the atmosphere.. if the television outside the living room is switched on... but at a low volume.. i will be able to fall alseep.. sigh... but i hate people talking loudly when i'm trying to sleep ):

but in the end i just ended up sleeping... ZZzZz so comfortable x)

woke up at 8 this morning... took a shower.. i almost didn't want to after hearing my dad spitting and coughing in the bathroom.. lolll but in the end i just took a shower..

practised on my guitar for awhile till about 8:45? yeah then got ready to leave and all.. mum dropped by mc donalds to buy me sausage mcmuffin again ((: teehee...

sigh. so got to school at about 9:10.. as all the courts were occupied... meredith and i went to the basketball court next to the squash courts and we played 'squash' against the wall.. lol the lydia joined for awhile... anddd nextttt, i hit the ball too high it went to the roof.... yep... meredith and lydia.. didn't see anything did they x_X' lolll.

later played squash for a short while in the squash court with meredith... soon we had to run 4km... qianning was going to arrive at 10:30a.m cause of her oral exams.. but we couldnm't wait.. so gladys, charmaine phua, roxanne, meredith and i ran the 4km with mr tan while lydia and weiting ran 2.4km at the tracks..

okay it was kinda hell.. lolll i think i did worse for this 4km run... because different people, different encouragement, different time produces different results i guess.... meredith had stitch after about 200 metres into running.. poor girl... she lasted till about 3.4km when she just had to walk... i completed the run from school back to school.. that was 3.8km... i couldn't run the last 200metres round the track... which would add up to 4km.. so i just stopped at the school gate... only running 3.8km... sighhh lol...

meredith and i went to the spiral staircase there and laid down on the floor, chatted a little.. then went to follow gladys to the classroom where i took my calculator and mathematical set i left in school... yeah we saw qianning on the way.. hahas... but she wasn't done with her oral yet... yepss. then later meredith, gladys charmaine phua weiting and i all sat at the basketball court to talk for awhile... half way through, meredith and i went to the canteen to get some drinks.. lol i bought justea and green tea.. i finished the justea before we walked out of the canteen.. as it was like 45 minutes after we ran and i haven't drank a single drop of water yet lol.. but it's better as u let u body cool down first and adapt a little... yeah.. then i finished the greentea packet drink before we reached the squash courts... darn bloated xP

qianning was already at the squash courts.. so meredith and i ran a little with her... qianning only ran 8 rounds round the track for physical... that is 1.6km... no fairrr. lol... sigh then meredith and i ran 3 rounds with her to make up the distance we didn't run.. supposed to only run 200metres more.. but if u think about it, one round is not able to make u feel like u've completed 4km.. so i just ran 3...

after that went up to rest for awhile before leaving for home.. saw meredith outside the school gate waiting for her mum when i was at the bus stop.. -wave waveee- hahahs x) yeah... so read a little on the way home.. the mrt was rather empty (: but i didn't seat.. i like leaning on the plastic wall thing.. hahas.. yeah so i bought Seventeen magazine at the manga shop at braddel mrt before heading home ((:

ate prawn mee for lunch.. and the guys are still over... since last night.. sigh... my sisters are hopeless mannnn )):

tomorrow's study session at yingyi's cancelled cause she has badminton competition hahas.. good luck!!! x)) so gonna meet at nielle's house at 1:30pm.. amanda's gonna confirm for me later whether she's going for cip hours...

hahas just watched this music video of mistakenly by Bon jon jovi bleh i forgot how to spell.. hahhas but it's so funny ((: talks about this guy who was found naked on his bed with this other naked girl by his girlfriend... then he talks about he was about to get flowers for his girlfriend, then he got banged by someone then he fell unconscious, someone stole his wallet, when he woke up he couldn't remember anything cause he had amnesia... he found the person who stole his wallet, chased him... but ended up being put in a box which was throwin into the sea... later on he reached ashore.. he just wanted to go home... then he was mistaken for a robber... so he got jailed... the police found the real culprit, released him then the real culprit gave him this password for some secret society... which was he went to the front row of a bon jovi's concert then he regained his memory... on his way home some dogs ripped all his clothes off... lolll he headed home and went to bed naked... suddenly there was this earthquake, then the girl who lived above his house fell through this hole the earthquake made and fell naked on his bed..

ahahahhahahaha. darn funny. then now they just played the song on the way down- ryan cabera on mtv... so nice to listen to the songs which were produced months back ((:

yeps.. thats all for today... guess i'm gonna do abit of my work now...

Cassandra
the speed of light x)

a 1 and a 2 and a 3 X))

2005-09-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

Hello y'all.
i remembered that i had to go for a dental appointment at my school dentist today.. and yay. i have forgotten all about it till now.. ahhahas 11am appointment.. and i had guitar at that time.. i feel so guilty not calling them up x_X'

hahas there's squash tomorrow (: i think we're going to do physical... good and bad.. cause i like doing physical sometimes... i needa lose weight. loseee weighttt. hahas.

anyway for dinner my mum on first attempt cooked a vegetarian meal ((: hahas not vegetables and all.. but artificial meat made from... non-meant items.. yeah.. some were nice.. guess it's okay hahas but the selection of vegetarian food is less wide in variety than.. not vegetarian.. ahahs so i wouldn't wanna change to vegetarian even though humans are meant to be.. i loveee vegetables though x)) except.. bittergourd and those... yucky yucky ones. ahahas but i'm not that picky when it comes to food.. unlike my sisters... hahas.. i only get picky if the food is too oily, fattening and all... hahas.

ah yess. danielle has started updating more often into her blog and changed her layout ((: wheee it's sooo nice now hahas.
http://stardust-dancer.blogspot.com/
go check it out ((: hahahs gonna link her after this..

my shoulders are aching since i woke up... bleahh )):

<-- it's einstein!!! hahahahs. cute isn't it ((: got it while browsing around.

hahas this whole afternoon was playing Sims2 and sms-ing...

hahahs the baby boy grew up to a child already... (: and the guy got promoted again hahahs one more rank till the top rank i think.. and i add a third level to the house for the child... it's so nice now ((: hahas then later on maybe when the parents pass away i'm gonna add this deck on the third and fourth floor for like a hot tub or hanging out ((:

I don't know but i think i'm starting to like chocolates more than i used to.. in the past i ONLY liked eating white chocolate... i hated M&Ms, hershleys (Except for the white chocos)... just almost any choco, i wouldn't want to eat.. and now i'm beggining to eat almost any choco. ahh. i'm gonna be fat ahahhas.... i just can't control myself... whenever my mum hands out chocolates to me.. most of them i'll just accept them and eat them.. unlike the past when i would have rejected them...

sigh.. bad thing for me... i should not touch so much chocolate...

yay i found the bed frame i want on http://www.ikea.com.sg
ThIs is the one i want. if not.... This isn't so bad too... but it's more costly... sigh.. maybe i should just wait till my double decker bed is in bad condition then decide.. and if i were to decide which new bed i want.. in the end i wouldn't choose any of those 2 i stated... cause not everytime IKEA has the nicer bed at a cheap price (:

yeah.. thats all for this evening....(:

Cassandra

tian tian dou xu yao ni aiii x)

2005-09-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone ((:
hahas yueming's back! yay x))))

(: so happy hahahass.

for yesterday's dinner only ate sushi and some bread from BreakTalk...
slept at about 12:30a.m hahas. i was watching The Emperor's New Groove on Disney channel.. yeps... i've NEVER watched it before... first time ahhahs. i missed the first 30 minutes of it though.. (: it's nice... hahahs especially the last part... that evil woman turned into this small kittyyy awwww ahahahhaha.

so yeah.. slept that late.. woke up at slightly more than 9:30... wah i slept more than 8 hours?... i guess i'm tired today.. cause i can feel it.. hahas.. so yeah went online for awhile.. went to eat rice wrapped with seaweed for lunch... 2 packets of seaweed hahas... yeah then my guitar teacher came.. i printed out the songs he was going to teach today already... yepss.

One of the songs is The House Of The Rising Sun.... don't know that song? Remember the Sunraysia or whatever prune juice advertisement on tv? hahas they used this song... but the real version is like faster and all... mann easy chords, fast plucking.. ahhhh my fingerss my fingerssss. lol. the other song's Proud Mary... never heard of it before.. but it's kinda cute.. when it goes Rollinggg. Rolling. Rollingg on the river hahahas. x)) my guitar teacher says these songs came from the parts where the.. hurricane disaster hit parts of America.. they call it 'Katrina' ? hahhahahahs. yeah then when we went through the songs he teached me the front part of this song.. i don't know what song but it's one of his commonly played ones.. (: it's nice... he's gonna teach me more of sliding next week.. kinda bad at it xP

yeah so here i am now.. yawning away.. glad that i have company (:
ahahs i was looing through this IKEA catalogue... ahh i want this Meldal single size day-bed frameee.... i don't like my bed... even though my bed's double decker and people label doubledeckers fun yet i don't feel that way... but the lower bunk of a double decker is cosy... sigh but i really like the bedframe in the catalogue... and plus that net hanging from the ceiling.. hahas... sighhh i'm not attracted to it cause of how they decorate that picture of it.. hahas but really it looks so... just so..... .speechless. and it's only a hundred fifty nine for the bedframe... nineteen dollars for the net thingy.. sigh.. i just hope i can get a new bed next year... cause my double decker's still in good condition ahhas.. don't think my mum will approve anyway.. waste of money.. sighh. better not waste money ahahs....
Going off. brrrrooom.

Cassandra

天天都需要你爱

2005-09-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hey alll.
i'm like so happpyyy. hahahs cause i downloaded the song Bu De Bu Ai by Wilson Pan and some other woman hahas. i watched the video of that song on the chinese MTV yesterday and downloaded this evening ((: ahhhh it sooo totally rocks... sighhhhh
yangyang kor kor said its like only okay.... but to me.. it's sooo nice T__________T
hahas i got a link of the song and the lyrics but please wait for the whole song to load before u play it... http://fkl8.blogdriver.com/fkl8/859113.html
go check it out if u wanna ((: hahahs maybe i like it more as i watched the video of this song.. yepsss ((: i like the woman's voice.. really sweet hahahs unlike mine :X hahhahahas. i must say how much i love this song (((: then i found this video which this person used this song to make... yeah so this is NOT the original video.. but it's really sweet ((: even though the graphics aren't so good... http://www.f130.net/flash/music5906.htm

hahas then asked yangyang kor kor go comment and rate this 'painting' http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?im9wjgwof04 yeah i did show this link to one of my previous entries before.. hahhas he gave me a 6/10.... hahahs was kinda sad yeah... like.. that lousy? lolll.... sighh. gotta ask more people on bad it is... sigh sigh hahahas... show ya people 2 of my first few 'paintings' which i did like... so long ago lolll.
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?ihxqkquq5ok this one.. doesn't reflect on me now ahhahs
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?ihz2esrfa1w this one's messy but adorable xP
sighhh... just bout... 5 more hourss... cassie, u can do it! hahahahs..

Cassandra

songs they sing.

2005-09-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
slept at around 11+ last night.. hahas and was woken up by my mum at 8:30... bleh? i set my handphone alarm at 8 and i didn't hear it?... but i was indeed feeling rather tired.. hahas so yeah.. my mum's talking to me now.. mum got my sausage mcmuffin for breakfast (: hahas... and just before i reached school.. 98.7fm was playing Sugar, We're Going Down- Fall Out Boy ((: ahahahs so nice so nice.

so meredith, gladys and charmaine phua was already there when i got there. yepss. was about to play with meredith when qianning came hahas.
i played a game with meredith later on.. i lost. game score 3-0 hahas. i need to work on my services.. they're pulling me down down down.. hahas. yeah Mr Tan talked to us about competitions and all... (: we were supposed to do footwork but later Mr Tan went home already lol. then we played truth or dare for awhile.. i had a dare on me.. people were like : go to Mr Yong and ask for his son's name or go say that his son is so toot or i wanna marry ur son..
bleh? hahahs then gladys just suggested to ask Mao for her brother's name.. i just asked.. didn't get an answer. but i asked! ahahhas. so yeah. and there was one when qianning and charmaine phua had to take the broom and dustpan go chiong at Mr Yong ahahhahahahhaha. (:
later on roxanne gladys qianning and meredith played doubles. that was when i left (:
the bus came really late.. blehh. ahhahs chatted with marie for awhile at the bustop..

came home.. watched tv.. ahhas on channel 58 there was this movie Dudley Do Right. hahas i think it's directed by the same directed as George Of The Jungle, same main actor. ahahs and there was this narrator going on in the background.. so yeah should be the same director (: lol was quite nice... since i didn't have anything else to do. hahas. after that went to find lunch.. which i didn't manage to.. so just ate rice wrapped in those squarish-rectanglelish salty seaweeds.. ahhas only ate 5 of them.. and i'm so hungry lol...

then now just came online.. have tuition later ar 3:30 to make up the missed lesson on saturday.. bleaughhh.. hahas. bout 9 more hours till i will feel better hahas. amanda sent me this song hahas Super Girl- Kyrstal.. heard it before (: quite old i think.. maybe a couple of years back.

what's playing on my itunes now is Why Can't I- Liz Phair. ahhas yeah olddd song.. from last yearr... why can't i breathe whenever i think about u.. why can't i speak whenever i talk about.. it's envitable it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it so tell me why can't i breathe whenever i think about euuuuuuuu. hahhas i remember my cousins, younger sis and i singing to that song at my studyroom and in the car last time.. ahhas we liked the part when it goes we're already wet so let's go swimmingggg. hahahahha x))

i feel tired.. my nose is slightly better now.. hahas. now listening to stand by me- oasis.. ahhas the song i learnt on my guitar last time... sighh. ((: it's great that the singing seems slow but the playing of intruments are like for a rock or pop atmosphere ahhas.. (:

hahahs i guess i just decided to let people see my this drawing ((: hahahs i like this oneee. but my feet are just weird.. her tip-toeing ahhas? just lazy to edit it.

i love drawing this kinda chracters.. ahahs x)) so cute right loll. just wanna improve when i have the time.. lol like the head's kinda flat.... needa shade a little there....

sighhh nothing much to say (:

sigh just love the song when u say nothing at all by ronan keating... it's kinda old... but it says so much about love (: ahahhas.

trying to persuade amanda to go to yingyi's house with danielle and i to study for one and a half hours before we go for cip work... lol she'll gimme an answer by tonighttt.. bleaugh hahahs hope she does come along... yepss.
ending here now...

Cassandra

tired? sick?

2005-09-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
I'm back.
feeling much much better but haven't started talking to my mum yet ahhas...

watched this movie Bring The House Down.. or was it Bringing.. ahhahas whatever... comedy kinda show... (: quite nice... lol but not like very very veryyy nice so.. i'm not sure if they will repeat the movie another time.. but it's on channel 58.. i think.. hahahs can't really remember.. bleaugh..

Now in my room.. i can hear the child or toddler one floor down shouting and shouting.. wooo... sigh.. i was sucha bad tempered kid when i was young lol and i still am.. just better (:

i just did a little more of my english homework.. bleaughh.. i'm just not in the mood to read and analyse and all... total of 4 comprehensions with summaries... did like 2? :S i forgot hahahs. but i didn't do the summaries.. just NOT in the analysing mood...

last night felt rather terrible... posted an entry bout the burning of the paper and all yesterday.. yepss. after that my nose got worse... was so coldddd.... then i blew and blew my nose.. now my nose's still blocked hahahs. yet a little runny...

hahas i'm browsing on poems online.. came across this poem ((: rather interesting.. bout The Sims.. number 1. not sims2. ahhas so here it is.
http://www.poems.com/simstspi.htm
here's another one.. short one... yet brings out this light tingly feeling...
http://www.poems.com/lingeoli.htm

ah! i remember this poem !
http://www.poems.com/intro_lo.htm
Mrs Tan showed the class this poem before hahahs ((: it's nice.

i don't think i feel well enough to carry on the search... i feel tired easily.. my body tells me that it's tired but my eyes are still on the go.. but my eyelids say no... sigh.. blow and blow my nose.. yet it doesn't seem to get any better. if only i had a heater or something hahahs. woooo i hear the opening theme of Wo Yao Jia Yi Ge You Qian Ren.. my dad's watching it i guess. hahahs... that show's nice.. (:

i wanna fall deep into my bed... i don't feel energised to go for squash tomorrow yet i know i must... i must push myself... go cassie!.. woooo yeah.. hahas... but i really feel tired... i just can't express how much i want to be well..

Cassandra
get well soon cassie. ):

blah!

2005-09-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:
hahas in the end i didn't go for church.. i just.. don't feel like it... blehhh darn me?

soooo. i played sims2... ahhahahs my sims FINALLY got married and the female one just gave birth to a boy. awwwwww. the female's aspiration is for family while the male's one's for knowledge.. hahhas so it's easier to handle to female's wants (: hahas then for the baby boy.. not sure if i should give it popularity aspiration of family aspiration... ah well. have time to decide before it turns to a child. but it's soo fun x)) lol the wedding party was a success so they got to go for a 'honeymoon' for few hours and came back with all their needs full to the brim. hahhas. then the female passed out once during her pregnncay.. cause she was too tired then on the way to the bed she just.. passed out.. oopss.. ahhahs. it seems like being pregnent is such a tough thing.. u need to go to the toilet often to shower and relieve ur bladder... and u get hungry easily and need lotsa lotsa sleep.. sounds boring.. but... it's worth it (:

hahahs oh yess.. to the topic of marriage... during some conversations on msn with a couple of close friends talking bout their girlfriends or boyfriends... hahahs like i feel so excited when one of my close friends like trying to go out with his crush ahhahs. yaaa. i mean.. bleaugh this is so hard to express (i'm bad at expressing myself through words.. Geminis are like that)

okayy
Imagine. you see one of your best friends getting married... it'll be soooo happy for u that he/she has found her happiness right? i think i will cry if i ever come into this kinda situation. hahahas. cry as in happiness of course (: it'll be such a beautiful sight... ur friend... beggining a wonderful journeyy. not exactly will be a perfect journey.. but it'll add on so much happiness into his/her life. X)) hahahs zhao zhao said i think too far front le... but.. it's so true isn't it... ((: can't wait for one of those times to come.. sighhhhh (((:

Hahas... i was browsing this forum site... came across this thread which contained an IQ quiz link. ((: i took couple of IQ quizzes online before... first one i took i was 121 i think... and i think i was primary 6 at that time... then second time i took this year i ended up with 116... this time's the third...
http://www.iqtest.com/index.html
go take the quiz hahahs. x)) i scored.. 125! lol...

Intelligence Interval: Cognitive Designation
40 - 55: Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 70: Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 85: Below average
85 - 115: Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 130: Above average
130 - 145: Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 160: Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160+: Extraordinary genius

ughhh. I'm like sooooooooo in a darn bad mood.
i think i'm pms-ing. but ler=gwfevtbrfvsab temndns
x((((
like. likeeee.
my mum wanted me to help her set password for her laptop again. then i told her let me do. she said she wanted to try do herself yet she didn't know how to do a single thing so in the end i had to show her. and i told her i was in a bad mood already so i HATE it when certain people go close to me when i'm in a bad bad mood. when i'm in a bad bad mood i would only want someone to hug me close and tight... other than that, people, please just get lost and gimme some space around me. so like i answered back to my mum because she was like : why so bad mood? i never do anything wrong or what.
BUT I'M IN A BAD MOOD EXCUSE ME. ughhh. she SHOULD know that when i'm in a bad mood i can get realllll mad. ugh ugh ughhh. so like she stared at me, i stared back right into her eyes and banged my hands on the table. she told me if i was in a bad mood, go into my room. then i told her i was here FIRST and if who should leave, she should. then after awhile she left. i feel guilty. yet not guilty. i don't know. i just feel darn in a bad mood i need a hugggg. ))))): i miss yaaa..... x((( i hate it when i'm in a bad mood i need to vent it allllll out. especially when someone offeneds me.. even in a little way, i'll use that oppurtunity and vent it all out... thats one of my bad points.. ughhh wanna get outta here now. DAMNIT. x(

Cassandra

boredom overcomes?

2005-09-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody (: ...
sighh.
slept at about 1a.m yesterday? can't really remember hahas. cause i was doing this painting at www.art.com the artpad there.. hahahs found that program couple of weeks ago... did several paintings already ahhas this one's my completed one, from last night and this morning.. just finished the finishing touches this morning ((:

http://artpad.art.com/?im9wjgwof04

comment comment ((: critics are welcome lol. but i doubt anyone's gonna comment o_o
and i suggest if u're an impatient person, put the replay control speed to fast by dragging the thingy.

hahas..
woke up at about 10 this morning but i woke up several times before that hahas..
no tuition today and i'm going to church later (((: yayyy hahahas.

bout 35 more hours.... sighh... sucha long way to go.. ahhahas...

i'm really bored.. sighh. maybe i should play sims2 again! yay ahhahas.. no idea.. blehs.. have squash training tomorrow from 9 to 1... hmmm hope we don't do physical cause it's gonna be hot at that time of the day... Hmmm... nothing to say now lol.

Cassandra

because of euuuu.

2005-09-03T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hey people
i feel bored hahhas.. darn darn bored.

just got out from playing Sims2... played for few hours.. ahahhas so funnn... x)) but it was just to distract myself from thinking bout the boredom and all.. sighh ahhas.. my 2 sims are engaged lolll and no time to host a wedding party yet as the man's always getting promoted before his day off then his working scheduele changes again... lol poor couple. (: sighh..

then this morning.. just now.. kor start playing mu again o_____o some different server... sigh... admit i was upset lar.. cause he quit the other mu server already.. thought he's gonna be outta those games already... gave him a little piece of my mind :/ then he went to study o_o ahahahs... later on i went to do a little of my english homework before playing sims 2...

Tada! a picture from The Count Of Monte Cristo, the anime-style. I've never watched the.. original The Count Of Monte Cristo before.. neither knowing what it's all about.. hahas but this one... the anime onee. lemme see (:

it's not in a movie form.. series form... watched couple of episodes when i happened to be watching Animax and it's on air.

The graphics are really unique.. u can say it's one-of-a-kind. (: but it does give me headaches sometimes.. lolll. wouldn't say i really like this anime... but the uniqueness keeps me attracted (:

The air is sooo polluted today.. because of.. the burning... of yaaa u know... for the.. u knowww.

hahas... and that kinda.. is affecting my poor sensitive nose... i've been having a mild runny nose the whole of today.. and i would sneezeee and sneeeezeeee. poor little me... i feel so tired already from the day's sneezing and blowing of my nose.. sighhh.

yepss.. for dinner my mum bought back long john's.. ahhas nice.. but oily.. my younger sister actually went for the psle seminar by DARE of new creation church.. bleh can't believe she would attend to it... hahas anyway happy that she did... then she mentioned that she saw my cousin's friends.. kenny and someone... not the kenny on my link that is. ahahs... like sucha coincidence.

oh yess. and this afternoon i called up qianning and meredith... THEY BOTH CAN DO TO THE MALAYSIA TRIP IN DECEMBER X))))))))) yayyyyy. it's sooo exciting.. hahahs...

andd. i might change my layout soon... hmm found couple of rather okay layouts... don't know if i wanna change yet though... hahas we'll see.

Cassandra
sad? maybe. ahahas.

life's like that.

2005-09-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all.
slept rather late last night.. sigh.. so tired.... don't feel much motivation in me now..
motivation level... 20% only.. sigh... siiiiiiiiigggggh
yueming's already left for malaysia till monday.. wooo so long.... well hope ya enjoy urselfff.
sigh

woke up at about 9:45? hahas... slept for bout 8 half hours... so sleeeepy. and just as i had expected.. muscle ache. only on my shoulders and left arm... hope it'll wear off soon.

tutor having some audition at j8 today.. so he'll maybe be late.. woo.. or maybe not come at all. wahhhhh. hahahs. and guitar has been postponed to tuesday.. 11am. tuesdaaay 11am... gotta remember.

i wanna sleep till monday ahahhas wake me up when monday ends x)

but now without as much distraction.. i should use the time to complete my holiday homework.. i must put in my efforts... the exams are nearing, i gotta buck buck up in time before i fall. down down downnn.

hopefully i get to finish most of my holiday homework by half of the holidaysss. (:

Wheeee. hahas i did this piece like somewhere in June... really fast one.. i used Seriof photoplus 6.0 to erase all the excess dirtiness and all.. now it looks so so clean! ((: i actually 'cleaned' it kinda a while backk and it has been lying in my laptop all this while...

note. I CANNOT draw hands lolololol. this is more of a crazy kinda drawing.. it does look like me.. at the same time it doesn't. it's just this craziness for ducks and all.. lol i'll post another entry with another piece i did before this one the next time.. i like the other one more (: hahas cause lotsa inspiration was present at that time... (:

sigh.. i like ta drawwww. yet i just am not good at it (: doodle doodleee.
i love art.. in the sense that we get to do what we want.. yep i said that before.

my dad's back from overseas last night.. been gone for a month?.. yeah.. okayy.

I hope i'll always be happy. everyone will be happy. i prayedd. i really want happiness and love to fill this world, every inch of it. even if someone u dislike is sad... i rather him to be happppy. yet like roxanne once saidddd, why did God put us on earth to suffer pain and all? look at it like if u go to heaven, u'll spend eternity there, with God and the ones u love there... eternity cannot be compared to like 60-80 years of suffering? it's like this process whereas God puts us into test to see how much we believe in Him then He will decide whether or not to bring us up to heaven, eternally.

that sounds soooo wise((: hahhsss.

yepss. getting off now.. nothing else to do atm.

sooo adios.
Cassandra.
baa baa the elephant have u any tusk? -adapted from amanda-

tiring? or not.

2005-09-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hey peopleee.
last night slept somewhere at 11:30.. bit later i guess. couldn't sleep for the next 10 to 20 minutes. just felt rather weird.. yeps.. sigh.

woke up at 5:50.. yet decided to stay in bed for a short while.. yep.. the short while was 20 minutes.. ah darn me... so i kinda rushed through morning routines.. excluding washing my face with a cleanser... hahas just splashed water over my face..

and kinda got frustrated when my mum didn't want to help me get me my school uniform belt in the kitchen while i was busy taking my vitamins.. sighhh how infuriating x_X

Drank Justea for breakfast (: hahhas. kinda boring this morning.. half hyper.. half not. my crazy laughter seems to be playing with me... half there and half not... maybe i just am tired... sigh (:

Had english to start the day in school. the band people had to leave as well as minyi (dancer) at 8, 10 minutes after english started as they had to practise and perform for the principals, teachers and students from scgs's twin school in some other country... malay people? minyi left like at 8:30 though.. so amanda was one of the BAND people. bye bye amanda.. awww ahhahahs. for english we did conjunctions ((: surprisingly i wasn't bored... thats good isn't it! yeah! hahas.. but actually before that Mrs Tan read to us this poem written by an Arabic poet.. arabic poems are usually like a conversation.. he said, she said kinda thing.. the poem she read to us was about teaching. It's a nice one (: i like it... it explains that a teacher who has wisdom cannot gives it to his students, but only lead them to it.. how the students must have the attitude of desire to achieve the wisdom.. ((: after going through conjunctions mrs tan talked more about lit stuff.. i forgot what she said.. but i know that it's something meaningful.. ah well.. darn hahas.

Geog geog geog... was kinda a bore.. but i didn't yawn or whatever.. hahahs went through on contour lines.. quite ineteresting.. but still boring.. ehhh? what am i saying... big loophole.. but it's meant to be like this hahahs.

aww then for chinese i sat alone because amanda wasn't here ahhahas. but i didn't miss her xP amanda... TOO BADDD. hahahs.

For recess went to eat Mee Pok with danielle :D hahahhas for once, noone cut in the queue we were in and it was rather short... was only 10:40 when we started eating... recess's at 10:30... but i think we were a little earlier.. yepss. so yummy x) hahas drank justea again as usual with danielle (: hahas justea is good... because it clears away the oily toxins in us :D hahahas.

went back to class and started packing all the stuff i'm bringing home for revision and homework.. luckily i had a plastic bag in school.. ahhahhs.

Art was fun fun funnnnnn X))) we got to paint our designs on a white shirt... hahas my shirt was small... but it still is rather big.. shoulda gotten XS.... lol anyway... i didn't exactly copy everything i designed in my sketch book onto the shirt... i edited everything for the front and just a litttleeee at the back... (: had to trace the design onto the shirt using a pencil then paint it... traces everything out and painted a little on the front.. the band people and all came back from the performance by then.. ahhahs poor amanda xP she's gonna take long to complete her design. muahahahaha. danielle didn't bring her sketch book.. spared her a piece of paper... she edited her front one too... hahas its reallly nice x))) good jobbbb.

After art supposingly was.. going home time... but we were having Honours Day.. ahhh darn so hafta stay back.. everyone had to. Danielle and I went to the canteen... i bought cha siew pao and justea (: she got herself chicken pao and justea too ahhas. we ate in gallery one before heading back to class.

Liyee, cheryl cheong and georgina were trying to tie their tie.. hahahs cause cheryl and georgina were in band.. uniform needed tie.. yeah. ahhahs danielle and i watched them demostrate :D hahahha i think i slightly got the idea on how to tie a tie... lol not much use to me.. but maybe in the future... yeps (:

then later browsed through the 8days magazine yizhen lent amanda with nielle. hahas 8 days has.. just too much text xP thats why i prefer teens teenage and seventeen. yeah... then later packed more stuff, did drum beatings with denyse cheryl wong amanda and georgina for awhile... hahas

then later... don't know who on earth went to tie several small pony tails on rachel's [pei hua] hair... lololololl. couldn't resist and took 2 rather blur shots of her in those pigtails.. hahahs so darn funny.. then alyssa and danielle wanted me to send them through infared. so rachel was like chasing us... then we went to this cubicle in the toilet and tried sending it to thei handphones. ahhas i don't know how to use the infared for my handphone.. so in the end sent the picture to alyssa via mms... danielle's phone can't receive mms so... i guess we'll try other time.. lol think rachel was like.. DELETE ITTT. i lied to her i deleted it.. o_o teehee. i feel kinda mean... lolll but she was kinda okay with it when alyssa showed the picture of her to her...lol.

then at 2:30 went to the she shaw hall for honour's day ceremony... hahas like this small group of 1pe.. my class duh hahas. just started to play those hand games.. the one u play back in kindergarden and lower primary... lollll so 'fun' but it does bring back some memories xP lol

then FINALLY it started at 3... miss heng went to say her speech... and some head prefect and tennis player from my school in 1991... came as the guest of honour.. yeps.. she gave her speech.. she talked kinda fast at first.. but her speech was rather... feeling. she stated out experiences and all.. liked it.. but it was kinda long and all lol.
finally it ended at... 3:25.. i rememberd because amanda, danielle and i went to predict when she would end.. amanda predicted 25 while nielle and i predicted 26.. ah darn it! ahhahaha.

then they started the whole ceremony... okay i say it was a bore. darn bore man. lol... but it feels so great to see yingyi on the stage with the badminton group xP hahahhahs sigh ((: like.. hey!! thats one of my gal friends! ahhh ((:

it ended at 3... then the squash team immediately went to the squash courts... hahahas we saw mr tan at the carpark.. omigosh. he's like wearing those... shirts. like... UHHHH unexplanable.. just everyone's so used to seeing him in sports wear and now he's in something more formal... ahahahhahahahahah lemme start bursting out in laughter. lol. he asked us to wait at the squash courts.. whike waiting.. we went to the light rain and played bball for like 5 minutes ahhahahahha so funnnyyyyy x)))

Mr Tan later came up then talked about the synchornised training at malaysia in december.. which now is changed into a tournament trip.. ahhh? it'll be the same trip just different purpose... yeah... guess i'll still be going.. yep.. hope qianning and meredith can goooo. hope hope hopeee. x_X sigh (:

then after that went back to get my school bag from the classroom.. mann. it was darn heavy plus the heavy plastic bag i had to carry which i didn't carry by the handles as it's not those very supportive ones.... qianning returned the Blackbird book to me.. noooo why today??!?!?! hahahahs. anyway took the same bus as her home.. yepss. by the time i got home.. my back and arms were aching... ahhh helll lol. but i could see my muscles so well on my arms while carrying the plastic bag ahhahs. prolly gonna get muscleache tomorrow.. ah well...

ate chicken rice... and a little fried gui tiao for dinner... hahahs. (: yeah thats all for today... not very energetic to post my views on stuff today... guess maybe later or tomorrow? yepsss.

Cassandra
like 2 pieces meant to be one
seperated far apart
yet knows they're still one

sing with me x)

2005-09-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:
yueming came over today.
hahahs was fun and all.. wheee (:
but sad it had to end... sigh sigh sighhh.

Oh yeah then in the morning it was so funny x)) yangyang kor got wife in Habbo less than one day.. then he go divorce ahhahahahah so funny so funnyyy x))) don't know whether he's gonna kill me now o_o ahahahas. so funny yeah i went to my long-never-played habbo account to his room. went to 'sing' x)) went ta sing i miss u- blink182 with kor ahhahas.

hahas oh yesh. last night i was a music Source for zhao zhao. loll almost all the song he wanted i have it.. so yeah sent and sent... siao mannn x) hahahs. have this other friend... who likes those oldies o___O help him download sometimes.. ahhahas. my mum's generation like that... remember hearing those songs in the car when i was realllllly young and all x)

hahahas this is cute isn't it ((:

hahas today i'm gonna talk about... hair care! ahhahas not really actually...

found out that u shouldn't use too much shampoo on ur hair... because shampoo is used to remove the excess oil in ur hair... means... too much shampoo=too many oil removed=not enough oil=dry hair
hahahs that's why i shower so darn fast sometimes... hahas. so.. less shampoo, more conditioner. (:
and i read from some magazine... that when bathing, use warm water, then colder water... back to warm water.. like a small cycle... i can withstand really hot water.. hahahs. and i'm really afraid of cold water.. so what i do is use lets say.. the heater at number 7.. then decrease it half by half... until about 4... then maybe increase a little before leaving the shower.. yeps ((:
that increases blood circulation.

know more.. but i know they're clogged up somewhere in my head ahahhas. ah well (:

i feel hungry all of a sudden... very mild gastric... ah well ahhahs.

just downloaded Ru Guo De Shi- Fan Wei Qi & Zhang Shao Han... sigh so nice (: it was like a 1-2 month ago song i think.. can't remember... saw it on some channel... on tv... sighhh...

and now i suddenly feel so blessed and happy and allll x)) i'm just afraid of losing it all next year.... well i shouldn't be... when we fear, it'll always turn out that way.. what i learnt from church sessions ahahs... i guess i have nothing else to say right now...

Cassandra.
happiness lies within.
(:

bringing out the feeling

2005-09-01T09:39:00.000+08:00

hey all
Hehehhh. downloaded few more songs this morning.. I especially missed The Remedy- Jason Mraz. it brings back the memory of me creating some candydolls and i used that song for my 'collection site' of candydolls. http://candydoll.blogdrive.com but now the song doesn't work anymore.. hahas. ah well (:

then lemme go into Jay Chou's songs. not all his recent ones.. the ones from his older album... i don't know much of his songs of whatever as i'm not really a chinese-music person... but songs he sang like Qing Tian, An Hao and Dong Feng Po.. especially Qing Tiannnn x)))) sigh... it sounds sad... like there's a feeling there that u might just tear while listening to it.. teehee... anyway i love that song most from all the songs Jay Chou had sang (: it's not how nice or new it is.. but this one just brings out a certain feeling. one stronger than the rest ((: hahas...

i'm like really bored these few days hahas. like yesterday.. posting 3 entries in a day.. am i that bored? maybe... couldn't find anything to do this morning lol. woke up somewhere around 8-9a.m... just can't wait for the afternoon (:

wahhhh the song an hao by jaychou is suddenly making me feel a little sad hhahas.. bout what's gonna happen later later later. sighhh. ah well (:

Cassandra'
i love everyone'
yeps. eu'
(:

woooo shiny

2005-08-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

Heyheysss.
ahhhh whats wrong with me?! third time posting a blog entry today... hahahahhs crazy me.
anyway i want to share my happiness with u peopleeee x)))))
i found a picture of Mariah Carey with her ringgg. ahhh i absolutely love the ring she's wearing.. been trying to get hold of a picture of her ring.. hahahahhas not so interested in her picture xP but the ringgg the ringgg... i just love it... simple yet says so much.

Ahh isn't this so great?? it's so pretty.... T__________T so envious of her being able to have that ring.. it's actually really simple... yet it just brings out this feeling... like a free flow.. just like a butterfly swiftly flying all around..

hahahs hope one day in the future i'll be able to get hold of a ring like herssss
<------ hahahhas.
but what matters most that in the future, i hope to see myself as a happy person, with a family, friends who are gonna be forever..
i don't know what i'll be in the future. noone knows.

Once Mrs Tan talked about her going to other countries with no knowledge of anything, just a small baggage and a dcam. alone of with a friend, just explore and all... make friends.. yeah.. it sounds really exciting... i might wanna do that in the future ((: feels so freeee. heheh... ah well...

gonna end it here... yeps (:

Cassandra.

she talks.ohyeah.

2005-08-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
back again since i've got nothing to do hahas.
well.. after the previous entry went to take a nap.. was so tired from the celebrations a guess.. hahas slept for bout 3 hours.. so comfortableeeee. sigh.. (:

hahas now i'm at downloading crazy mode... well just passed that stage. downloaded songs from the beggining of the year, last year.. just call them the past songs hahas... the ones off the hit list yepss. (:

there's this song Come Home Soon- Pug Jelly. ahhahs i like saying the part when they sing 'down, down, down' always sing that part during squash when someone hits out at the down metal part. hahhas x)) here's the lyrics.. since i'm so bored xP

Come Home Soon
It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time

Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love
Love love love
I think I'm falling for you
You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes

So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love
Love love love I think
I'm falling for you
You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, now

I think I'm fallin' down
Down down down
With a bad case of love
Love love love
I think I'm falling for you
You you you I
think, I'm falling in love

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Awww. that song's nice (: hahas. sometimes listening to previous songs u loved so much before sure bring back those weird tingly feelings for the them..

First people like this particular song alot. big hit kinda thing. but after listening to it upteen times they'll get sick of it and go along with the crowd. later on after a rather long while, they hear the song they loved once again... it just feels good (: hahas. people killing people dying children hurtin' you hear them crying.. can you practice what you preach.. would you turn the other cheek. Father father father help us send some guidance from above, cause people got me got me questioning.. Where is the loveeeee. (Where is ) the loveeeeee (where is) the loveeee where is the loveeee the loveee the loveee so niceee. hahahs. missed all these songs... muacks back to them. feel like giving them a welcome-back-into-my-life hug hahas...

just love listening to 'old' songs... sigh it really brings back memories.. like where is the love-b.e.p.. remind me of my older cousin Bevan :D hahas cause once he recommended the song to me first but at that time i already had the song. then i thought the word 'preach' in the song was 'bitch' hahahas then he corrected me. i love my cousin. hope will be able to see him visiting singapore again during the his december holidays with my other cousin (: hahas and maybe can visit them next year during the summer holidays in Perth... ((:

another example is The Story Of A Girl- Nine Days... i first gotten to know that song from Pearl.. in primary 6.. now I don't really talk to Pearl and all.. but this song really brings back memories when once i stayed over at her house... was fun hhahs.. her monster-like mum... secretly us both using the computer trying not to get caught by her mum... watching the movie 13 going on 30. hahas. that time i was rather close to her.. but now.. everything has changed.. sad isn't it?

sometimes u wanna go back to the past even when it was terrible. i suddenly miss my past so much... yet i know i have to carry on, moving forward with hapiness filling my heart each moment.. i know my previous 2 years were filled with sorrow and pain... but sometimes i really think back and missed those crazy moments of my life... heheh... i love u all.. the people of my past, present and future.. even if u're some irritating freak or what... i'll look back to everyone and see how each of everyone contributed to my life... even the road sweeper, even that irritating freak... if u really think about it... maybe the irritating freak was like trying to follow ur 'clique' or something then ur clique runs all over ahhahaha... thats an example o_o now i sound mean. but thats true, hasn't that already created a moment of ur life? adding on to ur memories.

now speaking of that.. i think of God.. and when i think of Him.. i think of the e-mail my mum sent me containing this link her friend sent to her... hahas it's some video with phrases taken out from the Bible.. Go check it out if u want to ((: i like the music heheheh.
http://fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html
yepss. this is it...
going off now.. seriously need a shower ahahhahs. love ya'll

Cassandra

i'm with eu

2005-08-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:
for dinner yesterday my step-maternal grandmother cooked us some vegetarian food.. hahahs tastes really like meattt. so nice (: and my mum boiled cabbage soup hahas with carrots and chicken.. she had forgotten potatos ahahah but still it tasted great (:
and during the afternoon/evening was spending my time making wire butterflies.. hahas for teachers day and made one each for yingyi danielle amanda and yueming. hahas.
slept exactly at 11:30p.m

woke up right on time today hehehh. had to wear class tee to school (: 1pe in Orange ahhahas.

we had flag raising at the track and field. cause we were celebrating ACE's day in the moring.. so we had the same hiphop dance with bridget.. exactly the same as mass pe the other time. just that this time we learn the whole dance.. it goes in a cycle 4 half times. hahahhas. amanda and yingyi were complaining how tiring it was blah blah xP hahahhas i found that it was funnnnnn fun fun fun ahhahahas but indeed it was tiring doing it upteen times. (: oh yess. and yingyi and i won a prize for the small health quiz lolll we paired up on that quiz that time. yepss. hahhahas i got this smallllll notepad while she had a glow in the dark pink note keychain (: hahahs i have the same keychain as her at home just that its a yellow star.

we had one hour of the dance before heading back to the classroom is 'entertain' our form and co-orp teachers. Mrs Tan and Mrs Kee. lolll i only made the wirebutterfly for mrs tan xP didn't give to mrs kee heeeee. so our class had this quiz thing where mrs tan and mrs kee 'compete' against each other.. questions range from knowing 1pe to general knowledge lolll the last section was to guess who was acting as who in the class. For the first time, i saw mrs kee laughed and smiled so much. she even volunteered to act as someone at the last session. hahas (: in the background cheryl wong denyse amanda and i were doing the drumrolls. ahaha. fun (:

later on amanda and i went to find mrs eu mrs tan and mrs boh from our primary school (: lol got to find mrs boh and gave her a butterfly... left mrs tan's present in her pigeon hole as we couldn't find her. gave mrs eu personally my present ((: ahahahs mrs eu gave us choco ice-creammmm aahahhs sad that i only got to eat half of it as we were about to start the teacher's day concert... yepss. ah well ((:

we had to stand for the concert.. because all spaces were taken.. sighhh but anyway better view :D ahahahs. first item was this sec 4 group performing its all about u by mcfly hahahs. really nice ((: know to play that song on my guitar too.. but still trying to find one 'solo' part for that song hahas. i can't remember everything so well.. but there was the upper sec choir.. singing the lollipop song and u raised me up by josh something. or whoever. hahahs that song made people tearyyy awwwww. there was a dance solo of one of the sec 2 girl... the way she dances is soooo like smooth.. the way she bends her feet and slides and all... we had drama performing some little red ridinghood.. their version. hahas not very very funny.. but if u add it all up, it is. then minyi did a tap solo... i liked it except for the costume.. like some circus girl... black net stockings.. something like a swim suit.. and some other stuff... hahas. then we had a dance from the guides... to the beat.. i like to move it move itttt. lolll so cute ((: there was band.. few band members played a part of somewhere out there, i want it that way and a mixture of nursery rhymes... lol it was funny when they introduced the songs to us.. they said they chose somewhere out there because the teachers will always somewhere out there. and i want it that way because in class the teachers always want it their way so now its other people's way. and nursery rhymes thing to.... uhhh something about ur children lol. had a small tap dance performance after that... a part from a bouquet of dances heheh nice. then we had this person from drama solo-ing some speech. hilarious. the last one was the dancers of Escapade. hahas i liked how they danced and the music.. nice nice ((:

hahahs i really enjoyed all of that.. later brought all the hellopanda biscuits i brought to school to the courtyard with amanda and danielle while we called every 6C'04 people to have a picnic at the courtyard lol... about half of the class joined.. almost... lol. it was funnn ((: had chips, marshmallows, chocos.. ahhhahs funnn. but yingyi didn't join us.. because she wasn't a 6C... but i wanted her to join in.. hmphhh. sigh. hahas..

went back to classroom after awhile... denyse and i took a picture using her dcam then i took 5 shots of yingyi and i using my handphone... (: about then we could leave school already..

the bus was darnnnnn packed. lotsa scgs girls lol. managed to squeeeeze in... and get out at my stop hahas. read the orange girl during the train ride home.. the mrt was so empty... RATHER empty.. they were empty seats here and there but i just leaned at the side wall thing...

had to eat macaronni for lunch because my younger sister is sick.. sigh hahahs. and cha cha had a.. fur cut! hahahs he looks so cute still xP heard from my mum that cha cha was having ticks/lice... woooo... o_____o not sure bout it... hope they're all gone... yepsss.

thats all for now... (:
tomorrow's a free day. yayeee.

Cassandra

views on blabbers?

2005-08-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all (:
just got back from school and finished my lunch.. lol i was really hungry.. had pasta.... (: too much pasta makes me sick though hahas. anyway yesterday i slept at about 11:50.. sigh. ahahhas because my bedsheets were still in the dryer going round and round.. it wasn't completely dry yet when i decided to take it out.. at a small area it was a little wet still.. but i just wanted to go to bed... its only a litttttle wet so nevermind about it.

Woke up a little later than usual.. guess i was kinda tired heheh... from yesterday's squash even though i didn't do much.. my legs were kinda aching last night xP ah well. was hyper this morning anyway (: had a slight runny nose for the first 2 hours after i woke up.. heee.

drank justea for breakfast in school heheh. chatted with lailing rachel nielle and manda. yepss. went to pay a visit to Mrs Eu who was on duty near the lobby ahhahs so funn. kept laughing (((: went back to our seats at the courtyard just in time for flag raising.

2 free periods this morning. one was taken up by Mrs Tan as she wanted to return us our report books and give us comments one to one.. yepss. i did sooo badly. sighh. sigh more hahahs... anyway i don't really feel so sad after awhile.. wahhh what's wrong with me? lol.

had math for the next free period.. ahhh noooo why must it be math... ahh.. did math math math. sigh..

for 10 minute break yingyi offered me her ham and cheese sandwich ((: hahahs so nice of her. i took a small piece yepss. thanksss.

chinese was next... was okay i guess. nothing much to say about it

for recess ate hor fan with danielle and amanda... and drank justea with danielle x)) ahhahs recess rawkedd causeeee... after eating amanda went to get her two biggest paintbrushes then.. we foughttt. ahahhaha daftamanda. lolll used the paintbrushes as light sabers then amanda made sound effects as we fought and sang to the theme of starwars ahahhaha i sliced off her thumb, her right arm and slashed her at her backkk W00T hahhahaha. sooooooo darn funny okay.. i kept laughing like mad like i always do.. ahahhsa amanda sliced off my both thumbs, left index finger and my left wrist ahahhahah. i win moree! her back is slashed- best of all. loll. then later we both went to kill denyse and alyssa! ahahhaha. literally of course o_o lolllll so funny.

were both so tired when it finally was over.. ahahhahahah. did beating of drums for awhile before i went to read... lol. history was nice ((: learnt much much more in detailed on the internal and external threats.. hahas miss quek is good (:

Geog was after history.. Mr Teo seemed to be having a bad temper today.. not very bad or bad. but worse than his usual. hahas.. he confiscated the whole bunch of amanda's paintbrushes for the lesson only because she was playing with them heheh... geog was justttt BORING.

english was next.. mrs tan just suddenly teared a little while we were getting out of books.. and she calmed down like 5 minutes after that.. everyone quiet, she told us about her job and all... i'll come to that later.. anyway we worked on conjunctions today.. kinda confusing to meee. meep ahhahas. just got the main idea but not into layers of it yet.

I really wonder sometimes why does this person hate another person and all. hahas.. nope, i'm not saying bout myself. referring to teachers.. some teachers are really nice and being themselves while some students hate hate hattteee them to the core.. i just don't understand...
Like Mrs Tan... i think she knows that alot of students dislike her... i don't dislike or hate her... but people are calling her a fake and all... everyone has their own bad points right? i don't find her much of her fake. i find that that is the way she is. don't get it why people see her in another way.. i find her okay... but sometimes i admit she's a little... demanding. but not teachers are meant to be kindddd, forgivinggg. blabber blabber right? if all the teachers are so kind and all, how are we going to learn?
Then Miss Quek... i know a couple of people who dislike her and try to imitate her accent and laugh about it. Miss Quek is a reaaally good teacher.. that time when she blew up, she only blew up for a minute and calmed down the next minute. it's amazing that she can tolerate us. my class is like really really monkeys.. most of us are... no offence to anyone but i think the basketball group are always the ones making so much noise... sigh. back to miss quek. miss quek is really nice already and is a good teacher to provide us with so much detailed information on our chapters... sigh

hahahs change the another subject
vegetables.
why do some people hatteeee vegetables so much? most of the people would just say they don't know and they just hate vegetables... but almost everyone has a few vegetables that they like... surely at least one? hahas. i loveeee vegetables. except for bittergourd o_o ahhahas and today i found out that amanda and nielle like eating lady fingers too!!! yayyy i thought everyone i knew find lady's fingers disgusting.. loll. vegetables are sooo nice nice nice nice nice. (: hahas..

nothing else to add anymore.. lol..

cassandra

the whole truth.

2005-08-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hey peopleee. (:
last night slept at 11:45? hahas...
woke up at usual time, 5:50a.m.. i've noticed that my eye lids on both eyes aren't the same.. i have double eyelids. but the eyelid on my right eye kinda folds in so it's kinda hard to see that it's double eye-lidded... ahahhas.. tried countless times to fold it where it's supposed to.. but to no avail... ah well (:

today before flag raising in school i was hyper active. i laughed and laughed and laughed my crazy laughters then lailing and rachel (see-toh) said i laughed like a lama and hyeena. lama+hyeena= hyeema ahahahahahhah. so i laugh like a .. hyeema??? o___O

we had english to start the day off with. we went through one of our summary pratices.. ahhas out of 11 points i scored 9 ((: but my language on that summary is bad bad baddd. lol. we went on talking about oral examinations... yeps. that was about it.

math was quiteeee okay. we started learning map scales.. linear scale and area scale.. hahas yingyi didn't really understand.. she got the linear scale thing after i explained to her like 5 times lolll. and the area scale.. she was just so lost. o_o
hahahas
anyway we had chinese after the 10 minute break.. i forgot to bring my textbook hehehhhh. luckily lao shi nvr spot me xP hahhas

Gym s-u-c-k-e-d hahahs. my hair was really neat today and why must there be gym.. NOOOO ahhahaha. not extremely important anyway. we did the usual boring stuff and jumped on the trampaline.. oh no.. how do i spell. trambeline.. trampeline. bleaugh... hehehe. we were released 10 minutes later.. darn that gym teacher. i hate hate hate absolutely hate gym. i would rather run 2.4km hahhas. i'm serious.

it's soooo frustrating to amanda that serene, jeanette, cheryl cheong.. and i don't know who else. skip gym. because the gym teacher is some china lady who doesn't care who u are and all.. they took the advantage to skip gym and go for recess instead. it's like sooooo unfair. everyone wants to escape from stupid gym class.. i just find it.. really idiotic...sigh

for recess ate horfan with amanda.. while the others had meepok... hahas oh yes did i mentioned that miss a toe and pirate pigeon are reunited again??? hahah i think maybe i did.. man my memory's failing me. loll the cute little.. couple or partners ((: awww saw them trying to break down this cookie at the courtyard during recess.. ahahahs amanda spotted this newwww pigeon we've never seen before.. it's kinda fat, had round patterns on its wings.. hmm we only saw it for like a glance so we've yet to give it a name.. first thing which came up to me was Round, Roundy, the round thing. ahahahhaha.

yeah.. and today i've started reading.. The Orange Girl ((: it seems like a really short story.. read like 32 pages today during my free time.. it has 144 pages. i can read it in a day if i really want to.. but reading it at a comfortable speed is better for me ((:

had science after recess. the Kee phenomenum hahhas. lollll. today's lesson was okay though...quiteeeee okay

we had pre-om for cme period next.. ahahhas it was sooooo fun. we had these 2 hands-on thingy..

we were given newspapers and a roll of scotchtape. then were asked to build the tallest structure we can. hahhas my group, amanda, lydia, georgina and deborah... yeah we had the third or second tallest one!! ahhahs cause the other groups' ones all collapsed due to insufficient support lolll.

the second hands-on was to build the longest 'suspension bridge' from one chair to another. ahahahs my group was first for this one.. because the other groups were kinda.. stupid xP no offence but they rolled up the newspapers and made the weight heavier... then miss tan said that my group was smart enough to use the scotch tape as a support ahhas ((: yeah!!! amanda started the idea of it.. good job!! hahahs and to the rest of the team. we rawwwk. w00t.

hahahs had assembly next.. this instrumental group called the Tang Quo something.. quodret? ahhh i forgot. anyway they're like famous in singapore and rather famous internationally.. consisting of 4 men.. they're having this performance at the esplanade on 18th september? ahhahs i like going to these kinda performances... where the arts are being performed.. like solos, small groups, drama plays, dances... but NEVER orchestras. they just aren't favoured by me. anyway learnt a little more of performances today hahas. they played really well ((: had the first and second violin, a viola and a cello... (:

hahah.. so after that... found out qianning wasn't going for squash cause she has to see a doctor bout her backbone.. hehh. then lydia had to see the orthodontist... yepsss. qianning and i went to the busstop with meredith to get her racket from her mum cause meredith had forgotten to bring it to school ahahhahssss.

anyway after that bid our farewell to qianning. bye byeee ahhahas. meredith, marie, wei ting and i played winner in loser out for like 30 minutes then went down for lunch.. hahahs i ate meepok and drank uhh grass jelly drink. ((: oily plus non oily. good combination lol. when we went back up mr tan went to talk about the training in malaysia on 30th november to uhh something december... i wanna goooo. and i think i'm most likely going to go. ahhas meredith's most likely going too.. we can have 4 people bunking into a room ((: wheeee. that time qianning said her parents don't allow her.. well... hope she can make it!

after that meredith and i did drive for drive for like 15 minutes then went to find mrs bowness and mrs linda lee to open up the weights room. hahahs couldn't find them at the staff room.. later when we went down.. saw them already at the weights room, opened. ahhh darn it hahahahs. charmaine koh and marie joined in too. ahhahs quite fun ((: as usual...

stayed till about 5... then got prepared to go home.. yep. meredith marie and i left at the same time... yepps. i was reading The Orange Girl for the whole journey home.. hahas got home at about 5:45 (: yeps.

ate dinner... hahhas really early ehhh. it was soooo delish hahahs. except for the... toufu thing.. eeek. hahhas. the sweet and sour fish was really niceeee yumm. loved it.

and now here i am.. with a long entry again done. lol. i guess i'm just so bored that i post long detailed blog entries eh? xP

Cassandra

the smile on ur face makes me know that u need me
there's a truth in ur eyes saying u'll never leave me
the touch of ur hand says u'll catch me wherever i go
u're saying best.. when u say nothing at all.
When You Say Nothing At All- Ronan Keating

sunday rings

2005-08-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hey people (:

had chinese tuition this afternoon.. passed kinda quickly yet slowly... not really boring anyway (:
after tuition went to get ready for church... the 4:15 session. hahas i wore something my mum couldn't fit in hahahs. so she passed it on to me.. its like this tank top... with the front and back sides of it the collar part's kinda hanging low and the place where u put ur arms through that part is like reallly big.. it's meant to be like that.. so have to wear a tube inside.. its niceee ((: really nice but sometimes it goes a little out of place if u're uncareful and... NEVER run too much when u're wearing something like that.. maybe it's only for me.. because it's kinda loose and all.. so like.. ahem ahem? haahahah

wore this beaded necklace my mum got for me from perth last year.. purplely hehehe nice nice. and wore dangling earrings. i can't remember when was the last time i wore dangling earrings... really... i used to love love loveee them but now, i can't be bothered too much about them hahas. just that what i wore was plain.. so had to add on stuff.

my mum and i went to shop around before the session started.. went to TIMES and i bought 2 new books. yay hahahha. one's called Sophie's World and the other is called The Orange Girl.. lazy to check the author hahahs but they're both written by the same author anyway ((: i think i should check our books written by Dan Brown soon... i've never read any of his books.. heard from many people his books are nice and all. ahahs. and now since my taste of books is starting to change.. i might give his books a shot... we'll just see when...

after that just walked a little around then went for church service.. hahas today's service was nice ((: hahahs one of the songs we sang was Here I Am to Worship... yes i know. a very big hit... hahas the original version is actually really really bad on my views. i mean the original piece 's like reallly sloooowww. my favourite version is sang by Chance Scoggins. ((: if u want his version go ask from me. heheh. anyway pastor prince today talked about Redemption... ((: hahas don't know how to elaborate on that... hmmm.. then after service my mum actually wanted to eat at this japanese restaurant which had a buffet but it was full house.. hahahs

so we ate at this vietnamese restuarant.. Poh House? the food was not bad... average (: after that had a take-away for my sisters and went home...

guess i'm kinda tired.. sigh (: hahahs i found this from lydia's friendster profile...

Some members of Sec1 squash team!!! during the open house.

from top left to right: qianning charmaina roxanne gladys lydia

bottom left to right: cherie and me!

The day of the friendlies. at tanah merah country club. the dinner ((: not everyone's present here...

from left to right: meredith gladys qianning me lydia charmaine roxanne

((: found it at glady's friendster profile.. i gotta say the quality is kinda bad xP

thats all for today... bye byeee

Cassandra

song of the undergroundddd da dum dum

2005-08-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hey everybooo-dy.
heheh. yesterday had science/math tuition... man do i hate math hahahs. i stayed home whole day... was supposed to go to my real ah gong's house (not zhao zhao ahahhahaah) to pay a visit... but i guess i was being unfilal and didn't want to go. hahas. just lazed around doing nothing yesterday.. dinner was okay... but i didn't eat much.. maybe cause i ate more for lunch.. ahhas i'm fattt.

then yingyi sms-ed me to chat for awhile. hahahhas she said she ALMOST wanted to call me when she was shitting. lol as being her shitting partner i told her when i went to shit o___o ahahahahaha. pigeon and duck are goot shitting partners. :X oopsies ahahahhahaha.

later on danielle sms-ed me.. but i only could reply like 3 messages... cause i was about to start guitar.. sad. ah well... wooo for guitar i learnt this new song

Here, There, and Everywhere by The Beatles okay it has been resung by this.. Kalapana person. It's a really nice songgg ((: so i suggest u get the one sang by Kalapana for several reasons. hahaha cause The Beatles' version is like.. ZzZZZZzz. teehee. but i had to pluck for this song. awww darn. need lotsa practice...

stayed up till like 12:50a.m... hahahs was feeling tired... don't know i just feel tired easily these few days hehehhehe. maybe because it's kinda a habit for me to sleep early already..

i woke up like 2 times this morning... 5+a.m which i went back to sleep and woke up when its about to be 9? like 8:50 something. lol i slept for exactly 8 hours... again. x)

went to play on my guitar on my guitar while being online... waiting for the people on the Earth to wake uppp ahhaha. ahhh lemme list out some of the nice songs i like now.

Just Want You to Know- Backstreet Boys its niceee its so niceee. its so soooo nice. x)))
Sugar, We're Going Down- Fall Out Boy its soooo nice tooo soooo nice. hahahah X)
Wake Me Up When September Ends- Green Day has september ended yet..? zZZZzZ x))
Wake up- Hilary Duff ahhh this song rawks rawks rocksss x)

hahahs these four are top favourites at the moment x)) they're alll soooooooo nice. better get emm. from me or whoever. just get em ahhahas.

sigh (: i'm going off to write something.. diary thing. ahahhs bye.

Cassandra

the chords are messed up no matter how i hard i try to make it right.. so if u wanna play it suggest u get the song ((:

G Bm
To lead a better life
Bb Am7 - D7
I need my love to be here
G Am G/B C9 G Am
Here, making each day of the year
G/B C9 F#m7 B7
Changing my life with a wave of her hand
F#m7 B7 Em Am7 D7
Nobody can deny that there’s something there
G Am G/B C9 G Am
There, running my hands thru her hair
G/B C9 F#m7 B7
Both of us thinking how good it can be
F#m7 B7 Em Am D7
Someone is speaking but she doesn’t know she’s there

Chorus
F7 Bb Gm
I want her everywhere
Cm D7 Gm
And if she’s beside me I know I need never care
Cm D7 G Am
But to love her is to meet her everywhere
G/B C9 G Am
Knowing that love is to share
G/B C9 F#m B7
Each one believing that love never dies
F#m B7 Em Am D7
Watching her eyes and hoping I’m always there (Chorus again)

G Am G/B C9
To be there and everywhere
G Am G/B C/9 G
Here, there and everywhere.

are u game?

2005-08-27T08:55:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all.
yesterday had my favourite lotus root soup again for dinner which my mum bought from toa payoh central ((:
i slept at about 11:45pm.. was feeling tired.. feeling weird.. hahas.. even know i feel sloppily sloppyy ahhh where's my hyper mode button -searches for it- lol.
woke up like alot alot alot of times this morning cause of stupid cha cha barking and barking outside.. ahhhh. darn him mann. hahahs... sigh so i finally woke up at about 8+...
Went online.. few people online.. i don't talk to them though. only have yang yang korkor. hahahs he said he quit playing online games le.
thats da spirit!
lemme talk about my past again ahahha.

i was a comp addict since the mid yr of primary 3. My elder cousin was playing Runescape so i followed suit... i would sneak out in the middle of the night to the computer in the studyroom to play runescape. i just don't know.. it's just very addictive. next few games added on to the-games-i-play list. first it was muonline, then gunbound, phoenixmu, maplestory.
runescape- just very very of rpg. lotsa skills u can work on, the graphics was really bad when i started.. now there's runescape 2... better graphics only by a little.
muonline- very very nice game ((: i like the graphics
gunbound- addictive at first but soon after u get darn frustrated with the game
phoenixmu- same as muonline, just that its a private server, easier to level up... nice way to explore if u can't make it big in muonline.
maplestory- this is what's hot now.. everyone's playing it. but i'm not gonna get tempted again. i'm not ever going to beeee.

okay so i quit ALL online games last year, when i was in p6. these online games were taking over my life mann. first thing i got home is to go online and play till 9pm when i finally take a shower and go to bed..

my studies were being affected.. so i just quit. it was reallll tough. like everyone else u know plays online games... then u're just stuck at blogging and msn. but i say it isn't such a bad thing too. like in the past, i could hardly communicate with my friends over msn because i was usually playing full screen games.. that like drifted me away from them.. unless they play the game i play too.. like i put myself in a person who wants to talk to me over msn's shoe. then i realised that the gap was widening... i had to do something.. quit.

All the games were so tempting.. they were so addictive.. like maplestory.. its a very nice game.. and everyone's playing it. example like zhaozhao. once he was like playing maplestory whenever he got on i just go so fed up... i know i have no control of people's wishes.. now zhao zhao still plays maplestory but talks to me when he cans.. which is like really little compared to in the past... sounds kinda sad and all... hahas...

truthfully i do miss the online games i played in the past. but if i start again, the pain i suffer will be double of now. like my results will deprove, ties will be drifted furthur apart and when i want to quit, it's gonna be hard again.

so leave me the way i am (:

i love online games. but i'm not going to touch one. hmm those online games i'm refering to are those... rpg ones where u move around and stuff okay. i seldom play gaiaonline. but anyway gaia is a forum game thing.. so it's not very addictive hahaha.

i'm hungry T________________________T
9:17

Cassandra

da da da

2005-08-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hey all ((:
i slept reallllly early last night.. 10:20pm... guess there wasn't anything for me to do.. so went to sleep hahah.
woke up a little late again this morning... teehee xP younger sis doesn't need to go to school today because its the.. marking of the prelim papers day...
my hair's so neat todayyy x)) hahahha. before flag raising at the courtyard my seat was surrounding by many past 6C students again... hahahs so went away to yinyi's seat and talked to her and lydia.
After flag raising were the announcements.. then Mrs Kee went on the mic to say something which concerned the sec4s... then later the closest teacher told her that the sec 4s weren't having the flag raising. ahahhahahah that was so funny ((:
Mrs Tan wasn't in school today.. but for lit we had to write this essay on comparing the societies in The Wind Singer. hahas used the whole period.. and i was pouring Nerds on my fullscap paper... lol eat and do my work. ahahahhah so fun.
For chinese we did si han... hahas boring. we were like folding paper hearts for mdm yeo... danielle, amanda,yingyi and i. ahhas yingyi doesn't even know mdm yeo anyway o_o.
we went to comp lab 1 for science... got back our test papers.. hahas 21 half/30.. not bad.. compared to amanda and yingyi!!! waaaahahahhah. lol. but nielle beat me to a mark ahh darn her xP we went to take this questionaire thing.. a survey on how mrs kee as a teacher is like... most of my choices were not applicable lol....
ate macaronni with nielle and amanda today... i left my wallet at home.. so got back the money meredith owed me heheh.. enough for one meal...
next was english but mrs tan wasn't here so miss quek came in and conducted history lesson.. hahas quite fun i guess... history period was next... so she like swapped english with history. for english we had to do this 2 summary practices..
then i accompanied yingyi to shit. ahahhahaha. she has lots of pigeon poop. xPhahahha. after school stayed back for like an hour for the music project... amanda,lydia, yingyi and i. all the primary students were like busybodies hahahs. cute though xP. then because we wanted to dye the small curtains... yingyi and lydia went to the toilet and said something bout soaking it in the red paint... later they come back and they made a mess at the toilet sinks.. hahahs so amanda,lydia and i went back to clean up a little then i was like squeezing the curtains for the excess paint to come out... then my hands were like red (the paint) aahahha looked darn freaky.. my palms are a little pinky now... from the paint... hahahah darn it xP
hahahs yueming's back from camp (((: yayyy hahahas. x)
anyway went home with amanda.. cause she was going to her aunt's house which was cross the street from my house. she was having the sniffles.. poor amandaaa. get well soon!!
then received an sms from kenny... he said that he found this email which read : I am a bitch,tong here.
btw tong is my last last last name hahahs... only very close friends of my parents, all my relatives and family, or my sisters' neighbourhood friend calls me that. who's like SOOOOO bo liao. so lame. so much time on their hands. they have nothing better to do. i didn't reply kenny's sms. i don't think there was a need to. i wasn't feeling angry or sad or whatever..
there's nothing to be angry about. those people are just so immature (: unlike me.. NOT hahahahhahaha ((:

ate instant noodles for lunch.. hahas then now here i am.. going off.

Cassandra.

2005-08-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hey all (:
came back from swimming.. went to uhhh ridgewood condominium i think... my mum's colleague's apartment.. hahas... fro the first 30 minutes there was so stupid. cause like none of my sisters wanted to go in the pool. then like if i go into the pool alone.. i cannot do anything.. finally my elder sis ran to the baby pool, followed by the younger sis.. then me.... amazing that i still can fit my swimming suit which i last wore last year hahahs... u can see my fatssss. wobbly fats ahhaha. was kinda fun... went to the normal pool when there were less people ((: fun fun funnn. i like that place... sigh.. hahhas.
about 7:50 went to shower.. then went up to this really really tiny restaurant which seemed like they had no business hahhas. ate mee goreng and drank 7up ice. then left... lol. now back home...

Chuan en returned my call.. read to her the myth i wrote for the myth of the morah thing... she said it was okay.. so we're just adding on a poem in it ((: yay. hahahs. i wanna do my homework then go to sleep. feeling tired... hahas... i love eu alll ahhahahs xP..

i feel like eating barbequed marshmallowss... something soft,sweet,melts in ur mouth and warm... mmmm.... one more day... (: wheeee...

Cassandra

cause u bring out the best in me
like noone else could do
that's why u're by my side
that's why i love u
best in me- blue

ahhhh ahh?

2005-08-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

Heyheys all.
message to kenny: please, please just leave. u wanted this to happen. there's no turning back now. i've put this blog under password for several reasons, now that i have nothing to do with u, u have no right to enter...
pardon me for being mean.but this is the only way unless u want me to get darn pissed off again.

I slept at 11:30 last night.. right time, very comfortable.. hahhas and this time.. i stayed in bed for at least 20 minutes... from 5:50 to 6:10am.. hahahahs no motivation as usual... without him around.. ahahhas... ah well.. anyway got prepared on time (: ... and i forgot to bring my myth of the morah second draft to school... darn.. hahahs.

there were lotsa lightnings this morning... for a short period of time, that is. Everyone gathered round near my place to talk about the wake.. hahahah i hate crowdss. ahhh.

Geography was first.. ahhahah MR TEO WAS HAVING A BAD HAIR DAY. aaahahhah so funny. he said because he was late so didn't do anything to his hair then he let down the windows of his car... his player was playing that techno song Crazy Frog and the students in the school bus next to his car were singing to that song. ahahhahah thats so so funnnyy. then when deborah's group had to go present their presentation thing.. then Mr Tao sat at deborah's seat beside me. he asked me 'Is is me or the words are quite blur?' i replied 'it's u' ahahahha.

Science was next, notes notes notes. boring yet better than other science lessons. hahahs.. for break, Cheryl wong was giving our m & ms hahahh. or issit m&ns.. ahhh ahahahh i'm not much a lover of m&ms.... but anyway i just ate half a packet which i shared with deborah.

We had pe after science. ahhas we played handball ((: funnn. played 2 games, my team drawed one and won the second game ((: yay hahahha. i ate hor fan for recess. ate with amanda lydia and nielle.. hahas. and justea. x)

Went back to the classroom then amanda, yingyi and i were like using amanda's paintbrushes to create beats.. ahhahah bang bang bang on the tabless. woo yeah X)) hahahah i was doing the 'bass drums' lol really fun ((:

after math was art.. ahahs.. we got back the art pieces we did... the paper relief thingy and the scheme... hahah for the 6 small paper relief i scored 50.. and 50 for the other paper relief too.. ah??? hahaha. for the scheme scored 60.. amanda beat me for the paper relief but i beat her for the scheme waaaaahahhaha. we went to comp lab to complete our t-shirt designs.. mine was bout smiles and happy happy things. hahahs scored 75. amanda and yingyi... 70! azhahahha i beat them wheeee. we had lotsa extra time so amanda went to my blog and searched for all her name in the entries.. ahahhahah funny to bring back memories and laugh at them all x))

after art.. we were dismissed.. yep. the 6c people going to mdm yeo's wake today assembled at the amphitheatre... some went to eat first and all.. i ate a cha siew bao... later on blah blah blah took sarah heng's mum's car there.. yeah we saw mdm yeo in her coffin... she had more white hair but looked healthier from the last time we saw her... everyone folded paper hearts.. yeah after that we just left.

i walked to novena square and took the mrt home. and now.. 4:40... mum and younger came back.. and we're going swimming.. TODAY. ahhh. o_o darn. okay....

Cassandra

jumbled up

2005-08-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody..
Mdm Yeo passed away. who? my chinese teacher for p5 and p6 but went on mc last year around june... and only came back to visit us on the day where the psle results were given out... she looked okay at that time.. just looked a little tired. She passed on yesterday... she had a relapse i heard... she had some bone problems.. i didn't cry. i felt sad. she was a really good teacher... but now she's gone... sigh. many people from 6C cried.. like i think i total of 10 or more.. most of us were going to attend her wake as we were the last class she ever taught before she left... i keep thinking of how nice she looked when she smiled and laughed in the past.. but now.. all left.. are memories... Mrs Eu said that maybe we should be happy for her that she doens't have to suffer anymore... thats half true...
i'm going to her wake tomorrow after school with melissa, amanda, danielle and some other 6c people... we'll be taking the mrt to novena and walk there.. i hope we'll be able to get flowers for her... sigh.
enough of this for now.. back to the happy me :/

yeps. i lazed in bed today again... no motivation.. again ahhas... sigh. bout 2-3 more days... ): ah well...
last night i just blew up. i used vulgur.. darn me for that. just that i was so pissed with kenny... he told me to delete him from msn and all that because my sister's 'friends' keep disturbing him about yueming, me and calling him names and all. i mean its not my fault? he added my sister's friends on friendster and msn... now he has to face the consequences.. maybe i am a little evil.. but i've been feeling a little down since yesterday... like denyse, then kenny... then now mdm yeo... is this a test set up by god? but i really blew up when i was talking to kenny over msn. he should have known that i am short tempered at times.... sigh anyway i deleted him after that like he wanted me to... why does he want me to tell my sister to tell her friends not to disturb him anymore? u know how hard it is for me to tell my sis that? u think i can control her? let me tell u.. my mum can't control her.. let alone me. please think deeply into consideration before seeking whoever... i guess now i'm feeling a little better. maybe i should just get him out of my life... since he wants to lose a friend this way... sighhh sighh ahhhh the stress...

whatever )): anyway because of him i got to sleep at 12am when i could have slept earlier... cause i was doing my draft essay on the myth of the morah from the wind singer..
didn't know what got into me but i reduced my air-conditioner's fan speed from 3 to 2... and increase the temperature from 24 to 25.. it was quiet.... peaceful.. like that day...

PC today was quite fun? hahahs mrs tan went through career options and all.. i think its kinda inaccurate.. i'm found to be persuasive, creative and good in social activities.. uhh it just is weird... hahas.........

for recess just ate tuna sandwich, cookies and justea :D hahah went to visit mrs eu after that and talked more about the wake and all.

had computer studies after recess.. hahas was fun.. have to do the chinese idiom animation.. i'm doing hu jia wu wei.. hahas about 2-3 more slides i have to do for next lesson and i'm done...

for RAP, did our music project... hahas did nothing much though.. and i ate the plum i bought... this time round, the plums taste nicer... yeah then minyi was OBVIOUSLY complaining to us like 'u know, i'm not going to wash all the brushes again.. i'm not going to wash all of them' i don't know why i even found her nice in the first place... i guess my views have changed now... that time it wasn't only her who washed the brushes, i washed the palletes and everyone else did their parts too. how bout the first tuesday we stayed back for the music project? everyone in the group at least did a little work except her... and we washed alot of brushes, cleaned up the floor and all... how can just washing the brushes compare to that.. sigh.. i just hope she understands better... that we're not lazy or anything )):

we cleared everything before lunch break was over... had english after that. went to discuss our morah myth thingy.. chuan en and i found it hard to write one... hahas not much progress yet..

after school was the Singapore Botanical Gardens amazing race thing for health week there were like 20 groups? 7-8 people in each group. hahas so my group. cherie, amanda, melissa,danielle and yingyi... were in a group.. THEY HAVE DUCKS THERE. THEY HAVE DUCKLINGGSSS. OMIGOSHHHH THEY'RE LIKE SOOOOOO ADORABLE OKAYY.... but too bad we were running so i could only catch a short glimpse of them )): they're soooo cute... i've only been to the singapore botanical gardens twice in my life.. and only this time that i spotted the ducks... ahhh i wanna go back there again, take a walk, admire the ducks... with the breeze in the air.. sighh. sounds so magical.. ahhas... duckies... i miss the ducks alreaDY AHAHHA. oops. ahhaha... they're so so sooo adorable i say again...
ah anyway for the amazing race thing, my group finished first.. but we had to add few minutes to our timing because for the mind challenge we scored 6 out of 12.. which needed to add on to 6 minutes but we scored 2 bonus questions right which leaves us to add only 4 more minutes.. but even so... we were third in the end... sadly. hahas. anyway it was fun ((: bought milo freeze from the cafe there... 3 dollars.. hahahs but it felt good.. ((:
after that left back for school... short distance.. got our bags from the pe room... then left for home.. hahas..
ate my dinner already.. nice... mum bought back uhhh some fish which i like and 2 spicy vegetables i really really like ((: yummmmmm. and my mum bought me this pair of star-shaped earrings from perlin's silver... because the star studs i'm wearing now.. like the colour's fading and all.. so she got me those ((: awww thanks mum. mum's great. heheh. sometimes xP. zhao zhao sms-ed me if i was okay and all because i was so pissed with kenny yesterday... hahas glad that he cared (: goosie ah gongy ahha.

life doesn't seem to be full in colour these few days.. hope it will be soon. back to normal.. (:

i love eu people. muacks to all.
Cassandra

lost w/o eu

2005-08-23T14:27:00.000+08:00

Heyheys y'all.

yesterday.. didn't add an entry teehee no time i guess xP
but i knew that i wanted school to end really fast..
met up with yueming after that. was real fun x))

hahas last night i reaalyy did my homework... without any distractions.. just did my homework on my bed.. hahas first time in a long long time yeah. i finished history homework as well as math (: was about 10:30 when i was done.. went to do something meaningful after that and slept at bout 10 minutes past 11...

sigh. yueming's going off for camp for the next 4 days. wahh. 4 days without any communication... ah well... i can bear with it. ahhas.. i hope..

yepss. this morning.. guess i wasn't motivated to get my ass off the bed.. just weird... didn't feel like it.. ahas.. so stayed in bed for like 20 minutes more before getting ready for school... heheh. have to wear pe attire for the whole week because it's.. HEalth Week. lol.. tomorrow will be the treasure hunt/amazing race at thew botanic gardens.. heard there are 160 people going there.. ahhh lol.

for the 2 free periods in the morning.... one of them was math. ahh how i hate studying for math.. hahhas then we got the other free period to ourselves.. and because.. in our class its The Wind Singer week.. there's this mini competition on songs concerning the wIND singer. hahas soooo funny. was laughing like mad ((: o_o i laugh like mad all the time don't i.. hahahha.

for pe we ran 5 rounds round the bball court and played bball. hahas my team won and lost a game hahaha we finally lost to serene's group after 5 games xP hahahaha.

for recess ate 2 nuggets and a cha siew bao. anddd justea! hahahs i ate with lydia and danielle at the amphitheatre.. ((: hahas we've decided to go for group study during the september holidays at either bugis junction or junction 8.. haven't thought of more choices. will decide when the date's nearer... still during recess was in classroom then amanda was seated at deborah's seat (beside me) using her paintbrushes as drumsticks.. ahhahs soooo funny ((: then denyse was was at that time seating behind me at nicole's desk.. was like saying that the way i laugh is very fake... not in a joking tone but in those i'm-not-joking-or-playing-around manner. my eyes watered the moment she said that.. but luckily amanda kinda 'protected' me and her corniness got over my teary eyes. hahas.. amanda went against by saying that i laughed like that all the time, even my mother laughs the same way i do.. denyse then said that i sound so fake when i laugh my fake laugh...
me asking amanda if i had ever laughed fakely.. amanda said no, my laugh is like really unique and noone could ever got my crazy laugh.. then we just went on to our druming stuff hahas... i don't know why denyse said that... i just feel so sad someone looks at it that way.. i know its okay and all for different people who look at different perspective.. but it just hurts... my laugh is sooo natural okay... i usually just laugh that way infront of certain people. not everyone xP or i might embarrass myself.. hahas.... sigh... i just feel so uncomfortable that denyse thought that wayyyyyy )): i have a feeling that she finds me a fake after she said that... i want a cuddle )): ... sigh... ahhhhhh heck care... lemme try put it at the back of my mind.. u can do it cassandra!

talked to deborah about it.. she helped a little... (: thanks deborahhhh. hahas. had math again after recess.. ahhh its killing me!! lol. just bored me out.
geog was so boring too.. was drawing on my notebook almost half of the time.. heheh... were at the maps chapter.. boring ((:

english was last.. 3 groups presented their advertisements.. ahahhahahs serene's one was the funniesssst one. her ad was on some product which can enchance ur boobs... hahahahahhah okay it was KINDA offensive.. but if the word 'offensive' was unpresent.. it'd laugh the hell outta me. hahaha i had a minor stomache for like 2 minutes while laughing. her songs were funny.. everything was funny. ahhahahha.

then mrs tan collected the advertisements we did... and let us analyse this poem... weird weird poem.. bout fat fairytale characters... like snow weight, cinder elephant and sleeping tubby ahahhaah. just weird.

that was the end of school... hahas was in the same bus as Jean and Tiffinay from GR. jean was playing on my handphone.. hahhas chatted with tiffany till my stop... topped up 20 dollars on my ez link card.. now its 22 dollars and something cents loll....

ah well.. got home and all... ate 2 carrotcake for lunch with those.. uhhh japanese uhhh beans. and 3 cupcakes... hahahs i feel fat. because i'm fat...

heh.. not very hyper today actually... ): ah well.. lemme just wait.. wait wait wait...

hahah the picture of my guitar.. solariseddd x))

Cassandra

i just want u to knowww lalala.

2005-08-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
hahaz...
okay so i met nielle at the mac donalds at j8 at 12:15.. i was late by like 7 minutes x_X oops.. hahas... yeah so we walked to her house.. ahhahs not very far not very near. but we finally got there and amanda was already there.
yep we started on the project.. we didn't have much info so just got whatever which came from our minds. yeps. hahahs quite fun and all. we had pizza for lunch ((: yummm. hahhas. jacky was so funny.. just being her monster-like self. x)
yingyi arrived real late.. at like 2:50 and amanda and i left at 3:15 lol my mum dropped amanda at j8 there.. cause she was going to to mrt station to somerset then watch a movie with her uncle hahas.. the movie Herbie which her uncle got the tickets free. yep i lent her my penguin umbrella hahas cause it was raining yeah..
then mum got me to tanah merah country club.. ahhahs all the way to changi.. very far and i missed qianning's first game for the friendlies.. but anyway she won that one hahas.
yeah .. don't feel like going so much in detail hahas.
marie didn't come to support.. when she said she was.
then when meredith called her she had to wait for like 5 minutes before marie's sister told her to call back later.
meredith called again later on and marie made up some excuse that it was too far.. when she actually could meet up at qianning's house then qianning's dad could have brought her there.
that made qianning and meredith rather pissed.. hahas..
now is the bad side of me...
marie..
now i find her rather... soooo not independant... when she feels left out, she goes telling her sisters then her sisters will stare at qianning. like gosh, WHO would do that in sec1. that's rather.. childish on my opinion...

sigh hahas.

then there was this part when qianning, meredith and i went to the restroom and cause it was a club.. of course the restrooms would look very nice.. there was so many free things to use hahah like hair spray all that. so fun to use someof them ahahahahhahahahah funny x))

then when lydia went to take her weight at the weighing machine, qianning stepped on the scale and lydia's weight came up to 67kg.. and lydia actually thoguht she was THAT heavy. we only told her she wasn't at the dinner ahahhahahaha.

surprisingly scgs got the championship for the friendlies ahhas. cause our seniors beat lotsa games. yeah... we had dinner.. hahas quite nice ((: i wanted to get the soup but... the ladle had... ants around it. eeeek.

later everyone from scgs left.. all except me hahahs. then was like standing in the lobby waiting for my mum.. so darkk woooo. hahahs.
mum finally came... we went to toa payoh central's fair price supermarket.. ahhas bought the stuff for tomorrow's lunch and other stuff yeah hahas. i was in my pe shirt and shorts o_o' hahhaha.

my mum parked in the red parking lot. ahahhahah :x oops.

went home and took a shower.. heh guess i'm rather tired... sigh.
tomorrow tomorrow.
tomorrrow.
hahas. oh yeah..
nielle asked me amanda and yingyi that she'll be inviting 2 friends along when we are going out in the holidays in november.. 2 guys.. online friends? hmmm so like nielle gave me their email addresses asking me to add them.. and i did. haven't talked to them yet though... ah well november's so long later. we'll see.

yep going off now.. wanna sleep early today.. will try to hahas.

Cassandra

eczemaaaa? nooooooooo.

2005-08-21T09:25:00.000+08:00

Hey all (:
ahh.. yesterday.. i ate instant noodles, shared half a thin pizza with my sis and ate 2 fishballs for supper. hahas.seems like so much.
but finding that muscles seem to take over my fats... hahahs. like my arm.. the fats there compared to last year has decreased. wheee but my arm still looks fat. ahhh aahhas... and the fats at my thigh has too decreased wheeee. hahahs. but my hamstring muscle uhhh issit the hamstring muscle? the leg area between the thigh and foot. hahas. whatever. my muscles there are really big... soooo big. i don't like it T_Thahahs
uh back to the idea.
hahas slept at about 1 yesterday.. hehh.
bout my sleep
i don't know it just was a really bad sleep...
i was woken up in the middle of the night several times, half-awaken, scratched my arms... woke up finally....
scartching in the middle of the night...I'M GOING TO GET ECZEMA AGAIN
darn it )):
then i feel so tired this morning...
eczema... haiz i only scratch in the middle of the night without having any control of myself.. thats when eczema will come... i hope i won't do the same tonight.. because i cannot control myself...
sigh today's gonna sucha a tight scheduled day....
going to danielle's at about 11:30 to do the ad project for english with amanda and yingyi. i will then have to leave at about 3 or 3:30 to go to tanah merah country club to support the friendlies for squash... heh. then i will be staying for the dinner there... ahh.. that'll be like rather late.. evening. sad.. will feel guilty if i don't turn up to support.. so yeah going..

ah thats all..
haiz haiz love eu (:
Cassandra

let it flow flow flow...

2005-08-20T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
back from waitching Bewitched..
hahas woke up several times this morning but ended up going back to sleep, finally got out of bed at 10 then i took a shower.. all the freshening up stuff. and went online for awhile before having tuition for 2 hours.
hahahs i didn't like doing statistics. so irritating to draw all the graphsss hahahs. went through cells for science. hahas. i prefer doing science to math i guess. more relaxed x) my elder sis didn't get to have tuition.. mum said because she had to go to school for something.
yeah right bout that. i went to get prepared, waiting for yangyang korkor to sms me when he reaches orchard mrt so i can leave for bishan mrt. so when i went down to walk to the mrt station, i thought i saw my elder sis with 2 guys sitting at the resident's corner.. walked backwards for like 3 steps and yeah.. it was her and she was like trying to hide.. ahhash so i just shouted loud enough for her to hear ' I SAW UUU' then just didn't care and walked to the mrt station. what a liar. haiz. hahahs.

reached bishan like 5 minutes earlier than yangyang korkor. so read a little bit of my Teenage mag. yeah kor arrived, went to buy the movie tickets. ahahs 2:05 show. yeps. it was like 2:10 already but anyway there were ads. (:
yeah we sat at the last row but it wasn't that bad because the cinema wasn't those really big kind. and many seats at the front were available.. but the nearer.. it seems that its worse. so the last row was pretty good.. and kor and i were only on that row o_o hahahaha.
the movie.. not very very nice . 5/10 on my view. hahas.
after the movie i actually wanted to have lunch.. but later kor was like don't know where to eat then suddenly didn't feel like eating anymore and anyway kor already ate before he came to meet me. ahahhs so just went home lo xP
then here i am... hahahs. my guitar teacher emailed me.. saying that he'll teach me a new song today but its not gonna be the choice i picked hahas.. ah well ((:

tomorrow.. packed day... my mum let me cancel my chinese tuition tomorrow.. ahhas i didn't ask her to but she just said i could skip it because i have to go to nielle's house at about 12, then about 3-4 my mum will come pick me up to Tanah Merah Country Club to support the squash friendlies. :D hahahs so i hafta wear my pe attire to nielle's house... ah well haha.

oh yes... today, my left arm, a certain area of it seems really itchy.. naturally scratched and scratched... but applied some lotion which actually made the itch better... can feel some lumps on it... really small one and not alot of them... ahhh i hope its not eczema... i hope it will not be.. man how much i hate eczema )): makes my arm look diseased.. hahaha. ah well. ((:

Cassandra